ice packs,
pink medcine syrup,
swollen eyes,
achy joints,
high fever of 39.6,
TTIIIIRED ><

it would be unfair if i said i am the only who's tired, cause everyone is tired too. maybe i dont have a good immune system. I returned home and slept. I was feeling much much worse but i still lugged myself to schoool with my parents to go see my sister's graduation. i

I miissed school : ( my mom was afriad that if she were to send me to the doc, I might get quarrentined just like my uncle cause I have all the symptoms of swine flu. But in the end! She still did. I feel so useless now, and tired still.

If you're wondering why I'm here blogging instead of resting, welll.. I SLEPT SO MUCH TODAY!!!! after seeing the doc, I slept from 9am-4pm. I JUST NEEDED TO KEEP MYSELF SANE.

Dad

MY PA IS BACK!!!! YAY!!! Missed him so much. : ) : )

I love mommy and sis tooo!!!!! <3

Twin

OMG, I REALIZE, MY TWIN SISTER, MADELYN SHARES SO MANY SIMILAR INTERESTS WITH ME!!!!!!! <3 I am starting to really really love her!!! ^ ^

anyway, I am crap tiiirreeed, BUT YOU KNOW WHAT, I LVOE EVERYONE!!!! ^ ^ L-O-L-O-L-O-V-E!!!!

The flying silver spooon

HELLO SEAWEEED PRETZEL-ERS!

I'm very happy today! Like always. :D Just that got this guy go cut my Q when I buying chicken rice. I ALMOST wanted to gently pat on his back and say, "Hello! Sorry, I don't know you and you might find this weird, BUT!!!! I wanna say, boys who cut girls Q very ungentleman, please don't do it again!!!" then tammy callled me to telll me that we only had 5 mins to lecture. Lucky she calll me, or else I would have really done it. :O

Then seeeeing my juniors (hello juniors!!!!!!! ^^), me and ah fattt went to MOF to chill. Wah, shiok seah!!!! (HAHAHHA, shiok seah) People very friendly there, very nice place to chilll!!! I realize whenever I drink ice coffeee, I get this crazy headache but I stilll like to drink it, oh welll. Then, plop, we sat there for 2 and a half hours STRAIGHT just talking about nonsense and random thoughts. It was very nice!!!! ^^ since we live so near each other anyway, might as welll. Ohohoho.

And while I was talking excitedly, I accidentallly hit the long silver spooon in my cup and it got flung hiiiighhhh up and ALMOST hit a lady and she got so traumatized by the flying silver spooon. I kept apologizing!!!!! SHe just laughed it offf and said it was ok. So I hope she's ok. Whew. What a day.

Oh! and I wanna say, jit hasnt beeen coming to schoool cause he has beeen feeeling sick. GET WELLL SOOON AH FATT! We hope you can join us in schooool sooon!!! ^ ^

Potato Sack

Craaap, whenever I feeel tired, I feel tired.

ANYWAY! Chillled out at SPARC and compere rooooms :D It was kinda fun just slacking around. I do feeel really psyched for camp partly because I am in event planning team!!!! It's gonnna be soooo sooooo fuuuuunnnn.

I love the little tiny things that make me happy, thursday wanton mee day and like eating an apple. But now, I can only eat sliced apples. When I get my braces out, I am gonna embark on my eating-a-whole-apple-on-its-own project. :D Really, nothing beats eating an apple on its own, with no skin peeeled!

i really hope i can have a trashing session with pris soooon, but she's just so busy with schoool and a levels are soo sooo near. D: I MISSS HER ALOT ALOT! and I am very worried for her.

i hate myself sometimes, cause I can't seem to hide my feelings at all. there are alot of times where I don't mean what i show but there are also alot of times where I REALLY mean what i show. i feeeel naked sometimes : ( but! alot of people think it's a good thing. .

and! I think you should stop escaping school already. come back!!!! don't give people any false/wrong impressions of you. stand strong!!!!

Heh.

i rushed out of my house with my cruumpled un-ironed SP shirt this morning cuase ning called me to telll me she needed me for lunchshow, AND THEN! while I was in the MRT, she called me to telll me she didnt need me anymore. THANKS NING ^^

today's finally a chill-lific day for me!!! CAUSE I FINALLY GOT TO GO HOME AT 1pm!!!!!!! YAYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (other than the lunchshow thing) I dont really like to go homme in the evenings or in the night cause we awlays have to fight to get a seat in the train and squeeeze like a can of peaches

yesterday was compere auditions, it ended super super late!!!!! I almost shrivelled and died there and had dinner at 11 at clementi mac. ok then, the end, bye.

Bah chor mee

WAH I TELLL ALL OF YOU OK,

I JUST ATE THE MOST KICK-ASSSSSS BAH CHOR MEEEE EVER!!!! >.< AT FOODCOURT 6!!!!!!!!!!!! I JUST LOVE THEIR YONG TAU FOOO BAH CHOR MEE!

I LOVE THE UNCLE CAUSE HE GAVE ME ONE EXTRA FISHBALL, AND THEIR FISHBALL IS THE DOINK DOINK BOUNCY ONE!!!!!!!!!!!

Rainbow Ring

oh crap!! AND I FORGOT TO THANK!!!

tammy and jit for buying me a rainbow ring, it was a really random thing to do!!!!! BUT THANKS :o) it was super sweeet of you guys! :D

Gummy Bears

I haven't eaten gummy bears for a loooooong time. I have eaten gummy snakes, worms, hearts, but... not BEARS!! D: I miss gummy bear times with someone, cause it was like innocent first love thing!!!! where we just sit down at a bench, in our school unform, taking out a pack of gummy bears we bought at the polyclinic and sit there for a loooong looong time eating it.

sorry i very random, cause I like to post really random stuff that pops in my head

I feeel like scrunching you up like a piece of paper and fling you faaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrr faaaaaaaaaar away into the sky and you could be one of the shiny stars :D

if only people were pieces of paper. I would definitely be a blue sparkly one!!!! :D

KAWAII NEH! :D

my twin sister, tammy alakazammy


my another sistaa, fiona the banana






CAN YOU SEEE THE EARTH!!!


HAHAHHAHA!!!!


KAWAAAIII NEH TOGETHER!!!! :D

This world is filled with beeeeeeeeeeeaches but I'm trying to love them. You know, keep your friends close, but keep your enemies closer. ;D

SUPPORT ME & TAM & JIT & LEEYEN AND READ TEENS!!! Pg 58 and 82 :D

and I forgot to add,

I SAW ALIA ON FRIDAY!!! she's alot bouncier now :D like a fishball, and that makes me happy :D

no more slut day I swear. I'm gonna be normal and a goood innocent looking sheep. : )

ConnectDMC

It was quite a fun event! As for my Lady Gaga photos, I shalll not post them up, and I have no intention of posting them up. It's something between me and my friends, where we did it for fun and keeep it for ourselves. I wouldn't say I am at the wrong because everybody has different opinions and some of you might think that if I dared to do it, I should be prepared to face the consequences. Yep, they got posted up on facebook! T.T and got taken down cause I requested my friend to do so. Anyway, they are NOT naked NOR half naked photos, just me and my crazy "provocative" lady gaga poses. You know how high and crazy I can get if I get tooo excited or tired. but whatever it is! I shalll let it rollll past me because my official slut day was oveerr!

Not a proper post! But I don't really have much to say just that me and tammy and a few others stayed back to do our trailer. It was sooooooooooo exhaustinggg. Bye!

ANTHOLOGY!!!

Please do support! ^^

I'm blogging from schoooooll!!!

:D

If you give me a bowl of satay gravy and a whooole plate ful of onions, I WOULD BE SUPER HAPPY!!!! Or like a whopper with tons of pickles and onions ^^

though onions are not very friendly to tummies.

