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When Sakinah plays tetris..










Aunt Jonadebra

:D

My GEMS project, ^ ^ featuring GRAPEMAN!!

I drew it and coloured it in photoshop!!

Yikes

Teeth. Hurts. Teeth. Hurts. D:

BUT! It's gonna be the last month that it hurts from braces tightening, BECAUSEEE I AM TAKING THEM OUT LIKE NEXT MONTH!!! :D :D :D Something to look forward to! But then again, the idea of retainers doesnt seem very appealing.

Mad's first big event with Sak. I went to watch :D I am so proud of youuu gaaalls!!! <3 And went out with sister today!! yaki yaki bo cheated out feelings today. D: I shall update my foood blog soon. : )

Happy!

Balloons make me so fly <3

Happiness is so easily attained because I enjoy the simple pleasures in life very much. It feels like my birthday every day : )

15 more mins ! D:

I dont ever want my birthday to end. Honestly... I am ALWAYS scared whenever my birthday comes. HAHAHhahaha. I am just scared some people would forget and maybe... it would just be another day. : /

I get the warm fuzzy wuzzies when I read birthday wishes. <3 Thank you everyone for singing me the birthday song on repeat and alll the messages, sms-es, msn wishes, facebook wishes! And thank you Tam and Jon for singing me my fav. song for your performance today! Ahhh, my tears are streaming down my cheeks once more as I type this! I promise I wont cry after this :' )


You just made this ordinary girl have such an extraordinary day. <3

Yanhan Day!!!

Ok! It's two more hours tilll my birthday ends!!!!

OK I TELLL YOU RIGHT!!!! Today, hai, REALLY DAMN HARDCORE OK! The most hardcore birthday, cause I cried like a fountain. D: D: So gan dong (touched)!!!!!!!!!! I really dont know how to start this blog post cause I am really, really lost for words. :')

A BIG THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO HAS CELEBRATED MY BIRTHDAY AND MADE THIS SOOOOO UNFORGETTABLE : ) I will keeep it close to my heart. <3

Yesterday

WENT TO LEEYEN'S HOUSE!!!! : ) At first I was like, toa payoh?!?! AHHH SO FARRR!!!! >< But it was worth the trip! There's alooooottttt of goood fooood, I wanted to update my foood blog with the beeef noodles I ate for lunch, but i forgot to take a picture :( I TELL YOU, SOOO GOOOD!!!!!! then got this famous fishballl nooodle at her house! But I stilll like the doink doink fishballl at my house there :o) Yeah, the purpose of going to her house wasn't about eating, it was for DMA project! We slogged from 2pm to 10.30pm, and we finished everything! her house also very cozy, her ah gong very nice and smiley :D I wanted to sleeepover, but I realized I was dead tired and I just wanted to sleeep.

P.S! I just washed my pens with dettol! I am a clean freak. ^ ^

Anyway! I suddenly recalled about my gems. It's an art classs, but we have no freedom to draw whatever we want. The teacher thinks drawing anime is "professional" and drawing a few basic shapes (a.k.a grapeman) isnt. Who are you to judge my drawing? You don't even know how to DRAW yourself and you are teaching us how to draw?! And this teacher thinks drawing hello kitty is not professional enough too. and kerope, and pucca, and alll the cute characters that onlyinvolve basic shapes. I was so angry when she said that! I mean hello kitty?! What hello kitty not professional. Wahlao, hello kitty got hello kitty land in japan ok!!!! Don't play play loh. Stupid. No sense of art knowledge and still teaching us to draw?! I have absolutely no respect for this teacher.

And I don't think drawing anime characters would mean you are good at drawing. it doesnt even make sense! (no offence to those who draw) Some people take reference from comic books and alll, it's not even from themselves! It's called cheating!!!!!


Ok! That's alll I have to say, bye!

Grapefruit

Ahhh, there are so many things I have to blog about! And I kinda forgot. I will blog whatever I rmb! : )

Ok, I can only recalllll playing wii yesterday with mad, char, eug, tam, jit and leeyen before heading for rockclimbing. IT WAS SOOO FUNNN! : ) AND TODAY! We headed to raffles place for MMR survey!!!! Some people were friendly, some weren't. But I fully understand. We met 2 seniors! One from DMC, the other from accountancy. THey were both very nice! Helping us find their friends to help us do survey. annd the group of FILA sales people, I will never forget your kindness. : ) Thank you everyone!

Walking around Raffles Place, finding people to do survey was no easy feat! I think we offended many people by gauging their age wrongly. : / and we met a couple of cute guys ^ ^ So! I guesss it was alright. and people at Raffles Place like to smoke alot! Wah, they loooove smoking everrryyywhere. Adults with yellow teeeth and teenages spitting around. Grosss sights. But this is the society we're living in. Isn't it saaad? :( And we had our hair marinated in the smoke and feeeling so woooozy. And jit said that by breathing in alll the smoke probably caused 5 years of our lives. and it really sucked to give smokers our pens to do the surveys while they smoke, but we had no choice. It was so disgusting to seee them smoke then use the same hand to write. I dont think I will ever write with the pen I lent them, or maybe sanitize them later. I would never ever ever EVER lay my hands on that evil cigarette. It disgusts me.

Then me, nana and fatt went to eat dinner while tam went home! We went to eat carrot cake! Very nice one! :D and had ice kachang. :) :) I'm happy again.

HELLO EVERYONE!

WOW! IT'S SO AMAZING! I JUST MADE MY BLOG PRIVATE ^ ^ AND YOU GUYS ARE THE PRIVILEGED ONES!!!! :D BECAUSE I LOVE YOU GUYS SO SO MUCH!

Today, the AYG people came back!!! Yay! I missed them so dearly. :D And ate FC6 japanaese food, very happy! Good food, happy happy happy! Sorry for the emo post yesterday, must be my red meat ball period. : / I was happy, then tired, then happy again then tired, BUT I AM HAPPY NOW!!!! Cause I ate an apple. CRUNCHY!!! SHIOK! :D

I <3 everyone. : )

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I'm gonna make blogging a private affair now! No more public appearances, no more. and no more stalkers who have been watching.

Gonna send invites ^ ^

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Cultura 2009 : )


I read mad's blog and I've to say I'm contented with life too : ) I may have made ugly mistakes in the past.. but that would be history already. I might have hurt many many people last time, I'm sorry. I started to reflect abit when I was on my way back home from my grandma's house. I had a wonderful childhood but as I grew older, I got more and more insecure. I used to be a quiet introvert, a loner, a weirdo in the early days of my secondary school days - I'm not that person anymore. I hated myself then. But now! I'm gonna be strong and happy :D There's nothing like the present. : ) I'm gonna cherish everything that I have now. Thank you everyone, for accepting the imperfect me.

Weekend

Weekennnnd, weekend, weekend. I still looooooove you, weeeekend!

Ruby's voice is still ringing in my head and I cant seem to get over koiwa groovy groovy! Cultura really really had alot of talented singers. plus alot alot of nice people!!!! :D

I had a decent saturday being a couch potato and lazing around. It's what all of us do best! aand I cooked dinner for my mom and my sister! I feeel so grown up.

I still want a hoola hoop with water. What issit callled again... YA WAVE HOOP! I want a blue wave hoop *wink wink :D

Cultura 2009!

