2008 had been a year full of ups and downs.

1. PAE 1st one month at PJC
2. Received o level results and cried over it -.-
3. Left sec schooool :(
4. Had my heart broken and turned single :(
5. Felt like a failure for a period of time
6. Did braces, extracted 4 teeth at the most down moment of the year
7. Made a choice between JC and poly and entered SP and met so many cooooooooooool friends
8. Joined SP comperes! best moments in SP :)
9. Attended 3 camps in SP
10. Did so many cooool things!!!!


Goooodbye 2008! you were loved.

Yesterday was work at changi exhibtion halll with jit and sammy. I thought we were jsut gonna help out! In the end, we had to host and stufffff. Okay lah, made new friends from SPDJ. It was crrrazy in the morning and afternoon but then in the night, I spent my time playing with sammy, running around like small kids, cycling around, playing connect four with people. Speaking of small kids, OMG THEY SO CUTE! Played catching with them, THEY LOVE PLAYING CATCHING. OMG, just like me! Just that I'm 17 and they are probably 7. Then wahlao, had to pay $1 for shuttle bus service to go back home. It was so late when we went back! Dad was right about the nothing-is-free-in-this-world.

Today marks the last day of filming!!!!! I'm gonna miss drew alot, she's sucha nice giiiiirrrrrl to work with. I must say filming was pretty successful, although there were some conflicts here and there before we first started. But we had plenty of fun, laughter and crrrazinesss and we experiemented with alot of things! We had a well deserved groupie dinner at chomp chomp today! I donno, felt kind of happy that we finished, but at the same time pretty reluctant too.. We slooogggeeddd so hard together as a team. FRAMED is crrrrispppeh cool!

Christmas was very simple, like any other day... but receiving christmas greetings from ex classmates warmed my heart : ) so fuzzy and nice. Last time, I used to love listening to chinese songs! I always felt so light and fluttery whenever I listened to them. And used to visit KBOX with dora and anson to sing! Oh shucks. Listening to those old chinese songs reminds me of those times again.

I feel like 16 all over again. The 16 year old school girl, still eating happy meals at mcdonald's, failing amaths and physics all the time, taking neoprints, eating long john silver though I dont really like it but pris loves it, and school girl crushes. <3

I don't care if listening to chinese songs makes me more cheena or more chinese... I still like it alot alot! Afteralllll, I'm CHINESEEE and I'm still the same ol' candid happy yanhan!

ugh. damn postman.

Christmas for me:

1) preparing a clam chowder meal for family
2) sitting on the couch with family and watching tele

:)

All I want for christmas is... a new big fluffy pillow for sleeping.

Thank you mommy for giving me one : )

christmas plans had been changed! instead of a christmas party, we're gonna have a new year paaarrty at my aunt's!! I think it's popiah party still. Let's hope it's still popiah. so christmas eve was spent with the family :D watched Australia, it's a beaautiful movie, a movie definitely worth watching. Probably christmas dinner tmr, we shall see how. :)

no more tears and heartbreaks for 2009. 2009 is gonna be a joyful year, a very joyful one. :)

Merry christmas to all of you here at seaweedpretzel : )

first day of filming wasn't as bad as I thought it would be!! whew. :D quick takes, rehearsals.. every single scene we took was so exciting to do. And drew!!!! You're sucha sweetie. <3

Beef hotpot at grandma's!!!!! SHIOKadoooda

And! grandma made tangyuan. Her tangyuans are the BEST. LOVE THEM LOVE HER LOVE EVERYONE. OKAY PEACE OUT, BYEBYE

Top 10 New Year Resolutions

1. Buy a pair of REALLY CUTE maryjane heels and learn how to walk in heels like a laday
2. Ditch the glasses and get contact lenses
3. Remember to take notes in my organizer
4. Get to know a reeeaaallly cute and nice guy *heeehe
5. Join one more CCA!
6. Get good grades!!! Sigh
7. Get a whole new wardrobe :O
8. Make birthday cards for friends whom I really care
9. Conference calll with ex-schoool mates and BFF once a month!
10. To stop judging people, accepting people who they really are and be a better person

UGH!!!! PHOTOSHOP IS BEING SUCHA ANNOYING BITCH!!!!!

I dont get it! When I am determined to start work, shit happens.

GO GO GO GO EVERYONE!

I'm gonna try blogging in detail for camp, cause I want to remember every single moment of it!