GONNA DO A PROPER POST AFTER CONNECT DMC!!! :D:D

but just wanna update you guys that I've beeen a happy girl!!! :D happpy vibbbeeesss

Chooo choooo

LOLLIPOP @ ZOUK WAS AWEEESOOOMMME!!! :D with my girlfriends!!!! first time clubbing!!!

helping out was even more awesome! though I had to pay $10 for the landyard.. it made me feel special ^^ and everybody in the team was so nice!!! awwwwwwww

then today!!! was tiring. I went for announcement duty with IBS2. IT WAS SUPER FUN!!! Cause we get to play our own music and daaaaaaance ^^ I swear cotton candy is one annoying thing, though it's sugary and alll. when it melts, it really melts fast. i really really like SP GUSTO CHEERLEADERS!!!! if you guys are readiing this, hello! I am yanhan!!! :D:D

I willl do a picture post when I am not lazy. :D

Gaaaaah

I hosted with ZY today!!! Though we thought we did a crappy job, a junior came up to me during our break to tell me "you guys are damn steady eh, good goood!"

I felt happy. After alll the crappy screw ups we'd been through, no one said or did a single nice thing to us except for her. It definitely lightened up my day and I felt very appreciated :D Thank you very much junior!!!! And thank you zhengyan!!!! :D for constantly motivating me to move on, if not for you, i dont know what i would do!!!! and also IBS2 and tamsy and megs for coming to watch us for awhile!!!

after that was MMR meeeting!! sigh, schoool's getting tough, but i love my friends, alot alot!!! <3

^^

Hello everyone!!! I've beeeen feeling great, like I rmb there was this period of time where I had super low self esteeem and I am slowly recovering from it. :D The optimistic happy yanhan is back :D

and today, was suppose to be shopping with fattt and tam, and i coudln't go, AGAIN!!! For the 4th time (not 3rd). :( going my aunt's house later to celebrate my cuzzie's bday. oh wello. and I just callled them to say hii!!!! :D

Wasted

today! was suppose to be high tea session with tammmy, but it got cancelled AGAIN because I was down with a cold. I AM SO SORRY GIRL!!!! I really didn't want you to catch it from me. D: Now that I'm fine, my dad's down with the cold. He's pretty sick. : / I helped him iron clothes! I hate ironing clothes though, it frustrates me when the creases wont smooothen down.

I like to waste my weekends aaway. :D

Bam bam

I blogged about my horrible day yesterday and there was an error in the post and it couldn't be posted!!! I guessss blogger didnt want me to share with you guys about my horrible day in school yesterday. IT WAS SUPER HORRIBLE despite wearing a happy shirt : (

ahhh labour day, FINALLY SOME REST!!!! :D i was suppose to go shopping with tam but my ma said it was better if i stayed at home cause of the swine flu and alll. TV is really influential. I'm starting to get worried but oh welll! What's meant to happen will happen. : )

My specs lens is screwed, again!! : ( getting it fixed on monday. : / Somehow I like my old specs better...

Honeydew

Today!! I was excited to use my new shampoo, Loreal for kids (you must be wondering why I bought kids shampooo, I JUST WANTED TO... try mah :D) It smells like honeydew!!!! BUT RIGHT, after i finish bathingg and allll, no more honey dew smell :( I felt cheated. but it leaves your hair soft and nice and no knots! oh haw haw haw haw :D

everyone seeems very... stressed out lately, especially IBS2! HAHHA. WELL, EVERYONE!!! STAY HAPPY OK!!!! :D i went to chooose photos for our photo montaaaage for comperes, and it was so taxing!!! CAUSE we've to pick out nice photos from ZY's folder, annd you guys know it's not really possible cause like alot of the photos are either unglam or just.. really really unglam. HAHAHHA but me and zy were totally enjoying the processss of looking at the photos and laughing our hearts out. hahahhahaha. then i did my boooth duty for lollipop with Joshua! He's very nice. I was teaching him how to read a chinese magazine.

then went for rehearsal! it was... hmmm... I have no comments. hahaha! and i had dinner with some 03 people and jit and leeyen. :D after dinner i came back home and i ate another bowl of noodles with spam and runny egg. :D I AM A HAPPY PANCAKE!

Amaaazing Race

Today, me and IBS 2 were talking about amazing race! I MEAN IT WOULD BE SO COOOL IF WE WERE TO BE ON THE SHOW!!!! We would sooo rock it, so I shalll draw what I pictured in mind :D


that's me with braces on the right and IBS 2 with tempura-prawn looking hair and her ohohohoho




We would eat donuts and drink large milkshakesss

Ride on camels in sahara desert

And have occasional bitch fights

Awww but we willl still love each other and win the race!!!! :D

End

Just need a little Love

Ahhh... teeth hurts. I need to go for wisdom teeth extraction sooon. $800 for bottom tooth! $1600 for both. Heart hurts.

Usually during my dental session, Dr Wong likes to talk to me, I like to talk to her too with her fingers in my mouth. She was telling me about the seriousness of the swine flu that's been going around Mexico and it would hit us sooon, in a matter of time. And... if this thing gets worse, all the dental clinics would close down and people with braces, toothaches, in need of dentures... would allll have to wait for the pandemic to be over, which I am really afraid of! cause true enough, we really don't know what awaits us tomorrow.

But oh well. Live each day to its fullest!!! :D

and thank you miss kwa for the large cup of yoghurt ice cream!!!! it made me super happy :D alot of people say i get happy over the slightest thing but is ok!!!! cause i wanna be the happiest person on earth :D

Sit straight!

Ahhh life is like a bowl of noodles, it's so...







hot.

Yellow Mellow

Whew, I just spent 45 minutes scrubbing and washing my bagpack, it's grossssssly dirty. : ( but I like white bags!!! CAUSE when it's dirty, it looks like crap but when you clean it, it looks sparkly brand new!!! I washed my patsy tooo, he's loookin' gooooood

1st week of school was pretty fun! yesterday's briefing was... a waste of time, i felt. but I really enjoyed the time where I sat down at lot1 to talk to tammy :D

my 500 word article is DONE but the editor said it was too.. OTT : / but is ok! I shalll work harder ;D

BITARD

Hello!!

I finished my article!!!! :D:D and sent, whoo hoo!!!!

AND TODAY ME AND IBS2 went shopping horr, wahlao eh,********!!!!! we were like shopping halfway, we found our bags' front pouches were opened. Noooooooooooo, the sight of partially raped bags just made us panic and!!! we thought we were safe but nooooooooooooooooo, IBS2's phone got stolen loh!!!! probably by some cheeeko uncle loh. :( :( :(

I hope a rubbish truck with truckloads of rubbish fallls on him and he gets alll the people's rubbish stuck alll over him like used red meatballl pads and baby's vomit.

Today was my interview with Jarod, the campus super star winner! He seemed very nervous! I wasn't very nervous initially but his nervousnesss kinda influenced me. I must say, he's suuuppperrr cuuute in real life!!! Omggg he has slightly meaty cheeeks, tanned glowing skin and he NEVER stopped smiling. Maybe he smiled alot to cover his nervousness. I didnt take a picture with him cause I felt awkward. I bet he felt awkward too. OMG, it's my first time feeling awkward to camwhore!!!! But yeah... awkward momentssss... Wellll... now that the interview is over, I have that 500 word article to worry about....

Greeeen teaaa

coool shirts!!! I LIKE!!! :D:D

today was a pretty bad day, i dont blame anyone!!! i just blame on my bad luck. :P

some photos in my sentosa post are from zhengyan!!!

just wanted to credit him :D

Happy birthday ah ma!!!

