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I've been pretty happy!!! :o)

I don't usually write emails, but i've been doing so for the past few days. It's nice to keep in contact with people whom I love very much! :o) Well, life's pretty mundane now, but i like! Occasional hang outs and staying at home, a very good balance

I do hope everything is going very well for friendssss! and I really wanna watch confessions of a shoppaholic with viva la cherrries!! but most of them are busy or away now :(

Feelings

How do you keep bad feelings neatly in a box and lock it and never open it ever again?

A bad feeling is like a tin of plain dry oatmeal, no warmth, no egg, no bowl... all packed in a shiny foiled tin. when you shake it, it sounds crispy, but it's not, i don't like it at all (though i like how it sounds when i shake it). you can either keep it in the tin forever and don't eat or take it out and eat it, but you won't like it.

I don't like it. But i would eat it.

Chowder

Oh maaan, i don't know where to start.

I ate alot of stufff lately!!!!! ok, i shall blog about the stuff i ate. ICHIBAN sushi was really great!!!! it's definitely one of the best sushi outlets i've ever been (probably the best, even better than kuishinbo or on par?) It's about 20++ dollars, if you get a combo set thing, which includes soft shell crab, a bowl of raw salmon rice, a bowl of unagi with scrambled egg rice, miso soup and a plate fruits! (that's what i ate) and then, I ate out with family on sat at some... place at booon lay and we had fishhead curry! It wasn't as good as i expected... pretty mediocre. then i ate burger king !!! at suntec city, had their topsy turvy! I think it's pretty good! it kinda tasted like a whopper. thennn, i ate at mos burger today at imm!!! i realize i always eat their rice burgers. but it's pretty good! though they're pretty small

i've got quite alot to blog about but... I WANNA BLOG ABOUT TODAY! yes today. I went to catch fei lun hai at IMM with my sis and her friend!!! HAHAHHAA, talk about craziness. It's my second time going for their autograph session (though i didnt even buy their album) just to liiike... kinda catch a glimpse of them!!! IT WAS CRAZY MAAAAN!!!! alot alot alot alot of people!!!! like penguin mating season. they didn't allow anybody to just go in, you need a queue ticket. we went like 3 hours earlier, but there were even crazier people who camped overnight 2 days before or came at 5am in the morning... soooo that means, we didnt stand a chance to. : ( then i kinda lied to the security guard that we just had the intention of going to the playground... then they let us in!!!!! then when fei lun hai came, it started pouring heavily, but stupid stubborn people just stood there in the rain with a pathetic umbrella. sighhhhhhhhhhhhh. it was really really a waste of time and we got sooo soo sooo sooo tired.


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Wallet

Mommy bought me a new monkey wallet! She usually doesnt buy cutesy wootsy stuff for me cause what she thinks is cute may not be cute for me! 8) But ya, I like it alot <3 She bought it cause my spongebob wallet is spoilt : ( the zip came offf, sighhhhh but my love for my spongebob wallet shall not be easily replaced...

Today, me and fiona went to bugisss! For the job interview thing, in the end, turned out to be a big waste of time. BUT NAH! Had alot of fun with fiooonnaa, girl talk ;D stupid weird guy with a hongkie accent.

Glasses!!!

YAY!! I got my new glasses. When I look in the mirror, I feel like I'm looking at jit :O not sure if that's a good thing? But ya! I think i neeed time to get used to it : ) So now, I got a geek look and a refined demure look, ohohohoho

went to schoooool to edit stuffff, every time i talk to edmund, i try to be more understanding and put myself in his shoes, so i try to talk to him with more enthusiasm. : ) and I had a 8.5/10 breakfast at the coffee shop today!!! beeehoon with fried fishcake and runny egg with lots of chilli. Omggggggggg

Crap Cake

Last night was really scary!!!! I think whenever I pop a cold pill, I'll start having hallucinations and stufff. WHICH IS REALLY SCARY!!! Your head will feel woozy and heavy and you have SUPER WEIRD DREAMS, I dreamt of circles and fitting circles into circles, and triangles everywhereeeeeeeeee, IT WAS ULTRA WEIRD. then i imagined myself talking to my sister, or was i dreaming? I DONNO!!! But I did really talk to my sister!!! My sister said i was sub conscious or sth. OK WEIRD!

gonnna meeet jit later which i hope he wont be late again!!!! ugh, he and sakinah ah, I always end up waiting for them instead!!! DO YOU GUYS REEAADDD MEEEEE >.<

I was looking through photossss and I found this! I miss Drew!

I don't really think i will ever get to see or work with her again, but she'd been a really really sweet girl : )

Sigh, year 1 is overrrrrr! Year 2 seems pretty scary, but I'm ready >: ) And maybe i will get pass the kiddy happy yanhan and grow up! but, i can't seee myself doing that cause I kinda like the way i am now, i'm meeeeeee!!!!!

Tammy

This post is for you!!! JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU!!! :o )

when i become a tutu kueh maker or a tako yaki seller, I'lll make some for you : )

Job Blob

Today was chilllling @ starbucks with IBS 2 and peanut boy, cause I still got vouchers i havent spent! Ohohohoho. We were just lazing around like blobs.