Sadly I donno WHY I CANT POST PHOTOS!!!! but cultura 2009 was awesome!!! despite many many hiccups happening during rehearsals and I could see sooooo many performers putting in so much effort for this!!! what I love about hosting events is that, I get to meet new people every time! I met so many awesome people this event seriously. Like grace, rusty figures, 13 is a crowd, cordelia, PJ, syafiq... THE LIST GOES ON!!! I love them plenty plenty! and I am really gonna misss them, cause they are really alll super nice!!!!!! and thanks mad,IBS2 and megs for coming down to watch us abit : ) I appreciate that!

So, the tests are over, the event is over, nowww I AM AWAITING SCHOOL'S ARRIVAL! ohohoho. To get busyyyyyyyyy. ><

OK! BACK TO WATCHING DRAMA ^ ^

YAY!

TESTS ARE OVER! I AM SO LOOKING FORWARD TO OUTINGS! ESPECIALLY THE KBOX ONE!!!!!! :D AND ZOOO!!!

I think my ipod is boring. I reallly really try not to addd dance-able songs cause sometimes!!! I GET REALLY SUPER TEMPTED to dance on the train suddenly. Today, I listened to me and mad's fav. fei lun hai song, and I burst out laughing on the train! Cause I thought of us going siao together. HAHAHA!!!

I am very happy cause Sakinah jsut sent me a bunch of jappo songs and korean songs I heard at Cultura today. I was so blown away by PJ singing koi wa groovy groovy. SHE'S SO AMAZING!!!! I am gonnna telll her that tmr ^ ^ Tmr's me and jit's event tmr! Honestly, I really like doing events with fatt :D

I am missing alot of people now! And one of them is tammy ye, but i willl seee her on monday!!! and i missss leeyen's complaints. feeels strange without her complaining to you :( HAHHA lao yen, dont keeel me. BUT COME BACK SOON AYG PEOPLE!

I just ate a biiiigggg bowl of curry chicken nooodles made by my pa ^ ^

I'm so happy now!! The simple pleasures of life :D

Yikes

I just had my second nosebleed of the day. I was laughing while reading jit's blog, then all the blood splatters felll on my keyboard!! so think twice before you touch my laptop *winkwink ohohohoho.

the first one was after OM test! I havent had nosebleeds for verrryyyyy long, I wonder what happened! :(

and speaking about OM, YAY!!! OM IS OVERRR!!!! ^ ^ we stayed back for awhile to do MMR and then left!

Blanket

Ahh, I feel so warm and snuggly now, like under my blanket!!! ^ ^

Haahah! I was suppose to be home quarrantined till next week, but hopped over to schooool for rehearsals for cultura event for thursday and friday. the long hours we had made it feel as if it was one whole weeeek of stufff going on but it was only two days. Blah. i don't really wanna say much but i have to say the performers are super nice people! with cam and cordelia also ^ ^ then we got freee movie tickets cause some kind person decided to give out 3 free tickets to TRANSFORMERS AT GRAND CATHAY! free, might as well take right? HAHA! so me and jonadab got the tickets and had one more ticket left and madelyn popped into my mind and so! I asked her. and free tickets would mean bad front row seats. I totally didn't see that coming. T_T so we slouched through the moovie. I realize front row seats not that bad, felt like 3D movie, cause all the action was like BOOOMING right in front of me.

ohh!! and my mentor outing with aaron turned out to be another impromptu dinner with comperes: ning,me,aaron,jit,jonadab. cause poor sakinah couldn't make it :( :( we had astons!!! I TELL YOU DAMN SHIOK CAN!!!!! :D i knew aaron will know alot of places to eat ^ ^ and that day was jonadab's birthday! although we didn't get him anything, we (more like I) sang him 5 birthday songs! it was quite awesome. but after that was just damn tiring. I am tired

I am tired now stilll. cause I had a very eventful saturday as well. Saturday was sushi outing with me, mad, eugene and celest!!!! we had alot of sushi and paid only like 10 dollars?!? CHEAP RIGHT! wahlao. then after that was mugging session and char came along. OMG, we were damn disciplined la, everyone so dilligent!!! HAHAH! thanks to eugene for introducing the "1 hour's of silence" and i could see mad struggling cause there were many times where she felt like saying something but couldn't. hahahahha! after that was priscilia's final play in ACJC! we walked to holland V to get her 3 pretty daisies! THE PLAY WAS REALLY GOOOD!!!! I really enjoyed it ^ ^ then after that, me jus and daxino went supper!!!! it was damn shiok and i was damn full. and almost missed the last train. it was really fun nontheless. :D

TIRING DAYS, BUT I REALLY ENJOYED EVERY SINGLE DAY! but maybe not next weeek, cause of tests >< wish me luck

:(

I'm nice to everyone I see. But sometimes, I feel very cheated. and people like to take advantage of that. Am I very nice to bully? D:

yesterday, I received scary prankcalls! -.- I got a feeling I know who they are. Somehow, I wish they would just leave me alone. Why do you like to disturb people so much! Issit very fun? IT'S NOT, you @!$&-ing childish people.

I don't like to hate people. Don't make me hate you.

Home Quarrantined

I'm bored. I am alone at home!!! Booo hoo.

I was bored, so I gave IBS2 a surprise call but! she was on her way to Malaysia! :O Then I gave a call to bestfriend! and i started talking to random people on MSN!

The only time I stepped out of my house was to buy my lunch, fishball noodles!!!! :D And pa emphasized that we should allll wear mask whenever we go out now! so I wore a mask! and it was strange. HAHA! Cause everyone was staring. But is ok! I was considerate :D fishball noodles doesnt taste as shiok when you're sick. :( the noodles not Q. :(

Sigh.

I'M BAAACCCK :D

Hello people!!! I am finally back from bangkok. This trip was with my family, grandma and my aunt, uncle and cousin!! I wish I brought my camera along cause the hotel I was staying in was SUPER FAAAB!!!!! Lots of shopping was done and alll and I brought many many stufff for my girlfriends!!! Sorry guys, I really couldn't find anything appropriate for you :(

Omg and their FOOD WAS SOOOOO GOOOOD and cheeeaaaap. ^ ^ we had tom yam goong on the last night, AND IT WAS SOOOO GOOOOOOOD. and their croissants right!!! CRISPY, BUTTERY AND FLUFFY ONE LOH!!! AND IT'S LIKE 50 cents for one!!!!! CRAZY RIGHT?!?!

and people over there very nice one loh!!!! Like people can just randomly go SAWADIKA at you!!! sorry I donnno how to spelll, but it means hello! I think. and I smiled at many many strangers cause they smiled at me first. Thailand wasnt calledt he land of smiles for nothing!!! People there are sooo darn polite and nice!

Then my aunt bought fruits like rambutan, mangosteen and mangoes!!!! I looove mangoes and OMG THEY WERE SO SWEET. I remember only eating two slices then I fell sick the very next day, which was the last day. My uncle too! Cause only the two of us ate mangoes. LOL. and I was running a fever but since it was the last daaay and I had not bought stufff for some of my friends, I went down for shopping again! Got quite alot of things can buy. Cause very cheap ^ ^

Fortunately, I managed to pass through the temperature scanning at the airport. I like holidays with my relatives cause I get to know them alot better ^ ^ ohh!!! and yeah once I reached home I just crashed on my bed and everything else was a whirl. I cant remember what happened. I couldn't even remember my mom changed my clothes for me. Yep! I was that sick. and the only thing I could remember was waking up at 5am int he morning to puke blood. BLOOOD!!!! >< and I got everyone in the house so panicky and alll. I am sorry everyone!!!!