Yayyy, today's my ahma's birthday and we celebrated it at Furama hotel. Super classy appearance but the food really...kinda..sucked. But oh well! My ah ma was a very happy person today!!!! So I was happy :> and i talked alot with dad, I feel really motivated to do welll now.

and just now I was going to my parent's room to brush my teeth, they closed the door and I coudlnt see the clsoed door right, i thought their room was just pitch black so I walked and slammed my face against the door :( PIANG EH!!! SO PAINFUL!!!! :(:(:( i think it's my 4th time slamming my face against a door. crap. no wonder I look so screwed now

Sun-kissed

Awww, today's the last day of holis before school starts tmr! This week has been the best week of holidays I must say! It wasn't wasted like the rest of the weeks. But is ok, I like to waste my holidays away :D :D

Yesterday was outing with SPSC! It was a super chill outing because we just did the things we like. and Alia darling came!!!! When I was going up the escalator at cck to meet her, my heart was pounding so fast cause I haven't seen her for so so so soooo long!!!! I really missed her : ( When my parents initially told me I couldn't go for the sentosa's outing, I was super sad because I am not sure when it would be the next time I would see Alia again :( :( BUT I COULD GO!!!!!! Really really really happy :D I hope I did spread some looooovee <3

Cherry QQ & Marmalade

<3

ohohoho, sexy saaaand

with dearest IBS 2

:D

THE JELL BELLES!

You will always be my Ally Belly <3

We love you Alia, get welll soooon and be happy and jolly like always :D

FO Party

HUNGRY

wahlao, ate only 4 sausage croissant thing and this... smallll little dumpling for dinner and 2 slices of bread for breakfast/lunch and an orange today! I hope i lost some weight cause I was damn sure I gained weight from suki sushi. crap.

went for FO partay today with sakinah and shahreen! Omgggg, we thought it wasnt gonna be that fun, but it was kinda fun, especially the performances la hor. :o) I MADE MY OWN COTTON CANDY and sakinah said it looked like a cloud, the candy flosss uncle was angry. hahahhaha. shahreen likes dancing alot!!! HAHAH I can totally tell he likes the song, damage, alot. the food there pretty much sucked. oh welll!!!

IT WAS FUN STILLL!!! camwhoring ;D

Suki Sushi

lao yen

fatty cherry QQ

marme boy

alll the foooood we ate

aww my pretty ladies

This week has got to be the most tiring but most fun week of the month!!!

i'm definitely missing schoool and the people!!!!!!!!!!! >.<

Sneezles

I'm starting to have dreams again!!!! YAYY!!!!

It's such a goood sign cause I know I sleep well when i dream. For the past 2 days (not last night) I didn't : ( BUT LAST NIGHT I DID, whoo hoo!!!

I must say, CASS FOP 2009 was a great success! THANK YOU EVERYONE!!!! You guys were sooo aweeesoooommme I tell you. The skit and everything. and thank you IBS 2 for coming down to watch us!!!!! :o)

and today! Was suki sushi outing with tammy, leeyen and marmalade. WE ATE SO MUCH I TELL YOU. Ok, maybe me, jit, tammy, hahahahhaa, leeyen didn't eat that much. Omg, we ate so much! Sashimi, bacon rolls, cream puffs, sushi, AND MORE sashimi, tammy really loves sashimi. I shall post photos soooon. I am crap tired. We went to walk walk and interview people for teens magazine. IT WAS FUN!!!!! HAHAHHA, we had fun asking random people and we interviewed a cute guy!!!! ohohoho. then we went to PS cause leeyen went to collect laptop, thennn we just slacked at yakun for awhile, then went home! supposedly. everyone was having a cold!!! or wassit just me and jit, i think i passed to jit :X OOOPS! while we were on the way to the MRT station, we saw more shops!!! so we were like shopping when we were suppose to go hooomme.

tired.






zzzzzzzzzzzzz

Happy Vibes

:D:D:D:D:D::D:D

Ignore the person on the right, awwww I look so happy hor!!!! I love happpy photos of myseeeelllfff. :D:D:D

Woke up super early in the morning to suppport deaarest IBS2 and cutesy aaron for the thriple E FOP!! I really felt like i didn't sleep well last night, cause i was tossing and turning in bedddd and when i was about to really falll asleep, a flash of liiight came and it was morning already!!!! what the helll. I was like blahhhsy blobsy.

and hung around with SPSC peeeeps and had lunch then me and jit went offf to do our mini rehearsal at my house, AND honestly, I'm really excited for tmr's CASS FOP!!!! It's gonna be ballll of fun, or maybe thriple ballls of fun like tako yaki with mayo and sweeet tingly sauce toppied with bonito flakes

I'm sorrryyy to disappoint you guys, but I thought emicakes really confirmed my spot!!!! but in the end, emicakes didn't : ( the aunty didn't even calll me, made me so happy for nothing, and i made YOU GUYS happy for me for nothing. hahahahhaa. but i'm alright, cause maybe God wants me to spend more time with my ah ma, cause if i work, iw ouldnt be able to go my ah ma's house every sunday. : ) I'm being so positive now, bcause my horoscope says that I would have alot of obstacles to overcome and I need to give myself a chance, A GLIMMMER OF HOPE!!!!! and if i keep harvesting this negative feeling in my heart, I would never succeed in life. I AM GONNA SUCCEED IN LIFE! YAY ME!!! :D

Wish me and jit luck tmr for CASS FOP's great success!!!

Good Friday

Good friday was a gloomy yet exciting day. I THOUGHT MY SISTER WAS LOST!!!!!! cause (i think it's the 12740124801358th time i told someone, but i am telling all of you now!) at like 2.45, her friend called our home number saying that she couldn't find my sister after waiting for her for half an hour when my sister's last message to her was at 1.50pm saying that she reached outram park. There was highhh chance that she could be lost or abducted

cause!!!

it would take only 5 mins to reach vivo and she wasn't there and my sister's character would be to wait patiently at the station for her friend and read her book but she was no hwere to be seen!!!!and her phone was switched off. her friend's calll made me soooo panicky, then i made mom panicky but i failed to make dad panicky, he was still so calm ironing clothes!!!! i was like crying hysterically and my heart was pounding and head was achhhiing, LOL and somemore that time i was on MSN with tam, and she was trying to console me!!! it was like a whirrrrl of emotions. I didn't know what was happpenniiing. Then my mom tried to calll her with her HP, then couldn't get through, then my sister called back!!!! AT FIRST!!! I thought it was the kidnapper who called and i was so damn scared, but in the end it was my sister -.- and i was choking on my tears and scolding her over the phone.

WELLLL, what an exciting afternoon, thanks to my exciting wild imagination. Sorry tammy!!!! if i spoilt your day cause my day was really screwed. :( Then mom thought it would be a good idea to bring me to swensons to cheeer me up, but it kinda didn't cause i kinda like spent 3/4 of my energy up panicking already so i was pretty stoned. And later on in the night, I went to watch yet another ACJC schoool play, The Odyssey, cause bestfriend acting mah. Must go suppport her. :) Justin and I calculated already, we spent 50 dollars on her school plays already!!! then after that, we had a quick chat and went hooome at 12, plopped on my bed and slept!!!

and toooday, I went to Justin's church carnival. It was a small scale carnival and got to meet many of his church friends, they were very nice people : ) and one of his church friends is Sam's (compere sam) best friend!!!! it was so strange. all i can say is, the world is soooo smalllll. and there was like this trampoline thing which was pretty cooool but I didn't have the guts to try it but Justin did and got his hands covered with injuries -.- but it was fun seeing him tossed around in mid air. and his sister was very nice cause she gave me free tokens to exchange for a prize and i got a....

bubble blower!!!!! maybe i am gonna keep it and use it for someone's birthday ;D oh ya!!! and my pair of geeeeek glasses is scratched :( SO FAST SCRATCHED ALREADY!!! I damn sad. so i went to the optician and i am gonna get it replaced FOC! but i dont think i can wear it for FOP :( sorry jit!!!!!