AND I WANNA WOOORRRKK!! I sense financial crisis and I need to save up for the rainy days. : )

Noodle

I've a noodle craving!! A pretty bad one

AND I AM BACK TO HAPPY YAN HAN!!! WELCOME BACK HAPPY YAN HAN!!!!!!!! : ) : ) Aww, you look so much cuter with that little toothy smile on your face!!! :D:D:D

Mochi Mochi

CAMP IS OVER!

I don't really feel like writing a real long post. But just wanna say, I had alot of fun! Though I was feeling pretty blah at times (red meatball alert!). Having heart to heart talks with many people! was reallly nice :D Just now, I went for breakfast/lunch with ning and megs at HV yakun kaya toast. It was one of the best breakfasts I ever had!!! No kidding, I think I was really hungry. We talked about alot alot alot of stuffffff, cause it started to rain and we couldn't go home. But ya, it was really really nice : ) With a cup of tehbing and hugging molly. Megs drank 4 cans of coke!

Mmm, yaa and thank you sakinah for being tolerant with me! :D I dont know but yeah, this portion is dedicated to chuuuuu. Cause whenever I'm feeling crap or whatsoever, you're always there sista, I mean IBS 2 : ) And always giving sound advice and guide me like a big sister. Really appreciate it! <3

And I climbed the school's rock walll!!!!!!

:O

Welll! I've backed out of the school camp. I've beeeen worrying about it for dayyyssssssssss, I'm not in a very campish mooooood lately unlike wilson (and have compere camp tmr :( ) and close friends are not going and even tammy and sam backed out on me : ( I think it was a sign.

Since I didn't have to attend the camp brieifng today, I could help out at zhengyan's photoshoot!!! I made a new friend, ari : ) This time's photoshoot was at the studio!!! Omg, my first time being in a studio. With all the lightings and stuff. At first we were excited then later we were alllll weird and restless. Photos were flawlessly taken, thank you matthew lijuan and zhengyan!! they never fail to make me feel beautiful.

Today, i started the day like a blob, but peanut boy bought me a kinder bueno!!!! i donno, i was kinda cheered up :D and he made stuff that wasnt funny, funny because of his contagious laughter. then i toldd him that he cheered me up!

Then we saw roller man, a weird uncle with his sexy manly left boob almost sagged out of his shirt, carrying a mini paint roller in his hand, pretending to paint the MRT wall with the roller. we made a song, roller man using womanizer's tune. it goes like this: roller roller man, roller man, roller roller man

it was a pretty long day today, but we the ikan billis sister feat peanut boy had burger king for dinner!!!!! at bukit batok. strangely, they never had bbq suace!!!!!! until today. i was happy but kinda sad, cause i was being lied to for many times. THEY ALL ALONG HAD BBQ SAUCE!!! I mean, which BK outlet has no bbq sauce. if they dont have it! then they cant make the turkey bacon bbq thingy!!!!! but they have the turkey bacon bbq thingy on the menu all the while, so that means... they all along had bbq sauce

Neighbours

I really really wanna have a slumber party with my neighbours! Since we live like opposite each other, and they are the bestest cutest sweeeetest neighbours anybody could ask for. :D It would be like me, sis and the twins. Awwww. :D Sisterzzz outing!!!!!! We've planned so many activities together already!!! But they are so busy with schooool work nowww, maybe june : )

I'm happier already!

Gimme Shimmy Teeeethy

:o )

Thank you for the encouragement and support, sigh, I feel like a ton better

Ichiban sushi for family dinner tonight, I stuffed myself silly. I swear I hate pushing the trolley with hundreds of people getting in your way. My dad twirled the car 6 levels up cause there were no space in the car park and twirled 6 levels down when we were going home. I think the groggy feeling was 4 times worse than swinging on the swing for 45 mins.

And two days compering and helping out on enrolment day was really tough and exhausting : ( But hugga hugga was with me! :D Love her tons with extra ikan billis and chilli on top. <3 Jayne told me she saw luo zhi xiang real life! :O I reaally really wanna see him real life too. And rainie yang : )

Not looking forward to next week. I'm tired. Poob. But encouragement and support from dear friends were greatly appreciated <3

Strange, I wonder why

1. you can hear your mouth masticating very very clearly when one of ears is blocked. crunchy stuff especially

2. I'm not perfect

3. selfless people have their selfish moments too

4. everybody can't get along with everybody

5. I still think you're a total asshole


I'm sorry, i can only choose whether to hate or like you. I still want to like you, but i still think you're a flaky tuna fish.

I shall stop

1. worrying about my wisdom teeth, (but they are such ugly things!)