DAY 1:
We unpacked our stuff and all of us had an identity each! I chose Dora the Explorer! At first I was spongebob but Dora's cooool too! Jit's the glamorous Paris Hilton, Sak's the anorexic Nicole Richie, Jas's the bimbo Sharpeee, Sam's the HSM troy, Bryan's the annoying Simon Cowell, Alia's the.. I can't remember cause she changed too many times -,-, Felicia's purple ranger... That's all I could remember! Then we had self introduction of our characters. We had to choose our props from a pooool of props Alia brought. She brought so many! I took puddin the bear and shrek ears, but later on all of us swopped. Everybody looked so ridiculous that when we went for lunch, everybody in FC4 was staring strangely at us! We had alot of indoor activities on the first day. Like breathing exercises, script writing... We had dinner at clementi mac cause Alia had vouchers! In the night was parrttaaay night! We had music and we played the SPARC&COMPERE camp chair game!!! AND OF COURSE CAM WHORED!! Zhengyan and Shimah and Jayne joined us! Soooon, all of us bathed and were so nice and comfortable, we sat down in a small circle and shared ghost stories, I never really liked sharing stories cause I'm really bad at telling them! SO yeah I just heard them saying stufff : Then lights off! I slept for awhile, woke up for awhile, Jayne was awake too!!! I was so scared cause it was pitch dark and the floor was so hard and cold. :( So we decided to listen to my ipod for awhile before both us started drifting off to sleeep again, felt so secured! Very nice warm feeling :D

DAY 2:
Woke up! Had breakfast then headed for MORNING EXERCISES! We ran in the diff. direction of the dragon boat team, it was so funny! Cause they were like HUH. And we played captain's ball! I was with, zhengyan, sammy and bryan! It was fun though we lost. We played childhood games like AEIOU! Spinning and dancing like mad fellllows. Then had script writing and then we had Flash Mob! Flash Mob was cancelled so we had confidence training, which involved ALOT ALOT of interaction with strangers in school, to help us fulfil our list of items. I was with Sak and Eugene!!!! I was a very happy pancake though we lost in this again... But we were so happy together! We held hands (cause our hands were tied) and ran together and worked as a team! I suppose that matters the most. And I had a kiss on my hand by a cute guy!!! :D Hohoho. Next up was WATER GAMES!!!!! YALLL. LOVE IT TO BITS! Was one of the best water games I had in camps... cause we were just playing around in the pooool like little kids!!!!!!! SO FUN! After pool activity, it was time to head out for christmas party!!! :D Everybody was busy dressing up, putting on make up and helping each other. It was so fun!!! Like preparing for prom, like friends preparing each other for prom! Awwwww. Okay, now I kinda miss sec 4 prom. : / OKAY YEAH!We dressed up so nice but in the end, eh.. we went to eat at what.. Just Noodles? LOL! BUT IT WAS FUN STILL. DEV WAS THERE! He really brightened up the whole atmosphere. We had a $3 budget to spend on a gift for someone. I got Bryan's name. AND THE FUNNY THING WAS! I went shopping with him when I was getting the gift for him! -.- Which was plain dumb cause I had to lie to him that I was buying for Eugene, but later oonn he found out also cause Jit was buying for Eugene. Haiyo. So no surprise already, and he knew the price of my gift! I am really sorry Bryan! PAISEH! LOL. After dinner, Sak's feet hurt so I wore her wedges for her! AND OH MY!! They were so hard to walk in!!! >.< But it was so fun!!! Strutting my stufff then later SAMMY WORE THEM! LOL IT WAS SO FUNNY!! Gift exchange next!!! Alia was suppose to get me my gift! She got me smiley stickers cause they remind me of her. Awww. <3 That night Sak had to return home cause she was very tired! :( So we sent her offff with a group huuugsy pugsy. I was sooo tired toooo. So I plopped into my sleeping bag and slept for awhile but woke up cause they were too noisy -.- Ended up reading each other's blog onthe big screen and wathcing lame videos and family guy!!! Then YQ, Jas, Felicia, Jit and I went down to FC6 to get hot beverage. It was so quiet! and scary. cause it was quiet. But I donno why, but I feel strangely secured when YQ's around, he's like a big brother :D Went uppp and watched Worst Week on Sam's Mac then me, jit and Jas packed up and left!


I miss camp! It was really fun. :) THANK YOU JAS, ALIA AND FELICIA for organizing this camp!

Today, we had location reccee. We travelled alll the way to Eunos to find art studios and walked around aimlessly along joo chiat road. I donno, issit me or issit some people are just super unfriendly and hostile? Today's trip was definitely not a very pleasant one. I feel wasted and blah today.

Pffft.

I'm so lazy to blog about camp!

But camp was really great fun :) especially with the crispy peeeople! you know what I'm talkin' bout. It felt so family-ish. Sigh, love SPSC! I will blog about it probably when I finished alllll the projects!!!

me, jit and jas went home at 6am on the last day of camp. Cause me and jit had to catch some sleep before andrew's christmas partay. So yeap! I literally ran home after I got down the train cause I missed home and people and bed so much!!!! took a quick bath, plonked myself on my bed and sunk my head on my soft flufffy pillow. then later went with sak and jit to sinema old school to meet class. The theme was recess time! SO I dressed in my sec school uniform, with two pig tails. I was the only one in sec schoool uniform. LOL. Shitz, I no creativity, some other people dressed in suspenders and alll and looked like rich ass boarding school students. HAHA!! It was great fun. Andrew's photography studio was so awesome!!!!!!! With the pretty christmas tree!!!!! and played Wii, think I sucked in bowling in real life more than I sucked on Wii :D Then played games and gift exchange game! I got myself in swatch watch, thanks Andrew! So much. I love it. :)