: (

I'm sad because some of my friends are sad. Sometimes i don't know what to say to make things feel better, because usually i would say the wrong things and and i would feel bad and in the end they would be the ones to say things to make me feel better and thuusss, things go back to square 1 again. !!!!! i'm sucha nooooob

well, welll, welll, life is like a block of meat. it's soo raw and cold. but i kinda like sashimi : )

on the bright side!!! I kinda like finished sewing 7/8 of melly, my new eco friendly pouch. it's purple and has heart shaped eyes and she's called Melly!!!!! Melly's made up of clean new towel and scrap felt, so she's very eco friendly. : )

Awwww, you know what?

what














nothing


^^

my week was pretty rough like fiona's too (i totally know how you feel darling). my grandma's birthday celebration thing had been changed to the 18th of apr!!!! this sucks. i wonder why outings have to be on that day and I'll have to choose!!!! :( But I'll definitely, without a hesitation, would choose to go my grandma's birthday. She's not getting any younger and she has been a nice grandma, coooking for us every sunday everrr since FOREVER!!! and I do love her, cause she's the only only grandma left : ( speaking about her, i'm starting to think of my maternal ah maaa, I looove her so much. crap, tears are welling up now. HAHAHA

and I got diff. gems date from fiooonaa, she's on wed and i'm on fri. : (

and today, me and jit discussed the FOP script!!!! I hope everything would turn out goood. and i really do like hosting with jit. : )

this week's definitely not a good week, but I'm sure next week would bring me and my friends bundlessss of joy and hope :D and suki sushi outing with sushi buddies!!!! I miss suki sushi and tammy so much.

New School Term

SCHOOL IS GONNA START SOON!!!

Wellll, honestly, i'm kinda excited eh!! Cause, ya I do misss lessons alot, we learn stufff : ) And of course my dearest classsmates! and FC6 fooood and PROJECTS, OMG, I miss projects. Cause they always get me so flustered and crazy, and I actually feel a strroonng motivation drive. I think I'm a self sadist like fiona, who likes to put salt on her ulcer. Hahaahhahaha.

And FOP gooodnessss next week! I hope everything would be fine and all and that it doesn't screw up : ) We just had the most slackish rehearsal I had ever been. It's jsut really funny how jit and I can entertain ourselves so well. Then ning gave us our pay already! I'm 85 dollars richer, ding ding ding ding ding!!!!

Today's been a great day, but a tiring day as welll, cause I had to wake up a teensy weensy earlier, hahahahha. I'm a slob. A red slob, cause I've my meatballl marinara!

My Little Cake Shop

I got a job at emicakes shop!!!!!!

The sky is so blue now!!!!







.....





I got into designing cartoons : ) I'M GONNA MAKE GRAPEMAN COOOME ALIVVVEEEE! I really really really hope nana gets in with me tooo :D

Qing Ming

woke up at 6.30am this morning to go to mandai, cause it's qing ming jie. I go there every year without fail, because I misss my ah gong and my ah ma. They loved me alot and I love them alot. I like to say stuff to them in my heart. I don't know, it was a really peaceful nice moment despite the sea of people going in and out of the place.

And I spotted a little girl's niche. She died at the age of 12, if she were live till now, she would have been 36 this year maybe in a nice happy family with 2 children. Sigh, that's why life is unprecendeted.

and thank you friendssss for listening to me and stufff, cause I havent really been in the best of moods. what IBS2 said yesterday really opened the biggggg window to the rainbow!! :o)

School blues

HAHAH I AM BACK FROM SCHOOL

I think it's really funny? Cause edmund didn't come to school today! He was on leave, he probably didn't want to be trashed super badly by us so he's in hiding. But yaaa, only a few of us came and did the stufff. Including those from caaamp like sean and shermaine, it was really fun talking to them about stuff. And like what shermaine said, DVPA bonds people. It's so true!! All of them are a bunch of fun people.

Goldfish

The move clip thing we've all been working hard for is alll down inthe drain! Cause edmund reformatted the mac, aaand, I don't know why we dont have a backup, and I... have alot of I-don't-know-whys. All i want now is to have marshmallows fall from the sky and the sky to rain chocolate sauce and honey and we would all be really really happy and die nicely, in a sweet way :)

I dreamt that I was picking goldfishies in a bowl with chopsticks. It was a strange dream! I always have strage dreams. Like the night before, I dreamt I was playing for man u and I had to pee standing up.

:o)

I've been pretty happy!!! :o)

I don't usually write emails, but i've been doing so for the past few days. It's nice to keep in contact with people whom I love very much! :o) Well, life's pretty mundane now, but i like! Occasional hang outs and staying at home, a very good balance

I do hope everything is going very well for friendssss! and I really wanna watch confessions of a shoppaholic with viva la cherrries!! but most of them are busy or away now :(

Feelings

How do you keep bad feelings neatly in a box and lock it and never open it ever again?

A bad feeling is like a tin of plain dry oatmeal, no warmth, no egg, no bowl... all packed in a shiny foiled tin. when you shake it, it sounds crispy, but it's not, i don't like it at all (though i like how it sounds when i shake it). you can either keep it in the tin forever and don't eat or take it out and eat it, but you won't like it.

I don't like it. But i would eat it.

Chowder

Oh maaan, i don't know where to start.

I ate alot of stufff lately!!!!! ok, i shall blog about the stuff i ate. ICHIBAN sushi was really great!!!! it's definitely one of the best sushi outlets i've ever been (probably the best, even better than kuishinbo or on par?) It's about 20++ dollars, if you get a combo set thing, which includes soft shell crab, a bowl of raw salmon rice, a bowl of unagi with scrambled egg rice, miso soup and a plate fruits! (that's what i ate) and then, I ate out with family on sat at some... place at booon lay and we had fishhead curry! It wasn't as good as i expected... pretty mediocre. then i ate burger king !!! at suntec city, had their topsy turvy! I think it's pretty good! it kinda tasted like a whopper. thennn, i ate at mos burger today at imm!!! i realize i always eat their rice burgers. but it's pretty good! though they're pretty small

i've got quite alot to blog about but... I WANNA BLOG ABOUT TODAY! yes today. I went to catch fei lun hai at IMM with my sis and her friend!!! HAHAHHAA, talk about craziness. It's my second time going for their autograph session (though i didnt even buy their album) just to liiike... kinda catch a glimpse of them!!! IT WAS CRAZY MAAAAN!!!! alot alot alot alot of people!!!! like penguin mating season. they didn't allow anybody to just go in, you need a queue ticket. we went like 3 hours earlier, but there were even crazier people who camped overnight 2 days before or came at 5am in the morning... soooo that means, we didnt stand a chance to. : ( then i kinda lied to the security guard that we just had the intention of going to the playground... then they let us in!!!!! then when fei lun hai came, it started pouring heavily, but stupid stubborn people just stood there in the rain with a pathetic umbrella. sighhhhhhhhhhhhh. it was really really a waste of time and we got sooo soo sooo sooo tired.


: (

Wallet

Mommy bought me a new monkey wallet! She usually doesnt buy cutesy wootsy stuff for me cause what she thinks is cute may not be cute for me! 8) But ya, I like it alot <3 She bought it cause my spongebob wallet is spoilt : ( the zip came offf, sighhhhh but my love for my spongebob wallet shall not be easily replaced...

Today, me and fiona went to bugisss! For the job interview thing, in the end, turned out to be a big waste of time. BUT NAH! Had alot of fun with fiooonnaa, girl talk ;D stupid weird guy with a hongkie accent.

Glasses!!!