2. brushing my teeth like i'm scrubbing the floor (my dad says so)

3. eating honey stars with no self control (but they are yellow nice things)

4. thinking that i'm sleepy and heading to my bed and thinking whether i'm sleepy anot still and then fall into a deeeeeep sleep in a few quick minutes (naps are such nasty things)

5. imagining how my life would be when i am fat (why do girls always think they're fat)

6. misplacing my things (i lost my amath textbook once and found it in the fridge)

7. being so cynical, there're nice people out there :o) (you know who you are)

8. having love-hate relationships with people. (i can only either love or hate them)

9. slouching my back (i dont wanna be a potato)

10. making comparisons and metaphors and similies regarding food (STOP IT STOP STOP IT! but i won't stop)


I think mos burger's scallop rice burger doesnt pack as much punch as the rice kariyage burger. Get the rice kariyage one

Wisdom teeth

: ( welll, i am really nervous about extracting my wisom teeeth and allll... it's not like i am gonna do it like soon or what! but it's been a random thought floating aimlessly in my sea of thoughts. two gaps in between my teeth have not closed yet, i think dr wong was wrong about ending braces in 5 months time. : /

Unpredictable, booom

I was a blob

but I am now unblobified

I had 3 dreams last night that I went kuishinbo and they didn't have tempura prawns, the unagi thing and crab legs!!!! i was so sad. it was a reeeeeeeeeeaaaaally reaaaally long dream, then when i woke up it was 2 in the afternoon!!!!

welllll.. sorrry to people! if my moood swing is getting really bad and if it affected you, i'm sorry : ( just really mentally and physically tired. i show it. hahahhaha, i am really bad at hiding my feelings.

i think things have changed, but i still like peanut butter and colourful things

WHOA! I love youtube, it's so fun to watch 康熙來了!!! hahahhaha i love chinese variety shows. i really misss watching taiwan shows in taiwan

and had alot of fun with sak and jit! chilling at my house and it was pretty funny when sakinah's jaw locked when she was eating her zinger minger :O I HAVE JAW LOCKS TOOO!!!! >.< ok la, not very funny.

Meatballs in Carbonara

:O Alot of draaaaaaaaaama baby, that is going on. Honestly, I can't be bothered anymore, just sit back and eat my mcflurry. Ohohoohoho. Ahh, life is so wonderful isnt it?

All the pickles that turned bad in my life, you're no longer in my pickle gang. For all the good pickles in my life, you're still in my pickle gang!!!! ISNT THAT GREAT!!!! :D

Boob

Eeeeeee, I HATE IT when people accidentally/purposely elbow my right/left boob. It was a close shave today, cause my pa was infront of me and he didnt know i was behind, and he ALMOST ELBOWED my poor right boob. but i've always been VERY CAREFUL at home, cause i will always shield my cupcakes with my hands. My pa got strong arms loh. That time he BIANG my boob never say sorry. wahlao.

Meh

the red meatball is rolling back into my uterus. : ( I THINK that's why i'm so weird moood swingish lately!!!!! Cause like I had this reeeeeaaaalll baaad craving for a fruit tart, and i walked to lot1 just to get it. I got damn upset cause they left the strawberry one : (

Meh. meh meh pok. I'M NOT PREGNANT btw, everybody has weird sudden urge to eat something at some point of their lives, and weird cravings. : )

Empty Fridge

wow, i don't know how many times i actually dreamt of my teeth falling off my mouth. i would wake up, jump offff my bed and rush to the toilet to check my teeth. i don't really look forward to getting my braces offf sometimes.. : (

what saddens me is that... my fridge is always empty. cause my parents are health conscious peeps, (especially my mom). it's not exactly empty, but it's filled with stuff i dont like to eat. packets and packets of vegetables, a fruit section, soya milk, cheeeese. nope, no snacks, occasional granola bars and rare occasions of a bag of ruffles chips appearing in the cabinet would brighten my mood up. i'm always hungry. my mom gets angry if i eat instant noodles, so i would always throw away all visible evidence. i feel sad now when i think of my empty fridge. i just had a glass of chilled low fat soya milk and it makes me sad. all i think of now is you, junk food.

and i decided to go for a swim every week. I've been doing that for two weeks! it's scary how everyone wants to be like chopsticks now. i think i look like a spoon since i have cubesy cheeks.

Sista

I love my sister soooo much that she's so brimmmmed with my love. heheheh! she's so so soooo loveable!!!! cause hor, i thought inside the fridge still got one last can of sprite, BUT, MY PA DRANK IT and i forgot!!!!! sooo i was like eagerly opening the fridge to get the sprite, BUT!!! no more!!!! damn sad, then my sister seeee me so sad she went down to the vending machine to buy 7up!!!!!!! :D:D <3<3<3

it's goood!!!! everybody's happy!! gooood!!!

Sunshine

Pooooo hoo, my jappo friends are going back to japan this thursday!!!

i feel kind of sad cause i've learnt alot of things about them, and they are such sweet girls!!!! thank you shi lei for inviting me to the foreign exchange dinner meeting thing! :D hanged around with them for the weekends and brought them to places like chinatown! they were all so easily fascinated :O i hate departures, i hope it's not sayonara forever! : (

today, hanged around in schoool with jit and tam. they were playing diablo and i was watching hana yori dango!!!!!! awww, i love sweet endings. school was really empty today, i think it's because it's the holidays. and i found out something really unexpected! but is okay, i don't feel a pinch i just felt like i was being slapped in the face :O

i am gonna keeeep my eyes peeeeeled like a naked orange and watch people carefully now.