Bliss

HAHHA I FOUND THIS AT SAK'S BLOG. Well, happiness is slowly trickling back again! THANK YOU MY LOVELY FRIENDS AND FAMILLYYY, EACH EVERY ONE OF YOUUuu who would always be there for me no matter what.

Ok, so like 3 more weeks of holidays left! and I'll be embarking on my fiinalll yearr, which sounds scary, unpredictable and saddening. It's sad because I would be leaving SP and SP is like family to me, one of the places where I met all the greatest people I would ever meet in my entire life, place with goooooood food that reminds me of home sometimes, and the greatest and coolest lecturers whom we can just talk to like friends, no stress talking to them and popping by their rooms to just chit chat and steal foood, sooo many things I've learnt and grown from them and there was never once where I felt alone or lonely in school because I've the greatest friends around me all the time. <3

And it's also sad that old lecturers are leaving and the new ones are coming, and I don't really like the idea of that, but what to do? :( The only modules I'm looking forward to next sem would be broadcast journalism and radio production, the two elective modules I'm soo blooody lucky to get into and in the same classs as IBS2 as well!!!!! damn happy. and of course, LUNCH TIMEEEEE, I LOVE LUNCH TIME and spending time during lectures thinking of what to eat every time.

K BYE : )

Went out with mark and tammy yesterday and it was pretty funnn AND SHIOOKKK. and then mark insisted to drive us back home when alll i REALLY WANNTED was to take the darn MRT homeeeeee. And we had to make rounds and rounds just because he's not very good with directions and neither were me and tammy. HAHAHHAaa it was crazy, first time sitting in a friend's car with my friend driving.

I FEEEEL GOOOOOOOODDDD ALREADAY!!!!!

It's good to let go off things sometimes. And I went shopping with old friend, szehui!!!! Omg, I misss her tooo muchhhh, had too many things to say to each other!!!! <3

I don't know why but I'm still mad angry inside, scolding all sorts of bad names I can think of describing the worst of you in my brain. And then I realized, it's not gonna help the situation at all.

Awww, thanks guys.


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Round round round

I'm missing all the takoyaki I ate today. Oh those crunchy round balls of happiness. I had 10!!!

Don't care already, today happy day!!! And drank our milk tea as usual. The world seemed alot brighter today, cause the happy three friends went out. and finally met MY BABY TAMMMYYYY HAHAHAHHA. I think she'll annoyed when she sees this.

It has been raining for daysssss and dayss!!!!! I don't why but I havent been in the best of moods, issit a sign that my bloody sloppish meatball companion is coming?

Yesterday I didn't go to my grandma's house cause I was sleeping all the sleep that I havent slept for the past night. But my mom packed foood fromthere!!! Like alot of foood!!! And although it wasn't hot anymore, I felt warm instantly. : )

I don't want to socialize so much anymore. I don't really want to be bubbly. I don't really want to talk to some people. I am rude sometimes. I don't really know what's with me now, but I hope this feeeling is temporary!

Boo, you whore.

I'm back from camp with a scratched throat and aching joints. Whispering talks, blankie talks and taboo had been fun. Jit tells super scary ghost stories, kns. :(

I had another great day today : )

so I was brushing my teeth just now and I took a peeep in my parent's roooom and my rooom where my sister was sleeping, they were sleeping so soundly and I realize how much I love them. :')

DOo dooo dooooo

Today was one of the best days of holidaysss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11111111 havent had sooooo much funnnnnnnnnnnnn for a really long time.

and I just ate dinner, and the uncle cheated me of one fishball!!! ONE FISHBALLLL!!!!! I was suppose to have 4 but noooooooooo. But whatever. Today = HAPPPPPPPPYYYYYY <3

Ugh

I feel that my morning/afternoon is screwed. I don't like reporting my every single move to show that I'm such a happening person, because well, I'm not. Ugh, stupid PRICKKK. i finally found something suitable to use that word. Sometimes people really annoy the shit out of me.

Breakfast

So while we were having our prata breakfast this morning,


pa: I'M THE PRATA OF THE KING!



hahahahhahaha

Spring Clean!

Ok, I decided to clear my cabinet fullll of rubbish. ok, not rubbish. Ughhh, I hate being so sentimental cause I KEPT ALL THAT STUFFF SINCE LIKE PRI 3!!!! Do you guys do that??? I really have super ancient things.

Like the primary 2 disgusting piggybank I didn't want to throw away and ended up throwing away. and the wrapping paper of my first ever valentine's day chocolate from a boy who liked me, omg I don't even rmb keeeping that. and my autograph books I've kept.. and all the comics I drew when I was primary 5. I have plenty of series where I photocopied and sold them to my classmates for a dollar. And out of all the stufff, I ended up throwing away 1/8 of the stuff away. hahahha so much for wanting to spring clean.

I find it weird when people tell me that they're hungry. Uhm, then go get some food to eat?