YAY!! I got my new glasses. When I look in the mirror, I feel like I'm looking at jit :O not sure if that's a good thing? But ya! I think i neeed time to get used to it : ) So now, I got a geek look and a refined demure look, ohohohoho

went to schoooool to edit stuffff, every time i talk to edmund, i try to be more understanding and put myself in his shoes, so i try to talk to him with more enthusiasm. : ) and I had a 8.5/10 breakfast at the coffee shop today!!! beeehoon with fried fishcake and runny egg with lots of chilli. Omggggggggg

Crap Cake

Last night was really scary!!!! I think whenever I pop a cold pill, I'll start having hallucinations and stufff. WHICH IS REALLY SCARY!!! Your head will feel woozy and heavy and you have SUPER WEIRD DREAMS, I dreamt of circles and fitting circles into circles, and triangles everywhereeeeeeeeee, IT WAS ULTRA WEIRD. then i imagined myself talking to my sister, or was i dreaming? I DONNO!!! But I did really talk to my sister!!! My sister said i was sub conscious or sth. OK WEIRD!

gonnna meeet jit later which i hope he wont be late again!!!! ugh, he and sakinah ah, I always end up waiting for them instead!!! DO YOU GUYS REEAADDD MEEEEE >.<

I was looking through photossss and I found this! I miss Drew!

I don't really think i will ever get to see or work with her again, but she'd been a really really sweet girl : )

Sigh, year 1 is overrrrrr! Year 2 seems pretty scary, but I'm ready >: ) And maybe i will get pass the kiddy happy yanhan and grow up! but, i can't seee myself doing that cause I kinda like the way i am now, i'm meeeeeee!!!!!

Tammy

This post is for you!!! JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU!!! :o )

when i become a tutu kueh maker or a tako yaki seller, I'lll make some for you : )

Job Blob

Today was chilllling @ starbucks with IBS 2 and peanut boy, cause I still got vouchers i havent spent! Ohohohoho. We were just lazing around like blobs.

AND I WANNA WOOORRRKK!! I sense financial crisis and I need to save up for the rainy days. : )

Noodle

I've a noodle craving!! A pretty bad one

AND I AM BACK TO HAPPY YAN HAN!!! WELCOME BACK HAPPY YAN HAN!!!!!!!! : ) : ) Aww, you look so much cuter with that little toothy smile on your face!!! :D:D:D

Mochi Mochi

CAMP IS OVER!

I don't really feel like writing a real long post. But just wanna say, I had alot of fun! Though I was feeling pretty blah at times (red meatball alert!). Having heart to heart talks with many people! was reallly nice :D Just now, I went for breakfast/lunch with ning and megs at HV yakun kaya toast. It was one of the best breakfasts I ever had!!! No kidding, I think I was really hungry. We talked about alot alot alot of stuffffff, cause it started to rain and we couldn't go home. But ya, it was really really nice : ) With a cup of tehbing and hugging molly. Megs drank 4 cans of coke!

Mmm, yaa and thank you sakinah for being tolerant with me! :D I dont know but yeah, this portion is dedicated to chuuuuu. Cause whenever I'm feeling crap or whatsoever, you're always there sista, I mean IBS 2 : ) And always giving sound advice and guide me like a big sister. Really appreciate it! <3

And I climbed the school's rock walll!!!!!!

:O

Welll! I've backed out of the school camp. I've beeeen worrying about it for dayyyssssssssss, I'm not in a very campish mooooood lately unlike wilson (and have compere camp tmr :( ) and close friends are not going and even tammy and sam backed out on me : ( I think it was a sign.

Since I didn't have to attend the camp brieifng today, I could help out at zhengyan's photoshoot!!! I made a new friend, ari : ) This time's photoshoot was at the studio!!! Omg, my first time being in a studio. With all the lightings and stuff. At first we were excited then later we were alllll weird and restless. Photos were flawlessly taken, thank you matthew lijuan and zhengyan!! they never fail to make me feel beautiful.

Today, i started the day like a blob, but peanut boy bought me a kinder bueno!!!! i donno, i was kinda cheered up :D and he made stuff that wasnt funny, funny because of his contagious laughter. then i toldd him that he cheered me up!

Then we saw roller man, a weird uncle with his sexy manly left boob almost sagged out of his shirt, carrying a mini paint roller in his hand, pretending to paint the MRT wall with the roller. we made a song, roller man using womanizer's tune. it goes like this: roller roller man, roller man, roller roller man

it was a pretty long day today, but we the ikan billis sister feat peanut boy had burger king for dinner!!!!! at bukit batok. strangely, they never had bbq suace!!!!!! until today. i was happy but kinda sad, cause i was being lied to for many times. THEY ALL ALONG HAD BBQ SAUCE!!! I mean, which BK outlet has no bbq sauce. if they dont have it! then they cant make the turkey bacon bbq thingy!!!!! but they have the turkey bacon bbq thingy on the menu all the while, so that means... they all along had bbq sauce

Neighbours

I really really wanna have a slumber party with my neighbours! Since we live like opposite each other, and they are the bestest cutest sweeeetest neighbours anybody could ask for. :D It would be like me, sis and the twins. Awwww. :D Sisterzzz outing!!!!!! We've planned so many activities together already!!! But they are so busy with schooool work nowww, maybe june : )

I'm happier already!

Gimme Shimmy Teeeethy

:o )

Thank you for the encouragement and support, sigh, I feel like a ton better

Ichiban sushi for family dinner tonight, I stuffed myself silly. I swear I hate pushing the trolley with hundreds of people getting in your way. My dad twirled the car 6 levels up cause there were no space in the car park and twirled 6 levels down when we were going home. I think the groggy feeling was 4 times worse than swinging on the swing for 45 mins.

And two days compering and helping out on enrolment day was really tough and exhausting : ( But hugga hugga was with me! :D Love her tons with extra ikan billis and chilli on top. <3 Jayne told me she saw luo zhi xiang real life! :O I reaally really wanna see him real life too. And rainie yang : )

Not looking forward to next week. I'm tired. Poob. But encouragement and support from dear friends were greatly appreciated <3

Strange, I wonder why

1. you can hear your mouth masticating very very clearly when one of ears is blocked. crunchy stuff especially

2. I'm not perfect

3. selfless people have their selfish moments too

4. everybody can't get along with everybody

5. I still think you're a total asshole


I'm sorry, i can only choose whether to hate or like you. I still want to like you, but i still think you're a flaky tuna fish.

I shall stop

1. worrying about my wisdom teeth, (but they are such ugly things!)

2. brushing my teeth like i'm scrubbing the floor (my dad says so)

3. eating honey stars with no self control (but they are yellow nice things)

4. thinking that i'm sleepy and heading to my bed and thinking whether i'm sleepy anot still and then fall into a deeeeeep sleep in a few quick minutes (naps are such nasty things)

5. imagining how my life would be when i am fat (why do girls always think they're fat)

6. misplacing my things (i lost my amath textbook once and found it in the fridge)

7. being so cynical, there're nice people out there :o) (you know who you are)

8. having love-hate relationships with people. (i can only either love or hate them)

9. slouching my back (i dont wanna be a potato)

10. making comparisons and metaphors and similies regarding food (STOP IT STOP STOP IT! but i won't stop)


I think mos burger's scallop rice burger doesnt pack as much punch as the rice kariyage burger. Get the rice kariyage one

Wisdom teeth

: ( welll, i am really nervous about extracting my wisom teeeth and allll... it's not like i am gonna do it like soon or what! but it's been a random thought floating aimlessly in my sea of thoughts. two gaps in between my teeth have not closed yet, i think dr wong was wrong about ending braces in 5 months time. : /

Unpredictable, booom

I was a blob

but I am now unblobified

I had 3 dreams last night that I went kuishinbo and they didn't have tempura prawns, the unagi thing and crab legs!!!! i was so sad. it was a reeeeeeeeeeaaaaally reaaaally long dream, then when i woke up it was 2 in the afternoon!!!!

welllll.. sorrry to people! if my moood swing is getting really bad and if it affected you, i'm sorry : ( just really mentally and physically tired. i show it. hahahhaha, i am really bad at hiding my feelings.

i think things have changed, but i still like peanut butter and colourful things

WHOA! I love youtube, it's so fun to watch 康熙來了!!! hahahhaha i love chinese variety shows. i really misss watching taiwan shows in taiwan

and had alot of fun with sak and jit! chilling at my house and it was pretty funny when sakinah's jaw locked when she was eating her zinger minger :O I HAVE JAW LOCKS TOOO!!!! >.< ok la, not very funny.