I really hope I don't have H1N1 >< But I am feeling alot better now, like the fever's gone just the sore throat.

OK!!! YEP SO THAT'S BANGKOK! LOVE IT! :D




SPARC AND COMPERE'S CAAAMP!!!! :D

I don't really wanna post photos cause they are alll up on facebook. so! If you're interested, head down to my facebook profile :D It was sucha wonderful experience!!!! Honestly, I didn't know most of the SPARC people until this camp, where alll of us got to really know each other!!! ESPECIALLY THE COMM, LOGISTICS PEOPLE, THE HELPERS AND GLS!!! YOU GUYS DID SUCH A WONDERFUL JOB! and not forgetting the CAMPERS!!! cause without the CAMPERS, we wouldnt have LIIIFEEE in the camp!!!! I LOVE YOU ALLLL <3

For day events, I worked with Selene and Felicia!!!! We're the powerpuff girls, as what everyone in camp called us. <3 <3 GOOD JOB GALSS!!! Though we had like the max. 2 hours of sleep every night and sometimes 1 hour, it was SUPER GOOOD EFFFORT AND CONTRIBUTION!!! and at times one of us could get cranky or annoyed, we learnt to accept and helped each other through the obstacles. and we went through thick and thin TOGETHER!!! As the powerpuff girls!!!!

Ok! So let's start with prep camp. I wouldn't say prep camp is very slack, cause everyone played the games we planned! HAHAH! And we just sat there and watched ^ ^ HAHAH! But yeah it was fun. Everybody had fun!!! We had steamboat!!! But it was so hard to watch cause the water wasnt boiling and we were alll famished :( :( BUT IT WAS COOL! Everything went well ^ ^ I like taupok! Then it was nightwalk, where we had to walk the route. For nightwalk, I was paired with Sam!!! I WAS SOOO GLAD I PAIRED WITH HER!!! I really wouldn't have done this without her. Can you believe this? The two people who are the most scared to walk the nightwalk actually did the nightwalk!!!! and the two of us were suppose to be the dead mother and son. OMG SO COOL RIGHT?! I AM SO PROUD OF US, SON!!!!!!! <3 and both of us clenched each others' hands damn tightly!!! HAHAH SORRY _______!!! dont kill me. hahahahahah. and!!! I am so glaaad farhan's our ninja at our area,protecting us :D for prep camp, we were suppose to just sit there and wait for alvin to come pick us up. so me, farhan and sam sat around the library area waiting. and talking!!! I realize my life isn't as drama as theirs. THEIR ONE CAN WRITE BOOK LIAO la. wahlao! LOL but it was fun just lsitening to them ^ ^ and then, lights out!

Day 1! Campers came and everybody seemed very tired. Played ice breakers and allll and sing camp songs! Laaa deee laaaa dee laaaa. Made immunity idol and had group names! Like blue's clues, redbull, sunshine and pew! pew! orange! We had trust falll and fooood hunt! THe powerpuff girls went to walk around to check each station whether it's alright or not. and something went wrong with pew pew orange's clues. which we are terribly sorry for!!! Mass cooking started and all the juniors were hungry!!! So a group of seniors and I were in charge of cooking sausages and started giving them out to the juniors! and then something grosss happened, which was the time when I puked my dinner out. INFRONT OF EVERYONE! when everyone was cooking!!! I AM SO SORRY!!! But instead of being disugusted and alll, many people were there to care for me and helped me. Omg, I can't thank you guys enough. I felt really really touched. :'D after dinner! We had to rush to do makeup for nightwalk. After being zombified, we were sent to our respective stations. The real nightwalk means it's only me and sam and no farhan to talk to us and we couldn't talk that much too. We could only hold each other's hand for support. It was scary!! Cause alvin eugene they alll really took the effort to cover the lgihts with magazines so that the lights wouldnt shine in. But I wasn't that scared cause I knew that sam's beside me and we promised not to look each other in the face cause we would probably freak each other out with our makeup. and I knew farhan was there to watch us! So we should be fine. :D and yep!! EVERYTHING WAS FINE!! I was sooo glad to seee everyone again! :D :D

Day 2! I was quite excited for day 2! Cause there was BENTO CHALLENGE!!!! :D :D :D Everyone enjoyed themselves getting dirty and we enjoyed ourselvestoo!!! Covered in floor and detergent. and water!! :Deverybody did a greaaatt job!!!!!! :D Then we had retro night!!! camwhored and stuffff. and the aircon broke down and it was slimey and sweaty but everyone stilll partied and danceddddd away!!!!!! :D and thank you SPDJs for coming down!!! YOU GUYS WERE AWESOME! :D and eugene and alvin for planning this!!!!

Day 3! Last day of camp :( We got our shirts and played jacob's ladder!!! my ah pa fell down and cut his lip :( :( :( I REALLY HOPE HE'S OK!!! AARON ARE YOU OK? OK GOOD! I think you're ok :D and we toook photos, had group hugs and billi banja!!!!! :D I think i hugged alot alot of people in camp. but it's good! I like hhugs! :D :D HUGGGS!!!!!


THAT'S ALLLL!!! It's quite a long post right! : ) I am sad I couldnt go for the impromptu staarbucks outing with comperes but I hope you guys understand! that I dont wanna spread my sickness to you, cause I love all of you <3 BUT I WILLL DEFINITELY GO FOR THE SUSHI ONE!!!! :D BYEBYE! <3

AWESOMEST WEEK EVER

I will be leaving to bangkok in a few hours time! I am qutie excited actually. SHOPPPPINGGG <3

I came back from sparc&compere camp!!!!! IT WAS DA BOMB. I LOVE MY POWERPUFF GIRLS AND PROFESSER X <3 I promise I will blog about it when I come back

and fireworks with my dear mads!!!!! <3 we made super random friends!!!! and ate lots of snacks. I LOVE FIREWORKS!!!!! <3



goodnight people :)

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Go watch this!!! Tammy's and Jonadab's Collidicated video, I swear I love it sooo much it's on my ipod's replay list :o)

I just finished packing my stuffff for camp. I'm sooo determined to bring my bigg fluffy pillow along, and I will. And I need to start packing for bangkok. Gahh

ohh! Before fatt left for Malaysia, both of us went to MOF again. Buahhahaha. LOVE IT, macha goooodnesssss. I treated him cause I still owe him 10 bucks HAHAH, ok not really treating then. Then he helped me think of charades scenes, DAMN FUNNY, cause we thought of super ridiculous ones. Thankss fatt. Take care in Malaysia!!! <3

I got a feeling this would be my last post before I go for camp and bangkok, ok, take care tammy!!! for your batam camp. and take care fiona!!! for your FCC camp. and take care everyone!!!! <3

<3

I miss cold rock times with SPSC!!! This one is the fruity team :D

More impromptu outings coming up!!!! ^ ^ sorry I missed sashimi outing yesterday, D:

Actually, I can't wait for camp!! : ) I really love the camp comm loads, cause we strived very hard!!!!! >< love awesome people, AWESOME!!!! <3

:D

I wasn't myself yesterday. I felt like I was... being scotchtaped to the seat for dinner. Cause everyone has changed and I've changed. I feel like my mind is more pried open like a milk tin now and I really can't stand people with conservative views. I can no longer hide my feelings, I show whatever I feel. I still find you irksome. There were many times where I just felt like rolling my eyes but luckily I stopped myself from doing so. It's not like it's your fault, it's just me now. I've always thought like being the best in class and studying 3 pure sciences and going to a prestigious JC would mean you're smart and everyone would look up to you, but I was so wrong. I was never happy doing that... but! I was glad I stepped out of the conventional route and walked this route on my own. I'm happy now, very happy!!! :D

Friends come and gooo, I've cometo accept that. But true friends will always stick to you no matter what!!!! And thank you Jus and Pris, you two willl always be two of my bestest best friends!!!!! Some people look at me in a different light now but the two of you would never do so and I love you guys for that :)

SP experience

Had fun today hosting with both tam and sheik haikal for SP experience. Awesome people seriously. :D sheik haikal and his gang were such friendly bunch of people!!!! so friendly to the extent it was scary!!!<3 but yeah love them allllllllllllzxz. and thanks megat for coming down to watch us a little :D and ning for guiding us.

Then I headed home with madsy sister : ) It was quite a good day!!!! I am just tired. D: Tmr's justin's bday and camp stufff, again. I hope we get over the camp stufff quick x( QUICK!!!!

Does your Facebook password have to do with a boy?
NOPE! I think it's a really random password!!!

What's one thing a guy can do to make you like them?
I think his smile!!! :D

Are you a girlygirl?
I think so! I am kinda like stuck in the middle cause there are days where I don't feel like being a girly girl

Big or small purses?
SMALL ONES!! and cute ones :D

Do you enjoy drama?
YES!!!! LOVE THEM

Did you dress up on Halloween?
Nope

Do you call anybody by their last name?
YEAH!

Can you put on mascara without opening your mouth?
I dont know, I dont really put mascara

Have you ever been called a bad influence?
Nope

Do you think your pretty, honestly?
I have my pretty days and ugly days ^ ^

Eyeliner or mascara?
I dont know!!! Cause I dont wear eye makeup

American Eagle or Hollister?
American Eagle!

Heels or flats?
Flats!!! I cant walk in heeeels

Skirts or jeans or dresses?
Skirts!!!! :D

Straight or curly hair?
Straight and bouncy

Hoops or dangling earrings?
Studs or none!

Have you ever had your heart broken?
yeah D:

Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?
dark!

Do you have a best friend?
YES!!!

Do you like your life?
UH HUH!!! life is pretty fun now!!

Ever walked into the guy's bathroom?
Hmm? Yeah! I suppose

Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
Yeah :X I got pushed into the pool, but it was kinda fun

Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
yeahh :(

Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
yeah :(

Do you ever wish you were famous?
I like th way I am now!

IN A BOY

Preppy or Punk/goth?
Preppy!!!

Contacts or Glasses?
Glasses, then we can geeek together :D

Good cook or take you out a lot?
GOOD COOK PLEASE! I dont like take-outs :(

Funny or Serious?
Funny!!! But I really like those funny funny ones. Cause some funny ones are SOOO LAME! x(

Cute or Hot?
CUTE!!! I get turned off by big built guys

Long or short hair?
SHORT!!!!

Smoker or non-smoker?
Non-smoker. Can you imagine kissing a smoker? I can't :( Sorry :(

Tall or short?
TALL!

Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
I dont know D:

If you ever want to live to see another day, you're forced to snort cocaine, would you do it?
Nope, never

If you woke up in one of the Saw movies, do you think you could survive?
OMG! I dont think so, I would probably end up kill myself

When is the last time you were in a photo booth taking pictures with friend?
2 years ago?

Have you ever seen someone you knew and purposely avoided seeing them?
yeah, HAHAH crap :X Sometimes you just dont know what to say

On average what do you think you cry about the most?
TV!!! :( I always cry when I watch tv

Who was the last guy you talked to?
Jonadeb! Haha

Do you think best friends can be replaced?
NOPE!

Does the last person you held hands with mean a lot?
I forgot who I last held hands with. I like to hold people's hands :D

Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
Yes!!!

Which friend do you tell the most?
I dont think I can say it here haha!

Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
Tams, ahhaahahh!!! We always have deep conversations

Where's the weirdest place you've changed clothes?
in the kitchen! HAHA! when I was late and rushing for time

Are you going anywhere next summer?
I dont think so

Are you shy?
Nope, but I have awkward moments

Are you talkative?
I suppose so? If we've common topics I will defo talk alot!!! ^ ^

Do you secretly like someone?
You mean like now? I dont think so : /

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
NO!

How is life going for you right now?
Very busy!!!! I wish I had a life.

Do you trust people easily?
I dont know, depends

Do you give out second chances easily?
Not really

Do you smile a lot?
YES!!! I smile so much sometimes my mouth hurts

One thing you're looking forward to?
CAMPPP!!!! and my family bangkok trip !!!

How do you feel about change?
I think change is good! But sometimes change is not a good thing :(

Have you ever cried from being so mad?
YES! Many times

Last time you got a text message and smiled?
Just now, from mads :D

Have you ever regretted letting someone go?
Letting someone go?

Do you prefer to be around people, or by yourself?
I have times where I just wannna be alone :D

If you were abandoned in the wilderness, would you survive?
Omg maybe in the day I would! In the night, I probably wouldn't cause it would be so scary and dark!!!!

Liar, liar, pants on fire

I lied yesterday D: Cause gems was tooo unbearable >< (I really do mean it), I lied that I had dental and ran away!!!!! >< BUT I wont do it again... I think. The teacher really makes art so disgusting to do. SO INFLEXIBLE! Ugh.

ANYWAY! Today we had camp meeting. Aaron bought me a cookie! YAY!!!! :D THANK YOU!!!! then everybody like damn stressed, but we still had fun ^^ making fun of Alex. LOL!!!!! But I felt bad after that, sorry Alex!!!! If you're reading this, heheheh.

I AM DYYIIING IN GEMS!!! Not that I hate my gems module, it's quite coool. BUT I REALLY REALLY HATE THE TEACHER'S DAMN BLOOOODY ANNOYING ACCENT?!??!?! I WISH SHE WOULD JUST SHUT UP ><

I am drinking cold vitagen now. I hope I dont die of coughing later

^ ^

Today, me and tammy my sista went to chill bill at HV. alot of people kept saying we look alike. the more people say that, the more I feel also, so she shall be my sista. Must be the braces and specs. ate YAKUN, SHIOOOK! love their egggs!!!!! I like their eggs more than their toasts.

I drank two cups of tea and 1 cup of coffee. tammy YEAHHHHH!!! :D

Beeeep

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Today, the SIBs hung out. HAHAHH. The sick IBS-es. :( WE WANTED TO GO WATCH MOOVIE!!!!! Then when we went to CWP, wahlao, no ________!!!!! I cant telll you what we wanna watch cause she thinks its damn embarrassing, BUT I DONT THINK SO neh!! we were so sad :( :( then dance subaru dont have also!! :(:( so went to eat fishball minced meat noodles ^ ^ SHIOOOOOOK !!!!!!!! but IBS2 like damn sick. so she watched me eat with her sickly looking eyes. GET WELLL SOOON BABE! <3

what a blah day. my sister damn sick also :O I passed it to her :( she looks so... miserable. GET WELLL SOOON SISTA!!!! <3 being sick can really make you lose weight though!!!!