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I am getting really uncreative with my titles. Went to pris house to play with her dog, chocolate! I just sat there stroking him for 2 long hours till he fell asleep while pris and I talked. and then went to meet aaron yesterday, I haven't seen him in the longest time!! and then went to meet ww to talk again. I have been meeting people to just... talk. But talking is nice, I like talking.

Talking to some idiot right now who's driiiving meee nutssssss but having so much fun at the same time. hahahahaha. Oh shit. 1.18 am.

Just now on the train there was this shabby looking guy with crummy dirty fingernails who smelt like a pile of soaking wet rags, sat next to me, listening to some really loud TECHNO MUSIC. UGHHHHH#@!(*#*(!@& it was so annoying that I burst out laughing! and embarrassed myself, yet again.

I hate doing house chores. : ( and my mother very smart.


me: Ma, can give me 80 dollars for the dental thing

mom: That time in DECEMBER papa gave you $800 for the wisdom tooth surgery right? then you used up only $700, so still got $100.

me: ..... *SIAN*

Tuesdays with Yanhan

Today was yet another rot-at-home day. Was supppose to go happy with cheena gang to go sing cheena songs at cheena kbox but in the end I had dental!!! Now, I'm waiting for 3.40 to come so I can go for my teeeth cleaaanning session and then jelle belle's yami yoghurt time after dinner!

What I'm doing now is watching my giant vitamin C pill fizzle in a glass of water. today's weather super hot !!!! buay ta han.

:' )

Hugh Dancy made me cry today in Adam.

I read random dusty old books I found at the back of my shelf today and great, I developed a sore eye but it'z okay now!!!

Now that's how I like to spend my first few days of holidays. Alone.

I don't really want to talk to you anymore.

I don't really care.

I really, really don't care.

That's kinda sad. :/

Irving. says:
Haha, always be proud of your achievements =)

Thanks dooode, I will see you soon-ish!!!! : )

The Art of drinking

I have always thought that men should drink black coffee with no sugar, and tea is for girlies like me. I mean, in the movies you've heard people saying, "Have some tea, my lovely lady." People don't say that sentence for nothing.

But my dad's an exception. He can drink both coffee and tea. He always have his cup of coffee ready for the morning, and after he drinks it and says, "Ok, I'll go to work now." under his coffee breath, it's like whoaaaaaa, this man's gonna work soo haaard to feed his family of four, it's sooo unbelievably manly.

And he just had this hot green tea that I made for him awhile ago and under his green tea breath he said, "Ok, I shall go iron some clothes now." and i was like whoaaaaaa. It felt like a samurai ready to embark on his next dangerous mission. It's just different.

I rmb I heard from somewhere that you would end up falling in love with a guy like your father. I think it's unbelievably true. I want a guy who can drink both coffee and tea and makes you feeel like, WOW. He's a real man.

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So my friends have gotten back their A level results and most of them did soup-er good. I'm really happy for them! Somehow, I can't stop thinking what it would have been like if I were to take their route and sit for the A levels. Would I get trashy grades? Yeah. Probably.

I rmb vividly an ex goodfriend of mine gave me perfectly sound advice that she would go find the tallest building in Singapore and jump and end her life if she had gotten my grades for O levels. But yeah, we havent been friends for the longest time since... and the more I think of it, the more motivated I get to study!!!! YEAH thank you ex friend for your super words of wisdom, which have brought me through my exams for these 2 years. I'm done with exams!!!!! For now. Cause there wouldn't be exams for my year 3, and I am not at all psyched about my final year project. i really dont like the sound of the word "green" or the colour green anymore, I'm sorry zhengyan if you see this. :(

Ohh. Crap. I dont know why I'm feeling this way. I dont knowwwwwwwwwwww

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I LOVE YOU TAMMYY!!!

I really do, please good care in Cambodia you lovely kind-hearted Samaritan <3

:D :D :D

I AM OVER THE MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TAKO-YAKI @ ION, REDEEMED OUR 10 PIECE TAKO YAKIIIIIIII CAUSE MY CARD FULL OF CHOPS, WAH WE LOYAL FANS SIA, I HAD 9 CAUSE TAMMY GAVE ME ONE, XIE XIE TAMMY JIE. TAKO YAKI FOREVAAAAAAA. PLUS EACH-A-CUP MILK TEA. TODAY IS BLISS. <3

and shopping!!!!!!! wah funnnnn, cause jit paid me $1 to try 3 sets of clothes at river island. $1 so easy to earn can?!?!?!??!?! ok not very, cause the clothes he picked were HIDEOUS. SO HIDEOUS, they should be burned.

I had so much fun it's starting to hurt in my head. crap, that always happens when I am overly happy.

: (

I was relieved cause another paper is down!!!! and went for a good lunch with tams and we sure ate alottttttt.

But once I came home, I plunged into this deeeep black misery. It's like drinking coffee without sugar - so dark and miserable. Dark and miserable. I havent smiled since. I sure got a trash load of law to study for. GO GO GOOOOOO CLASSSMATESSSS!!! WE CAN DO THIS!!!

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My dad's back!!!! Somehow,everything seems to fall back into place again. : )