Meatballs in Carbonara

:O Alot of draaaaaaaaaama baby, that is going on. Honestly, I can't be bothered anymore, just sit back and eat my mcflurry. Ohohoohoho. Ahh, life is so wonderful isnt it?

All the pickles that turned bad in my life, you're no longer in my pickle gang. For all the good pickles in my life, you're still in my pickle gang!!!! ISNT THAT GREAT!!!! :D

Boob

Eeeeeee, I HATE IT when people accidentally/purposely elbow my right/left boob. It was a close shave today, cause my pa was infront of me and he didnt know i was behind, and he ALMOST ELBOWED my poor right boob. but i've always been VERY CAREFUL at home, cause i will always shield my cupcakes with my hands. My pa got strong arms loh. That time he BIANG my boob never say sorry. wahlao.

Meh

the red meatball is rolling back into my uterus. : ( I THINK that's why i'm so weird moood swingish lately!!!!! Cause like I had this reeeeeaaaalll baaad craving for a fruit tart, and i walked to lot1 just to get it. I got damn upset cause they left the strawberry one : (

Meh. meh meh pok. I'M NOT PREGNANT btw, everybody has weird sudden urge to eat something at some point of their lives, and weird cravings. : )

Empty Fridge

wow, i don't know how many times i actually dreamt of my teeth falling off my mouth. i would wake up, jump offff my bed and rush to the toilet to check my teeth. i don't really look forward to getting my braces offf sometimes.. : (

what saddens me is that... my fridge is always empty. cause my parents are health conscious peeps, (especially my mom). it's not exactly empty, but it's filled with stuff i dont like to eat. packets and packets of vegetables, a fruit section, soya milk, cheeeese. nope, no snacks, occasional granola bars and rare occasions of a bag of ruffles chips appearing in the cabinet would brighten my mood up. i'm always hungry. my mom gets angry if i eat instant noodles, so i would always throw away all visible evidence. i feel sad now when i think of my empty fridge. i just had a glass of chilled low fat soya milk and it makes me sad. all i think of now is you, junk food.

and i decided to go for a swim every week. I've been doing that for two weeks! it's scary how everyone wants to be like chopsticks now. i think i look like a spoon since i have cubesy cheeks.

Sista

I love my sister soooo much that she's so brimmmmed with my love. heheheh! she's so so soooo loveable!!!! cause hor, i thought inside the fridge still got one last can of sprite, BUT, MY PA DRANK IT and i forgot!!!!! sooo i was like eagerly opening the fridge to get the sprite, BUT!!! no more!!!! damn sad, then my sister seeee me so sad she went down to the vending machine to buy 7up!!!!!!! :D:D <3<3<3

it's goood!!!! everybody's happy!! gooood!!!

Sunshine

Pooooo hoo, my jappo friends are going back to japan this thursday!!!

i feel kind of sad cause i've learnt alot of things about them, and they are such sweet girls!!!! thank you shi lei for inviting me to the foreign exchange dinner meeting thing! :D hanged around with them for the weekends and brought them to places like chinatown! they were all so easily fascinated :O i hate departures, i hope it's not sayonara forever! : (

today, hanged around in schoool with jit and tam. they were playing diablo and i was watching hana yori dango!!!!!! awww, i love sweet endings. school was really empty today, i think it's because it's the holidays. and i found out something really unexpected! but is okay, i don't feel a pinch i just felt like i was being slapped in the face :O

i am gonna keeeep my eyes peeeeeled like a naked orange and watch people carefully now.

Donut

Tribute to dearest donut! That's donut at the header picture : )

Yayyy!! I love hongkong drama. Though I don't understand a word of cantonese, there're english subtitles I can read :D Suppose to have starbucks session with hugsy pugsy!!! But in the end her momma didn't allow : ( But is okay! I spent my time swimming and watching stufff. my legs are like gummy worms now. and had conference call just now, it was really fuuuunny and nicee to those guys again. : )

Swedish Meatballs

what a banana sunny day! :D

great day spent with nana, tam and laoyen! after alll the papers and suchhh, chilling out at IKEA was really fun :D Everything's been good for me : ) I'm kind of excited for the sinema old school thing, I donno! Just feel a great sense of accomplishment lately. A pat on the back for me, and for my friends toooo!!!!!! :o)

oh ya, i bought a patrick star ring online for 1dollar loh!!!! so cheap seah, but when I received it today the ring broke : ( SO SAD SIA. I was like :O OH NOOOO, then i went to glue it back then luckily okay liao. okay! bye

O.O

Studying in schoooooool now with wilson! actually wanted to study at home but whenever I feel restless I would always falllll onto my cushy wooshy bed, do a terrapin swim and messss up my soft cushy wooshy blanket and slowly fall asleeeep. I see wilson so hardworking, I also must hardworking!!!!!!!!! O.O but now that wilson's offf to some place, I shall wait for him before I continue! mehehhehe. Omg yanhan you suck, STUDY NOW

aaahaha, dental later. gonna do barney colours :D purple and green

If you enjoyed your high school years, you'll do it.If you have nothing else to do, you'll do it.If you're here to read the questions/answers and pretend to hate to do it, deep down you'll still do it.

This tag is so fun because the answers can go on and on. Read if you miss your high school years

Bio Data


1) Which school did you go to?
Clementi Town Secondary School!

2) What classes were you in?
1D1, 2D1, 3D1, 4D1

3) What was/were your favourite lesson(s)?
History, bio, english, chem, amaths, chinese, I kinda like everything? : )

4) If you could remember, what time was your recess?
10.20am!

5) List down your favourite food/snacks.
the muslim store's mee soto!!! and cai fan, where I'll get my usual
runny sunny side up and curry chicken and tau gay

Style

1) Did you have a nickname way back in high school?
People have different nicknames for me! Like dora would call me han, zhenping would call me coookie, and some guys would call me YH, then yeah! most people just call me yanhan : )

2) How did you wear your socks?
uhh ankle socks I guess! they were cool

3) Have you been suspended due to the way you put on your uniform?
nooope

4) Were you given plenty of reminders about your appearance?
mmm hmm! my hair especially : ( I was a mess

5) Who did you look up to when you were in high school?
Alll the teachers!! they're all so lovely

Punishment

1) Name one memorable scene where you were punished in front of the whole class.
I remember in sec1, first week of schoool, I forgot to bring my english textbook. then I had to stand outside the classss. : ( quite alot of people were punished together with me!! then they acted so coool loh, like as if being punished was a cool thing. Then I tried to act cool. Then I lost my cool and I CRIED!!! HAHAHHAHA. shit

2) How many times did you skip class? What were you doing?
I didnt skip classes! I was a really really goood student

3) Give one scene where you escaped from being caught/punished.
oh maaan I can't remember :S

4) Did you vandalize any school property?
YES! ahhh, I drew a spongebob and patrick on my table!! :D

5) Did you ever make any teacher cry?
Nooooo, but I remember the boy who did

1) Who was your favourite teacher?
Miss tan!!! Miss foooo!!!! Mr chan!!!! Miss low : ( My most respected teacher would have to be Miss Low. She was my history teacher thenn she had this really really bad back that's affecting her health. but despite all that, she still came to school and NEVER EVER missed any of our lessons jsut to teach us! I was really really touched. I really like Miss foo too, our class parent! If you remember, she was featured on newspaper about her playing the guitar in class!!! She was a really nice teacher : ) i could talk to her about anything!