And!!! Pris messaged me this morning to tell me she already left and I won the seventeen magazine letter thing. (sorry I couldn't talk to you!! cause I was in caamp for the past few days, have fun in hong kong!!! LOTS OF LOVE!) So I hopped out of bed, ran out in my PJs to grab a copy of Seventeen! In the end, mine wasnt the winning letter, but at least it got published! Hehehe. Or.. I could have gotten myself another swatch watch, which wouldn't be fair cause I already got one from Andrew. : / Okay! Bye :)

so many things to do yet so little time, sigh. christmas gathering with girls on saturday!!! I havent seen them in aggggeees and shopping with szehui on sunday! sigh, havent seeen that girl for super long already.

WHY AM I NOT PSYCHED ABOUT ANYTHING!

btw, I think you're a blob. big fat ugly blob >: (

Psyched for camp?

compere interview today, actuallly more like a chit chat session with ning, hehehe. I finished a bottle of water (cause I thought it was mine) and theennn I realize mine was in my bag and I've drunk someone else's water. I DONT KNOW WHOSE ONE. Omg.

caamwhored a litttle then headed home with sakinah! when I was watching tv in the night, I was thinking of tang yuan. Then I went to look in the freezer, HEI ZHI MA (black sesame)TANG YUAN!!!!! OMG. Took it down immediately and cooked 4 tangyuan in a pot of water! hei zhi ma whoa whoa, bai zhi ma whoa!

I secretly want a canon EOS 1000D :(
I secretly want to get a lipstick : /
I secretly miss you : (
I secretly think about chu : (

what a quiet and cold monday morning!

I like it when I've nothing to do. Just sit on the couch after breakfast and watch tele the whole morning. But I would get bored later on. Like now. And whoakay, I just scratched my feet against the sofa leg cause I was trying to close the window!!!! UGH

Cant wait to go on a photography outing again!!! cause I got my camera fixed quite long time ago! But that would have to wait for zhengyan to come back from his taiwan trip.

I just ended my week's eating spree with beef hotpot at my aunt's house! It was goooooooood!!!!!! bunch of useless guy cousins who ate so little! me and my sister were the sole survivors. and everytime at aunt's house, we would alwwaaaays eat doritos with salsa. very nice dinner today, I like. can't wait for christmas dinner when we're gonna eat popiah at another aunt's house!!! I miss popiah.

okay so I'm back home

I WANT TO SLEEP SO BAD! But I just ate wanton mee for late supper/dinner (and it was soooo awesome!!!! I LOVE IT TO BITS AND MARSHMALLOWS) sigh. UGH! I get so sidetracked when I talk about food. yeah anyway, I just got home from school invasion tour. Likkkee whoaakay. It was quite a bore and until the part where west grand sprung into action and I WAS LIKE "YOUR SMILE KEEPS ME UP FOR DAAAAYYYYSSS" yayy. I think that's alll. I'm sure the other bands were good but I didn't really catch them. I was in and out then in and out again and in and out and in and out and in and out. I had duty for like half an hour and that was to stand at the entrance and say hi to people. I was playing connect four with eefong, kevin and hanfei! and kevin, you really suck at connect 4 okay, stop being sucha sore loser!

happy birthday jason mraaaaaaaaaazz!!! i hope you can gimme polly pocket soon and i'll give you a cupcake : )

I like sitting on the couch and watching hongkong dramas with mom

I like sitting at the dining table eating roti prata and sharing coffee with dad

I like sitting in front of the laptop watching online videos with sis



:)

Btw, jit typed that for my previous post, I posted it cause I thought it was funny!

But yessss, yesterday was crrrazy. I ate another doughnut during DVPA break, dark chocolate flavoured one. Omg, no more doughnuts for you, han. I told my sis I ate 2 doughnuts, she was like who the hell eats 2 doughnuts in a day!? Me.

and I ate subway again!! I think it's the 3rd time eating it this week. Sooo the list of UGH food I ate this week: 3 chocolate chip cookies, 2 doughnuts, a double western bacon cheeseburger, carl's jr fries. UGH, I feel so grossly unhealthy.

last day of school ended very nice for me, I thought. no gems classss, script writing madness is FINALLY OVER! (we're looking for actors now btw, if you are interested!), and I had a heart to heart talk with wilson today!! We just sat down and talked for 2 hours. It was yummy. But not as yummy as the pizza sub I ate just now.

today i ate 2 siew mai, 2 cha sao bao, 1 plate of bee hoon, 1 cheese sausage and one donutzz!
yay baby timmy will be born in approx 3 months. i can't wait! yayyyzzxzzx! :3

Approximately 8 more months till END OF BRACE FACE. Omg, I can't wait!!!! I think when I take them off I'm gonna start having a different feeling to it.

lots of chocolate icecream to mend the broken heart