I am feeeling better!!!!

but my sista just felll sick :(

STUCK

I AM STUCK!!!!!! for feature writing.

I am like staring into blank space now, now now nownowwwww



ok!!!! anyway, today, I felt like an old lady. I was getting breathless at every step I made. and I couldn't even finish my wanton mee T.T but I ate two eggs for dinner :):) I don't care if I get fat or what, I want my ginormous monsterous appetite back!!!!!!!


back to feature writing.

thank you friends for your concern!!! :o) I should be feeeling better ^ ^

Happy birthday tammy!!!! <3

Stay happy!!! :D

I missed school, again. D:

Being sick really sucks, cause all youthink of is throw up and cough. I think all the incessant coughing has made me lean and nice. My bulging tummy is GONE!!!! for now :(

and I'm gonna misss tonight's class outing and tammy's bday celebration!!!! : ( : ( : (

ice packs,
pink medcine syrup,
swollen eyes,
achy joints,
high fever of 39.6,
TTIIIIRED ><

it would be unfair if i said i am the only who's tired, cause everyone is tired too. maybe i dont have a good immune system. I returned home and slept. I was feeling much much worse but i still lugged myself to schoool with my parents to go see my sister's graduation. i

I miissed school : ( my mom was afriad that if she were to send me to the doc, I might get quarrentined just like my uncle cause I have all the symptoms of swine flu. But in the end! She still did. I feel so useless now, and tired still.

If you're wondering why I'm here blogging instead of resting, welll.. I SLEPT SO MUCH TODAY!!!! after seeing the doc, I slept from 9am-4pm. I JUST NEEDED TO KEEP MYSELF SANE.

Dad

MY PA IS BACK!!!! YAY!!! Missed him so much. : ) : )

I love mommy and sis tooo!!!!! <3

Twin

OMG, I REALIZE, MY TWIN SISTER, MADELYN SHARES SO MANY SIMILAR INTERESTS WITH ME!!!!!!! <3 I am starting to really really love her!!! ^ ^

anyway, I am crap tiiirreeed, BUT YOU KNOW WHAT, I LVOE EVERYONE!!!! ^ ^ L-O-L-O-L-O-V-E!!!!

The flying silver spooon

HELLO SEAWEEED PRETZEL-ERS!

I'm very happy today! Like always. :D Just that got this guy go cut my Q when I buying chicken rice. I ALMOST wanted to gently pat on his back and say, "Hello! Sorry, I don't know you and you might find this weird, BUT!!!! I wanna say, boys who cut girls Q very ungentleman, please don't do it again!!!" then tammy callled me to telll me that we only had 5 mins to lecture. Lucky she calll me, or else I would have really done it. :O

Then seeeeing my juniors (hello juniors!!!!!!! ^^), me and ah fattt went to MOF to chill. Wah, shiok seah!!!! (HAHAHHA, shiok seah) People very friendly there, very nice place to chilll!!! I realize whenever I drink ice coffeee, I get this crazy headache but I stilll like to drink it, oh welll. Then, plop, we sat there for 2 and a half hours STRAIGHT just talking about nonsense and random thoughts. It was very nice!!!! ^^ since we live so near each other anyway, might as welll. Ohohoho.

And while I was talking excitedly, I accidentallly hit the long silver spooon in my cup and it got flung hiiiighhhh up and ALMOST hit a lady and she got so traumatized by the flying silver spooon. I kept apologizing!!!!! SHe just laughed it offf and said it was ok. So I hope she's ok. Whew. What a day.

Oh! and I wanna say, jit hasnt beeen coming to schoool cause he has beeen feeeling sick. GET WELLL SOOON AH FATT! We hope you can join us in schooool sooon!!! ^ ^

Potato Sack

Craaap, whenever I feeel tired, I feel tired.

ANYWAY! Chillled out at SPARC and compere rooooms :D It was kinda fun just slacking around. I do feeel really psyched for camp partly because I am in event planning team!!!! It's gonnna be soooo sooooo fuuuuunnnn.

I love the little tiny things that make me happy, thursday wanton mee day and like eating an apple. But now, I can only eat sliced apples. When I get my braces out, I am gonna embark on my eating-a-whole-apple-on-its-own project. :D Really, nothing beats eating an apple on its own, with no skin peeeled!

i really hope i can have a trashing session with pris soooon, but she's just so busy with schoool and a levels are soo sooo near. D: I MISSS HER ALOT ALOT! and I am very worried for her.

i hate myself sometimes, cause I can't seem to hide my feelings at all. there are alot of times where I don't mean what i show but there are also alot of times where I REALLY mean what i show. i feeeel naked sometimes : ( but! alot of people think it's a good thing. .

and! I think you should stop escaping school already. come back!!!! don't give people any false/wrong impressions of you. stand strong!!!!

Heh.

i rushed out of my house with my cruumpled un-ironed SP shirt this morning cuase ning called me to telll me she needed me for lunchshow, AND THEN! while I was in the MRT, she called me to telll me she didnt need me anymore. THANKS NING ^^

today's finally a chill-lific day for me!!! CAUSE I FINALLY GOT TO GO HOME AT 1pm!!!!!!! YAYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (other than the lunchshow thing) I dont really like to go homme in the evenings or in the night cause we awlays have to fight to get a seat in the train and squeeeze like a can of peaches

yesterday was compere auditions, it ended super super late!!!!! I almost shrivelled and died there and had dinner at 11 at clementi mac. ok then, the end, bye.

Bah chor mee

WAH I TELLL ALL OF YOU OK,

I JUST ATE THE MOST KICK-ASSSSSS BAH CHOR MEEEE EVER!!!! >.< AT FOODCOURT 6!!!!!!!!!!!! I JUST LOVE THEIR YONG TAU FOOO BAH CHOR MEE!

I LOVE THE UNCLE CAUSE HE GAVE ME ONE EXTRA FISHBALL, AND THEIR FISHBALL IS THE DOINK DOINK BOUNCY ONE!!!!!!!!!!!

Rainbow Ring

oh crap!! AND I FORGOT TO THANK!!!

tammy and jit for buying me a rainbow ring, it was a really random thing to do!!!!! BUT THANKS :o) it was super sweeet of you guys! :D

Gummy Bears

I haven't eaten gummy bears for a loooooong time. I have eaten gummy snakes, worms, hearts, but... not BEARS!! D: I miss gummy bear times with someone, cause it was like innocent first love thing!!!! where we just sit down at a bench, in our school unform, taking out a pack of gummy bears we bought at the polyclinic and sit there for a loooong looong time eating it.

sorry i very random, cause I like to post really random stuff that pops in my head

I feeel like scrunching you up like a piece of paper and fling you faaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrr faaaaaaaaaar away into the sky and you could be one of the shiny stars :D

if only people were pieces of paper. I would definitely be a blue sparkly one!!!! :D

KAWAII NEH! :D

my twin sister, tammy alakazammy


my another sistaa, fiona the banana






CAN YOU SEEE THE EARTH!!!