2) Describe your DM.
OMG I FORGOT HIS NAME!!! But he had reaaaaaaaally bad english and he likes to drag time and punish students for no reason!

3) Who was the funniest/weirdest/loudest teacher?
Funniest - Mr david chan : )
Weirdest - Mr chin, the physics teacher. All physics teachers are weird, I swear
Loudest - Mm, Miss low!!


Social Circle

1) Were you popular back then?
Naah, I was like any other ordinary girl

2) Were you in a big group of boys/girls or small ones?
It was a mix! Like in sec3, I hung out alot with dax, justin, yongjie, huiyan, pris! we always hung out after classes! but yeah, I usually hang out with girlys. Different girlys :D

3) Who were your best friends?
I believe in having only one BFF! So I'll say Pris Ong :D she also believes in having one BFF! :D She's still my best friend and that would never change no matter how annoying she can be sometimes :D she's spongebob and I'm patrick, the most retarded bestfriends.

4) Did you and your friends have nicknames?
I remember pris me and xinli were like totally spies?! Hahahah, i was clover, xinli was sam then pris was alex!!! hahahah, although she doesnt like being alex, but alex is coool!

5) What were your favourite memories of you and your friends?
Alot!!! I miss those times where we played truth or dare like EVERY DAY! Like we would sit at KFC and just play truth or dare. IT WAS CRAZY. The worst dare was like going up to the counter to ask for two char shao bao and do the char shao bao dance. Justin's insane at giving stupid dares. and we always hung out at JEC! and eat long john! and wath people ice skate -.- and go to westmalll and slack at burger king. sigh. Pris and me have our secret BFF place!!!! I hope we can go there someday again

Co-curricular Activities

1) What type of CCA were you in?
OMG this is damn embarrassing. HAHAH. guzheng! one of the CO instruments

2) What did you have to bring to your CCA?
my homework. I did homework when everybody was practising. I was a rebel at my cca. It was the slackest cca! opposite us was the band, and they damn hardcore and we were very chill. and we still got gold for SYF!! UNBELIEVABLE!

3) What did your CCA required you to do?
play chinese music!! HAHAH and wear ridiculous costumes.

4) Got injured?
noo!! how to get injured while plucking strings

1) Who was your first crush?
Nooooo, I'm not going to say

2) Are you in good terms with your last crush?
apparently no : /

3) Did you ever have a relationship with anyone in your high school?
yessss, it was like the first love everybody would visualize having. hahahha!!!

4) Have you ever made out in school?
Nope!

Closing Ceremony

1) How did high school changed you?
Well, to be who I am without letting anyone change me. : ) In sec school, there's alot of peer pressure and influence. Like wow, you see those cool girls wearing addidas or nike shoes, but you know it's hard to ask your parents for it so you stick to reebok and northstar shoes. :D Everybody's cool in their own way, don't let anyone cloud your own thinking. Because being yourself and genuine to others helps!

2) Sing one verse of your school song.
Clementi Town Secondary,
.... I forgot i forgot i forgot,
to each its best and yet as one? (I FORGOT! I RMB THE TUNE THOGH)
we'll strive to aspire and growww

3) What was your favourite question?
Q5, what were your fav. memories of you and your friends! I've too many to recall

4) Who/what will you remember from your high school?
Teachers! and the people

5) Any memories you will not forget.
Alot of them are actually etched deeply in my mind! It's kind of sad that everybody's drifitng apart from everyone due to school and such. : (

July

JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. :( Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends(SO TRUE!!!). Likes to be quiet. Homely person(AWW HOMEY!!!! : ) ). Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved (WHO DOESNT LOVE TO BE LOVED! <3).


I was just bored, hehehe, :D

ARE YOU ALIVE?

I get annoyed when people don't reply my messages. IT'S SO BLOOODY RUDE AND NOT POLITE OKAY! It's like saying hi to someone, and that person ignores you in the face. Pui.

OMG DAMN TIRED SEAH, : ( econs you suck, BUT IS OKAY I AM OVER YOU!!!!! HALF THE BATTLE LEFTTTT!!

IPRA Y'ALLLLLL, JIA YOU 01!

today's dinner made me damn tired. I was loopy all over but in the end became floppy after all the burrito and spring roll talk. wahlao eh, jit and fiona also purposely put them as their msn DP loh. sigh. I hope I get over it soon. soooooooooooon.

sssssooooooooooooooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnn. maybe tmr i will forget

Nothing else matters

Okay! Maybe that wasnt my last post afterall... I'm not gonna touch on econs anymore. I thinkk, I'll just do my best later on! : ) wish me and my friends luck!

my pa says that xiao hei is probably down to his last days. He has been floating around the tank like a lifeless dead life buoy. He doesnt move! I suspect he's feel dead in the inside which leaves him to be like an empty shell. I tried to sink him back in the water and he doesnt budge. His eyes are still opened though :O

I feel like crap inside. I feel like a bloody meatball if you know what I mean : /

Blueberry tart

OK I AM GONNA BLOG,

this is gonna be my last post before econs exams tmr at 6pm. Damn hardcore I tell you. I AM GONNA KICK YOUR ASSS ECONS, IN YOUR FACE, BUAHAHHAHAHA.

and btw, my sister bought me a blueberry tart from delifrance! :O IT KICKS ASS! xD ahh shit sorry this post very vulgar, BUT IS OKAY I AM USUALLY NICE AND SWEET : )

Let others know a little more about yourself, re-post this as your name followed by "ology". IF you're tagged, you have to do it! (:

***********FOOD-OLOGY***************

What is your salad dressing of choice?
Plain, with a tinge of lemon

What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
Gelare!

What food could you eat for 2 weeks straight and not get sick of it?
Chicken katsu don

What food you hate?
Nasty greeeeen peas

What are your pizza toppings of choice?
LOTS of cheese, onions, capsicum, mushroooom and sausages x)

What do you like to put on your toast?
Semi-cooked egg with a runny yolk

**********TECHNOLOGY***************
How many television sets are in your house?
3

What color of cell phone do you have?
Black

***************BIOLOGY******************
Are you right-handed or left-handed?
Right

Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
A splint I guess?

Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
YEA, the time when I ran into a glass door

************BULLCRAPOLOGY**************
If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
Nope

If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
I donno! I thought tan yan han is cool enough

Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
Noooo : (

************DUMBOLOGY******************
How many pairs of flip flops do you own?isnt that slippers?
3

Last time you had a run-in with the cops?
Forgot

Last person you talked to?
Sister

**************FAVORITOLOGY****************
Season?
Summer

Holiday?
in December!

Day of the week?
Friday

Month?
July!

***********CURRENTOLOGY*****************

Missing someone?
Nope

Mood(s)?
Blah

What are you listening to?
Tv sound in the background

Watching?
You

Worrying about?
Econs

***************RANDOMOLOGY*****************
First place you went this morning?
Kitchen to get water

What's the last movie you saw?
Australia

Do you smile often?
: ) : ) : )

QUESTIONS

1) Do you always answer your phone?
No, HAHHAHA

2) It's four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it?
I'm not sure

3) If you could change your eye color what would it be?
Hazel

4) What flavor do you add to your drink at Sonic?
??

