Random thoughts that made me smile

Was just looking through my internship photos, and realized how much I missed it. It felt like a really intense and passionate relationship, and now Im just feeeling abit sore about leaving it behind. :( 20+ days of non-stop consecutive filming, crazy masssss calling to people that I developed this mental phone ringing phobia in my head...

Oh mianz, I miss Didi, Jason, Loong, Ron and Ryan the most. I miss making their days. I miss how Jason used to tell me how I make him smile every day and it would make me smile and go "awwwww Jason!!!!!" I remember how sad I felt when it was just one moreeee final day tilll shoot ended, and at the mini sleepover we had at the chalet when Loong told me that its all gonna be over in one day's time and it will prolly be our final last time to be together and we will most likely not gonna meet again...cause of the time inflexibility of their job. I miss resting my head on Didi's shoulder when we, the two little girls of the group, cabbed back home every single time after work, feeling sooooo exhausted but we always knew we had each other to rely on. I miss Ryan's epic happy expression when he found out that I found his bag! And how Ron used to steal a bite from my apple and his breath stank... K I DONT MISS THAT.

Ugh, missssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss these memoriesssssss.

Friday was yesterday and Saturday is today

Graduation is next week! Strangely, I don't feel at all excited, nor do I dread it. I just feeel like, we already left schoool like super long ago! We left the school when we left for internship, which was about 5 months ago.

Yesterday, Tam's toe nail cracked again and she told me to blog about it!!! And I shall. Omg, it was soooo freeeaaaaky just recalling that moment. She stripped over this metal flap that was suppose to be closed and it sliced through her nail and to the flesh of her toe!!! Omg, the horroor. THE HOORRRROORRR. I even had small blood stains on my dress after helping her, can you imagine how much bloood the poor toe lost?!?!? O___O Almost died. BUT YESTERDAY WAS STILLL FUN!!!!!!!!! It's always fun and happening.

In the mean time....

OK I said too early about being happy every day. I was sad yesterday, BUT THAT WAS YESTRDAY! Today I'm alright again!!! Im really really really, blessed to have so many people believing in me and feeding me with tons of lovely encouragement. I heart allll of youuuuuu. My papa and mama sayang-ed me like a kitty last night. :')

I felt so awesome staying at home practising Justin Bieb's Baby on my guitar!!!! HAHAH. Don't judge okay, I love that song. And Im gonna practise more songs w my aunt tmr!!

Sometimes you just don't get what you want. But I know I've tried my bestest! I tried. :)

I don't geddit.

If I told you that I'm hardly ever sad these days/weeks, would you believe me? It's weird how I wake up every day, my head is brimmed with optimism and happiness! Oh, I adore this feeling, this never ending feeling of happiness is soooo liberating. I even forgot how being sad is like.

I wish it would never ever end. :)