HAHAHHAHA!!!!


KAWAAAIII NEH TOGETHER!!!! :D

This world is filled with beeeeeeeeeeeaches but I'm trying to love them. You know, keep your friends close, but keep your enemies closer. ;D

SUPPORT ME & TAM & JIT & LEEYEN AND READ TEENS!!! Pg 58 and 82 :D

and I forgot to add,

I SAW ALIA ON FRIDAY!!! she's alot bouncier now :D like a fishball, and that makes me happy :D

no more slut day I swear. I'm gonna be normal and a goood innocent looking sheep. : )

ConnectDMC

It was quite a fun event! As for my Lady Gaga photos, I shalll not post them up, and I have no intention of posting them up. It's something between me and my friends, where we did it for fun and keeep it for ourselves. I wouldn't say I am at the wrong because everybody has different opinions and some of you might think that if I dared to do it, I should be prepared to face the consequences. Yep, they got posted up on facebook! T.T and got taken down cause I requested my friend to do so. Anyway, they are NOT naked NOR half naked photos, just me and my crazy "provocative" lady gaga poses. You know how high and crazy I can get if I get tooo excited or tired. but whatever it is! I shalll let it rollll past me because my official slut day was oveerr!

Not a proper post! But I don't really have much to say just that me and tammy and a few others stayed back to do our trailer. It was sooooooooooo exhaustinggg. Bye!

ANTHOLOGY!!!

Please do support! ^^

I'm blogging from schoooooll!!!

:D

If you give me a bowl of satay gravy and a whooole plate ful of onions, I WOULD BE SUPER HAPPY!!!! Or like a whopper with tons of pickles and onions ^^

though onions are not very friendly to tummies.

GONNA DO A PROPER POST AFTER CONNECT DMC!!! :D:D

but just wanna update you guys that I've beeen a happy girl!!! :D happpy vibbbeeesss

Chooo choooo

LOLLIPOP @ ZOUK WAS AWEEESOOOMMME!!! :D with my girlfriends!!!! first time clubbing!!!

helping out was even more awesome! though I had to pay $10 for the landyard.. it made me feel special ^^ and everybody in the team was so nice!!! awwwwwwww

then today!!! was tiring. I went for announcement duty with IBS2. IT WAS SUPER FUN!!! Cause we get to play our own music and daaaaaaance ^^ I swear cotton candy is one annoying thing, though it's sugary and alll. when it melts, it really melts fast. i really really like SP GUSTO CHEERLEADERS!!!! if you guys are readiing this, hello! I am yanhan!!! :D:D

I willl do a picture post when I am not lazy. :D

Gaaaaah

I hosted with ZY today!!! Though we thought we did a crappy job, a junior came up to me during our break to tell me "you guys are damn steady eh, good goood!"

I felt happy. After alll the crappy screw ups we'd been through, no one said or did a single nice thing to us except for her. It definitely lightened up my day and I felt very appreciated :D Thank you very much junior!!!! And thank you zhengyan!!!! :D for constantly motivating me to move on, if not for you, i dont know what i would do!!!! and also IBS2 and tamsy and megs for coming to watch us for awhile!!!

after that was MMR meeeting!! sigh, schoool's getting tough, but i love my friends, alot alot!!! <3

^^

Hello everyone!!! I've beeeen feeling great, like I rmb there was this period of time where I had super low self esteeem and I am slowly recovering from it. :D The optimistic happy yanhan is back :D

and today, was suppose to be shopping with fattt and tam, and i coudln't go, AGAIN!!! For the 4th time (not 3rd). :( going my aunt's house later to celebrate my cuzzie's bday. oh wello. and I just callled them to say hii!!!! :D

Wasted

today! was suppose to be high tea session with tammmy, but it got cancelled AGAIN because I was down with a cold. I AM SO SORRY GIRL!!!! I really didn't want you to catch it from me. D: Now that I'm fine, my dad's down with the cold. He's pretty sick. : / I helped him iron clothes! I hate ironing clothes though, it frustrates me when the creases wont smooothen down.

I like to waste my weekends aaway. :D

Bam bam

I blogged about my horrible day yesterday and there was an error in the post and it couldn't be posted!!! I guessss blogger didnt want me to share with you guys about my horrible day in school yesterday. IT WAS SUPER HORRIBLE despite wearing a happy shirt : (

ahhh labour day, FINALLY SOME REST!!!! :D i was suppose to go shopping with tam but my ma said it was better if i stayed at home cause of the swine flu and alll. TV is really influential. I'm starting to get worried but oh welll! What's meant to happen will happen. : )

My specs lens is screwed, again!! : ( getting it fixed on monday. : / Somehow I like my old specs better...

Honeydew

Today!! I was excited to use my new shampoo, Loreal for kids (you must be wondering why I bought kids shampooo, I JUST WANTED TO... try mah :D) It smells like honeydew!!!! BUT RIGHT, after i finish bathingg and allll, no more honey dew smell :( I felt cheated. but it leaves your hair soft and nice and no knots! oh haw haw haw haw :D

everyone seeems very... stressed out lately, especially IBS2! HAHHA. WELL, EVERYONE!!! STAY HAPPY OK!!!! :D i went to chooose photos for our photo montaaaage for comperes, and it was so taxing!!! CAUSE we've to pick out nice photos from ZY's folder, annd you guys know it's not really possible cause like alot of the photos are either unglam or just.. really really unglam. HAHAHHA but me and zy were totally enjoying the processss of looking at the photos and laughing our hearts out. hahahhahaha. then i did my boooth duty for lollipop with Joshua! He's very nice. I was teaching him how to read a chinese magazine.

then went for rehearsal! it was... hmmm... I have no comments. hahaha! and i had dinner with some 03 people and jit and leeyen. :D after dinner i came back home and i ate another bowl of noodles with spam and runny egg. :D I AM A HAPPY PANCAKE!

Amaaazing Race

Today, me and IBS 2 were talking about amazing race! I MEAN IT WOULD BE SO COOOL IF WE WERE TO BE ON THE SHOW!!!! We would sooo rock it, so I shalll draw what I pictured in mind :D


that's me with braces on the right and IBS 2 with tempura-prawn looking hair and her ohohohoho




We would eat donuts and drink large milkshakesss

Ride on camels in sahara desert

And have occasional bitch fights

Awww but we willl still love each other and win the race!!!! :D

End

Just need a little Love

Ahhh... teeth hurts. I need to go for wisdom teeth extraction sooon. $800 for bottom tooth! $1600 for both. Heart hurts.

Usually during my dental session, Dr Wong likes to talk to me, I like to talk to her too with her fingers in my mouth. She was telling me about the seriousness of the swine flu that's been going around Mexico and it would hit us sooon, in a matter of time. And... if this thing gets worse, all the dental clinics would close down and people with braces, toothaches, in need of dentures... would allll have to wait for the pandemic to be over, which I am really afraid of! cause true enough, we really don't know what awaits us tomorrow.

But oh well. Live each day to its fullest!!! :D

and thank you miss kwa for the large cup of yoghurt ice cream!!!! it made me super happy :D alot of people say i get happy over the slightest thing but is ok!!!! cause i wanna be the happiest person on earth :D

Sit straight!