5) Do you own a digital camera?
Yep

6) Have you ever had a pet fish?
Yep

7) Favorite Christmas song?
Jingle bell rock

8) What's on your wish list for your birthday?
Not telling! ; )

9) Can you do push ups?
Maybe one

10) Can you do a chin up?
are you kidding me

11) Does the future make you more nervous or excited?
excited!

12) Do you have any saved texts?
yes! tons

13) Ever been in a car wreck?
Nope

14) Do you have an accent?
I dont think so eh

15) What is the last song that make you cry?
Details in the fabric, Jason Mraz

16) Plans tonight?
ECONS!

17) Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
Yes, plenty of times

18) Name 3 things you bought in the last week
a pen (but it spoilt 2 days later, freeeeeeeak), an apple crumble, a pair of movie tickets

19) Have you ever been given roses?
Mmm hmm!

20) Current worry?
Econns econs econs

21) Current hate right now?
Econs, sigh I think I have like five answers of econs or sth

22) Met someone who changed your life?
Nope

23) How did you bring in the New Year
Celebrated wtih faaaaaamily : )

24) What song represents you?
Bubbly, Colbie Caillat :D

25) Name three people who might complete this?
Anybody : )

26) What were you doing at 12 AM last night
watching a korean dramaaa

27) What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?
bad breath, blah

100 Truths

100 truths, tag 15 people to do the same. Don't forget to tag!

Last beverage → Ice lemon tea!
Last phone call → Pris ong
Last text message → neighbour, en ying : )
Last song you listened to → The Fa La La La song, Jack&Rai
Last time you cried → last night while watching a korean drama : (

HAVE YOU EVER:
Dated someone twice → Yep
Been cheated on → Nope
Kissed someone & regretted it → Mmm, nope : )

IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU:
Fallen out of love → Nope
Laughed until you cried → YES, plenty of times
Met someone who changed your life → Nope
How many people on your top friends do you know in real life? → All
How many kids do you want to have → 4! Even numbers : )
Do you have any pets → xiao hei the floating sick turtle
Do you want to change your name → Nope!
What time did you wake up today → 1145am
What were you doing at midnight last night → Watching my sassy girl, OMG
Name something you cannot wait for → VACATION PLEASE!!!
Last time you saw your father→ last night
What's one thing you wish you could change --> nothing i guess? : )
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom --> Hahah! No!

What's getting on your nerves right now --> Econs
What's your real name → Tan Yan Han
Elementary/Primary School → Raffles Girls Primary
Middle/Secondary School --> Clementi Town Secondary
Hair color → Black
Long or short → Middle
Are you a health freak → Sometimes?
Righty or lefty → Right

FIRSTS :
First surgery → Nope
First piercing → My ears
First best friend → Lynette Lim : ) She was my best friend in nursery AND I STILL KNOW HER TILL NOW!
First sport you joined → Badminton
First pet → brownie the hamster
First big vacation → America when I was 9!

CURRENTLY :
Eating → Nothing
Drinking → Nothing
Waiting → For my dad to come home to cook dinner

YOUR FUTURE :
Want kids? → Yes!
Want to get married?→ Mmm hmm!
Careers in mind? → Newscaster and magazine journalist! *heh heh sakinah! :D

HAVE YOU EVER :
Kissed a stranger → Noope
Drank hard liquor → Nope
Ran away from home → Nope, home is where the heart is!
Broken someone's heart → Yep
Been arrested → Nope
Cried when someone died → Yes : (

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
Yourself → Mmm hmm!!
Miracles → Yes : )
Love at first sight → Yeah, I'm a fantasy kinda person
Santa Clause → Yeah : )
Kiss on the first date→ Maybe
Angels → Yes! devily angels

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
Is there one person you want to be with right now? → Nope
Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? → Nope
Do you believe in God? → Nope

Mom

You've always been so protective of me : (

You know my little insecurities. I can't thank you enough for giving me braces :D

I know sometimes I don't really express my feelings very welll, but I do really love you!

I love the random hugs you give me

and the occasional kisses I give on your cheeks

I feeel very mean and bad sometimes when I don't listen to you sometimes!

But yeah, mommy I love you! <3

Dance baby DANCE!

OMG ECON'S SUCHA SUCKER

I was going to lose my mind studying and that's when I turned on itunes and started DANCING TO MUSIC FOR LIKE, HALF AN HOUR! AHAHAHHAA. YESSS. you dont wanna see me when I dance. It was an awesome workout though! MUSIC VIDEO SOOON PLEASSE, VIVA LA CHERRIES : )

bunny card for wilson the bunny : )

HAPPY V'DAY/BIRTHDAY to wilson! and qing qing : )

Xiao Hei

my 10 year old family turtle, xiao hei, is very sick : (

He has skin dangling off his stomach and he looks very sick. : ( His vision is getting very blurry also. I hope he gets wellll soooooooon so papa wont be so sad.

<3

My only sole v'day gift from my neighbours!!!! :D THEY ARE SO CUTE! x)

V'day is tmr! But yeah, v'day is so commercialized nowadays. I don't need v'day loh. I'm always surrounded with people that I love each day! EVERY DAY IS V'DAY FOR ME <3 I feel blessed already :D

There is no rush to find that perfect person. So what if you spend v'day alone? THEN SO BE IT LAH! BE HAPPY! : )

Friends

I miss them : (

it's been a great day! I was watching sassy girl at 7pm, damn cuuuuuuuuuuute! they loook so cute together!!!! : )

: )

But on the other hand, I'm happy for a friend who has finally found her answer. LIKE FINALLY. She just needed a little push. SEE! answers can be attained so easily, you just need courage, and a good friend like me : )

make the right decision. only you know what to do : )

Sugar Dusted Doughtnuts

some questions are better off left un-answered

Love makes the world square

Sigh,

what more can I say! Hope you cheeer up soon like a banana : )

Scooooby doooby doo

Hahhaha very lazy to addd photos now, since I HAVE ADDED THEM ON FACEBOOK x ) I've 40 albums now, I think allll of my friends can take cam whoring as a profession (if there is one :D )

I was so nervous for today's thing!!!!!! But someone was even more nervous than me, if you get what i mean. HAHAHA. BUT EVERYONE DID GREAT YALLL!!!! After all the frigging hardwork! blooood and sweat paid off. ;D Everybody's film so emo supremo one loh, like so many deaths!!!!! it's crazy. like almost 3/4 of the films we watched involved death/injury/losss/desperation. I can't remember any happy films...

BUT YEAH WE HAD A SUPER WHACKED TIME TAKING PHOTOS. so please do check out facebook, okie dokie teriyaki.

Light as a marshmallow

I'm feeeling tons better after shopping therapy with hugsy pugsy sister, Sakinahhh <3 I got a cute dress and jack&rai CD while she got sexy exotic earrings and Girlfriend magazine!!! It was sucha carefreeee daaayyyyy : ) Walked around and talked. I mean town wasn't like packed like meatballs today. We realize we share like the same ambition in life!!!!! <3 Awwwwwwww.

Starbucks session on thursday with Sak as welllll. : ) Talked about LOTS OF STUFF! From stalkerish stalkers to ugh annoying bitches. Hahahahahhaa. <3

<3 <3 <3 <3

Sakinah was like telling me how fast it would be like in 3 years time I would be 20!!!! I'm like a 7 year old stuck in a 17 year old body. I start looking at my childish self. What the heckkk. 17 years old still wear stupid primary 1 bunny watch, have cutesy pins and stufff patrick on bag, wear primary schooool shoes, have energy like a 7 year old...

BUT HMMMM, come to think of it, it's a good thing! I'm so young at heart. Ohohohoho. : )

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Emo Beamo

The title says it all. It's been one hellava crazy week. Everything's over! But somehow, I've been emotionally numbed and weird lately. I feel like a cup of black coffee, with no sugar and no creamo. Left in the cold, luke-warm and gross now.