Ahhh life is like a bowl of noodles, it's so...







hot.

Yellow Mellow

Whew, I just spent 45 minutes scrubbing and washing my bagpack, it's grossssssly dirty. : ( but I like white bags!!! CAUSE when it's dirty, it looks like crap but when you clean it, it looks sparkly brand new!!! I washed my patsy tooo, he's loookin' gooooood

1st week of school was pretty fun! yesterday's briefing was... a waste of time, i felt. but I really enjoyed the time where I sat down at lot1 to talk to tammy :D

my 500 word article is DONE but the editor said it was too.. OTT : / but is ok! I shalll work harder ;D

BITARD

Hello!!

I finished my article!!!! :D:D and sent, whoo hoo!!!!

AND TODAY ME AND IBS2 went shopping horr, wahlao eh,********!!!!! we were like shopping halfway, we found our bags' front pouches were opened. Noooooooooooo, the sight of partially raped bags just made us panic and!!! we thought we were safe but nooooooooooooooooo, IBS2's phone got stolen loh!!!! probably by some cheeeko uncle loh. :( :( :(

I hope a rubbish truck with truckloads of rubbish fallls on him and he gets alll the people's rubbish stuck alll over him like used red meatballl pads and baby's vomit.

Today was my interview with Jarod, the campus super star winner! He seemed very nervous! I wasn't very nervous initially but his nervousnesss kinda influenced me. I must say, he's suuuppperrr cuuute in real life!!! Omggg he has slightly meaty cheeeks, tanned glowing skin and he NEVER stopped smiling. Maybe he smiled alot to cover his nervousness. I didnt take a picture with him cause I felt awkward. I bet he felt awkward too. OMG, it's my first time feeling awkward to camwhore!!!! But yeah... awkward momentssss... Wellll... now that the interview is over, I have that 500 word article to worry about....

Greeeen teaaa

coool shirts!!! I LIKE!!! :D:D

today was a pretty bad day, i dont blame anyone!!! i just blame on my bad luck. :P

some photos in my sentosa post are from zhengyan!!!

just wanted to credit him :D

Happy birthday ah ma!!!

Yayyy, today's my ahma's birthday and we celebrated it at Furama hotel. Super classy appearance but the food really...kinda..sucked. But oh well! My ah ma was a very happy person today!!!! So I was happy :> and i talked alot with dad, I feel really motivated to do welll now.

and just now I was going to my parent's room to brush my teeth, they closed the door and I coudlnt see the clsoed door right, i thought their room was just pitch black so I walked and slammed my face against the door :( PIANG EH!!! SO PAINFUL!!!! :(:(:( i think it's my 4th time slamming my face against a door. crap. no wonder I look so screwed now

Sun-kissed

Awww, today's the last day of holis before school starts tmr! This week has been the best week of holidays I must say! It wasn't wasted like the rest of the weeks. But is ok, I like to waste my holidays away :D :D

Yesterday was outing with SPSC! It was a super chill outing because we just did the things we like. and Alia darling came!!!! When I was going up the escalator at cck to meet her, my heart was pounding so fast cause I haven't seen her for so so so soooo long!!!! I really missed her : ( When my parents initially told me I couldn't go for the sentosa's outing, I was super sad because I am not sure when it would be the next time I would see Alia again :( :( BUT I COULD GO!!!!!! Really really really happy :D I hope I did spread some looooovee <3

Cherry QQ & Marmalade

<3

ohohoho, sexy saaaand

with dearest IBS 2

:D

THE JELL BELLES!

You will always be my Ally Belly <3

We love you Alia, get welll soooon and be happy and jolly like always :D

FO Party

HUNGRY

wahlao, ate only 4 sausage croissant thing and this... smallll little dumpling for dinner and 2 slices of bread for breakfast/lunch and an orange today! I hope i lost some weight cause I was damn sure I gained weight from suki sushi. crap.

went for FO partay today with sakinah and shahreen! Omgggg, we thought it wasnt gonna be that fun, but it was kinda fun, especially the performances la hor. :o) I MADE MY OWN COTTON CANDY and sakinah said it looked like a cloud, the candy flosss uncle was angry. hahahhaha. shahreen likes dancing alot!!! HAHAH I can totally tell he likes the song, damage, alot. the food there pretty much sucked. oh welll!!!

IT WAS FUN STILLL!!! camwhoring ;D

Suki Sushi

lao yen

fatty cherry QQ

marme boy

alll the foooood we ate

aww my pretty ladies

This week has got to be the most tiring but most fun week of the month!!!

i'm definitely missing schoool and the people!!!!!!!!!!! >.<

Sneezles

I'm starting to have dreams again!!!! YAYY!!!!

It's such a goood sign cause I know I sleep well when i dream. For the past 2 days (not last night) I didn't : ( BUT LAST NIGHT I DID, whoo hoo!!!

I must say, CASS FOP 2009 was a great success! THANK YOU EVERYONE!!!! You guys were sooo aweeesoooommme I tell you. The skit and everything. and thank you IBS 2 for coming down to watch us!!!!! :o)

and today! Was suki sushi outing with tammy, leeyen and marmalade. WE ATE SO MUCH I TELL YOU. Ok, maybe me, jit, tammy, hahahahhaa, leeyen didn't eat that much. Omg, we ate so much! Sashimi, bacon rolls, cream puffs, sushi, AND MORE sashimi, tammy really loves sashimi. I shall post photos soooon. I am crap tired. We went to walk walk and interview people for teens magazine. IT WAS FUN!!!!! HAHAHHA, we had fun asking random people and we interviewed a cute guy!!!! ohohoho. then we went to PS cause leeyen went to collect laptop, thennn we just slacked at yakun for awhile, then went home! supposedly. everyone was having a cold!!! or wassit just me and jit, i think i passed to jit :X OOOPS! while we were on the way to the MRT station, we saw more shops!!! so we were like shopping when we were suppose to go hooomme.

tired.






zzzzzzzzzzzzz

Happy Vibes

:D:D:D:D:D::D:D

Ignore the person on the right, awwww I look so happy hor!!!! I love happpy photos of myseeeelllfff. :D:D:D

Woke up super early in the morning to suppport deaarest IBS2 and cutesy aaron for the thriple E FOP!! I really felt like i didn't sleep well last night, cause i was tossing and turning in bedddd and when i was about to really falll asleep, a flash of liiight came and it was morning already!!!! what the helll. I was like blahhhsy blobsy.

and hung around with SPSC peeeeps and had lunch then me and jit went offf to do our mini rehearsal at my house, AND honestly, I'm really excited for tmr's CASS FOP!!!! It's gonna be ballll of fun, or maybe thriple ballls of fun like tako yaki with mayo and sweeet tingly sauce toppied with bonito flakes

I'm sorrryyy to disappoint you guys, but I thought emicakes really confirmed my spot!!!! but in the end, emicakes didn't : ( the aunty didn't even calll me, made me so happy for nothing, and i made YOU GUYS happy for me for nothing. hahahahhaa. but i'm alright, cause maybe God wants me to spend more time with my ah ma, cause if i work, iw ouldnt be able to go my ah ma's house every sunday. : ) I'm being so positive now, bcause my horoscope says that I would have alot of obstacles to overcome and I need to give myself a chance, A GLIMMMER OF HOPE!!!!! and if i keep harvesting this negative feeling in my heart, I would never succeed in life. I AM GONNA SUCCEED IN LIFE! YAY ME!!! :D

Wish me and jit luck tmr for CASS FOP's great success!!!

Good Friday

Good friday was a gloomy yet exciting day. I THOUGHT MY SISTER WAS LOST!!!!!! cause (i think it's the 12740124801358th time i told someone, but i am telling all of you now!) at like 2.45, her friend called our home number saying that she couldn't find my sister after waiting for her for half an hour when my sister's last message to her was at 1.50pm saying that she reached outram park. There was highhh chance that she could be lost or abducted

cause!!!

it would take only 5 mins to reach vivo and she wasn't there and my sister's character would be to wait patiently at the station for her friend and read her book but she was no hwere to be seen!!!!and her phone was switched off. her friend's calll made me soooo panicky, then i made mom panicky but i failed to make dad panicky, he was still so calm ironing clothes!!!! i was like crying hysterically and my heart was pounding and head was achhhiing, LOL and somemore that time i was on MSN with tam, and she was trying to console me!!! it was like a whirrrrl of emotions. I didn't know what was happpenniiing. Then my mom tried to calll her with her HP, then couldn't get through, then my sister called back!!!! AT FIRST!!! I thought it was the kidnapper who called and i was so damn scared, but in the end it was my sister -.- and i was choking on my tears and scolding her over the phone.

WELLLL, what an exciting afternoon, thanks to my exciting wild imagination. Sorry tammy!!!! if i spoilt your day cause my day was really screwed. :( Then mom thought it would be a good idea to bring me to swensons to cheeer me up, but it kinda didn't cause i kinda like spent 3/4 of my energy up panicking already so i was pretty stoned. And later on in the night, I went to watch yet another ACJC schoool play, The Odyssey, cause bestfriend acting mah. Must go suppport her. :) Justin and I calculated already, we spent 50 dollars on her school plays already!!! then after that, we had a quick chat and went hooome at 12, plopped on my bed and slept!!!

and toooday, I went to Justin's church carnival. It was a small scale carnival and got to meet many of his church friends, they were very nice people : ) and one of his church friends is Sam's (compere sam) best friend!!!! it was so strange. all i can say is, the world is soooo smalllll. and there was like this trampoline thing which was pretty cooool but I didn't have the guts to try it but Justin did and got his hands covered with injuries -.- but it was fun seeing him tossed around in mid air. and his sister was very nice cause she gave me free tokens to exchange for a prize and i got a....

bubble blower!!!!! maybe i am gonna keep it and use it for someone's birthday ;D oh ya!!! and my pair of geeeeek glasses is scratched :( SO FAST SCRATCHED ALREADY!!! I damn sad. so i went to the optician and i am gonna get it replaced FOC! but i dont think i can wear it for FOP :( sorry jit!!!!!

: (

I'm sad because some of my friends are sad. Sometimes i don't know what to say to make things feel better, because usually i would say the wrong things and and i would feel bad and in the end they would be the ones to say things to make me feel better and thuusss, things go back to square 1 again. !!!!! i'm sucha nooooob

well, welll, welll, life is like a block of meat. it's soo raw and cold. but i kinda like sashimi : )

on the bright side!!! I kinda like finished sewing 7/8 of melly, my new eco friendly pouch. it's purple and has heart shaped eyes and she's called Melly!!!!! Melly's made up of clean new towel and scrap felt, so she's very eco friendly. : )

Awwww, you know what?

what














nothing


^^

my week was pretty rough like fiona's too (i totally know how you feel darling). my grandma's birthday celebration thing had been changed to the 18th of apr!!!! this sucks. i wonder why outings have to be on that day and I'll have to choose!!!! :( But I'll definitely, without a hesitation, would choose to go my grandma's birthday. She's not getting any younger and she has been a nice grandma, coooking for us every sunday everrr since FOREVER!!! and I do love her, cause she's the only only grandma left : ( speaking about her, i'm starting to think of my maternal ah maaa, I looove her so much. crap, tears are welling up now. HAHAHA

and I got diff. gems date from fiooonaa, she's on wed and i'm on fri. : (

and today, me and jit discussed the FOP script!!!! I hope everything would turn out goood. and i really do like hosting with jit. : )

this week's definitely not a good week, but I'm sure next week would bring me and my friends bundlessss of joy and hope :D and suki sushi outing with sushi buddies!!!! I miss suki sushi and tammy so much.

New School Term

SCHOOL IS GONNA START SOON!!!

Wellll, honestly, i'm kinda excited eh!! Cause, ya I do misss lessons alot, we learn stufff : ) And of course my dearest classsmates! and FC6 fooood and PROJECTS, OMG, I miss projects. Cause they always get me so flustered and crazy, and I actually feel a strroonng motivation drive. I think I'm a self sadist like fiona, who likes to put salt on her ulcer. Hahaahhahaha.

And FOP gooodnessss next week! I hope everything would be fine and all and that it doesn't screw up : ) We just had the most slackish rehearsal I had ever been. It's jsut really funny how jit and I can entertain ourselves so well. Then ning gave us our pay already! I'm 85 dollars richer, ding ding ding ding ding!!!!

Today's been a great day, but a tiring day as welll, cause I had to wake up a teensy weensy earlier, hahahahha. I'm a slob. A red slob, cause I've my meatballl marinara!

My Little Cake Shop

I got a job at emicakes shop!!!!!!

The sky is so blue now!!!!







.....





I got into designing cartoons : ) I'M GONNA MAKE GRAPEMAN COOOME ALIVVVEEEE! I really really really hope nana gets in with me tooo :D

Qing Ming

woke up at 6.30am this morning to go to mandai, cause it's qing ming jie. I go there every year without fail, because I misss my ah gong and my ah ma. They loved me alot and I love them alot. I like to say stuff to them in my heart. I don't know, it was a really peaceful nice moment despite the sea of people going in and out of the place.

And I spotted a little girl's niche. She died at the age of 12, if she were live till now, she would have been 36 this year maybe in a nice happy family with 2 children. Sigh, that's why life is unprecendeted.

and thank you friendssss for listening to me and stufff, cause I havent really been in the best of moods. what IBS2 said yesterday really opened the biggggg window to the rainbow!! :o)

School blues

HAHAH I AM BACK FROM SCHOOL

I think it's really funny? Cause edmund didn't come to school today! He was on leave, he probably didn't want to be trashed super badly by us so he's in hiding. But yaaa, only a few of us came and did the stufff. Including those from caaamp like sean and shermaine, it was really fun talking to them about stuff. And like what shermaine said, DVPA bonds people. It's so true!! All of them are a bunch of fun people.

Goldfish

The move clip thing we've all been working hard for is alll down inthe drain! Cause edmund reformatted the mac, aaand, I don't know why we dont have a backup, and I... have alot of I-don't-know-whys. All i want now is to have marshmallows fall from the sky and the sky to rain chocolate sauce and honey and we would all be really really happy and die nicely, in a sweet way :)

I dreamt that I was picking goldfishies in a bowl with chopsticks. It was a strange dream! I always have strage dreams. Like the night before, I dreamt I was playing for man u and I had to pee standing up.