Good riddance!

I started wearing braces last march, and it had been 1 year 5 months! Very fast right! It had been a pretty amazing (but painful) journey. I had horrible horrible teeth last time. You wouldn't imagine how my teeth were last time.

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DISGUSTING RIGHT! you seee two missing bottom teeth, and there's also two missing upper teeth. I extracted 4 premolars. I still can't believe how brave I was.




First few months of wearing braces were ugly moments. That's the second month! My teeth were still bulging out and messy. and it was difficult to talk and eat, cause it would always cause abrasion against my lips. and I was really paranoid about cleaning my teeth then, and I cleaned my teeth after every time I ate something. But soon, I couldn't be bothered when time passed by. hahahahah. The thing about braces is that you need patience to see results. :D

So yesterday, I went to take out my braces! I took a final picture of my teeth before I went in. GOODBYE BRACES!



And you know how the dentist take out anot? She yanked them out with exactly the same pliers she used to extract my teeth. PLIERS! I was reallly taken aback and it was a pretty torturous 5 mins BUT!! I guess it was alll worthwhile and I felt pretty naked without them the moment she yanked out the last metal bracket, and my teeth felt so vulnerable! Like they were all gonna falll. I alwayssss have dreams where my braces came out and my teeth came out.



Yep, that's the wire and the brackets. Almost immediately, Dr Wong started to clean my teeth! I like this part. I had permanent retainers for my lower arch, so she glued my teeth and had the retainers cemented onto my teeth on the inside, so it looks normal on the outside. The process took quite a whiiiilleeee... and it's quite weird I must say, like you can feel the cement bulge thing against your tongue, but I guess I would get used to it!


YAY


BEFORE


AFTER 1 YEAR 5 MONTHS





Doctor Emily Wong! Thank you so much. I have learnt so much about dentistry after all the visits where you would share stories with me while doing my teeth. :D


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HELLO EVERYONE! I got them out!!! I GOT THEM OUT!!! :D

It was a happy day yesterday. But today, gahh, red meatballls.

I shalll do a fulll post about it, once blogger stops being disgusting.

:)

Braaaaceee myself

Alright! I am getting them out on wed instead, cause my appointment clashed with my OM CA3. But come to think of it, I WAS GLAD IT CLASHED! Cause, welll, I have two more days to run over the metal brackets with my tongue. Ok, that sounds wrong. Gonna miss these metallic babies. :'(

Just went to the dentist to do teeth impression for my permanent retainers for my lower arch, Omg, I CANT BELIEVE IT'S BEEN SUCH A FAST JOURNEY! And it's gonna end tomorrow. And do you know what I am doing now? I am still in school doing MMR, MMR!!!!!! and I had ice-therapy with tam again at udders yesterday! I can't get enough of ice-cream, since ice-cream cures everything, including heart-aches, stresss and more. ^ ^

A letter to you, my love

Everything's coming to an end. Our relationship lasted for a long 1 year and 5 months and I am not sure if I'm going to be sad, but I'm sure gonna miss you.

I thank you for letting me eat a whole apple in peace (what's the joy of eating cubed apples?), thank you for making me look special in photos and thank you for eliminating my fear of extracting teeth and thank you for the colours you brought into my life. Though there were bad times, I forgive you for scratching my lip at unexpected moments and for letting unsightly food bits to get caught up in my teeth. It's not like it's your fault.

Tomorrow might be our final goodbye.

Well, goodbye braces <3

HAD SUPER AWESOME FUN AT CASS GOT TALENT!!! DAMN AWESOME!!!!! <3 CONGRATS MADDY, TAM AND AIN<3

after a super awesome night, life went back to normal again where it was time to hit the 5 chapters of OM notes for Monday test and DMA and MMR report, again. I can't really recall a night where i had a really reallly.. goood sleeep this week or watched the tv... But I watched doremon today!

Missss my dearest comperes! It's beeen some time since I last hung out with you guys ><

Zzzzz

Sleepover @ Tam's + chionging MMR report + FW, sounded like a really good idea at first.

But it wasn't exactly so.

We survived a looong night with only 1 and a half hours of sleep, tom yam noodles with coke for supper, laughing over stupid stuffff... Man, skipping sleeep and chiong-ing MMR report is no easy feat.. So zonked right now.

Had a really bland bowl of wanton noodles for morning but still satisfying, and a cup of hot tea with lemons. I am starting to think of the report dateline which is on friday, and we're bareeellly there, and the editting of film that has to be done by next tuesday, next OM test on Monday which constitutes 30% of our marks with 5 topics to be tested... and the 3 major exams that are coming in two weeks time...

I'm just thankful we've finished feature writing and law. : )

The tingly feeeling

Where's that weird tingly fuzzy gooood feeeelingg? How come I'm not feeling it? What issit like to falll in love all over again?

It's funny when my friends talk to me about their problems with their crushes and alll, how come I don't seem to have a crush on someone at all since 2009 started?!? I hope there's nothing wrong with me ><

Anyway, today was aweesooommmeee, havent met ally belly for SO SOOO LONG!!!! <3 missed her tons. together with ally and jit, we had the ultimate ICE CREAM THERAPPPYYYY!!!!! <3 and went to walk around shopsss and looking at CDs and looking at random furniture and household items and lying on the comfy-est bed i had ever laid on.. ahhh the cheap thrillllssss.<3 <3 ON A SATURDAY!!!!!

CHEAP THRILLS + SATURDAY + ALLY BELLY + JIT = AWESOME SATURDAY!!!!!!!!! <3<3<3

Happier

:D :D :D

Had a good sleep last night! I loooveeedd last night. UP was such a heartwarming movie, PLEASE WATCH IT EVERYONE!!! I would be willing to watch another time. I cried many many times D: Crap, it sucks to be emotional sometimes. And I love sister outings, cause we hardly have it now since my sister is sooo busy with school (she teaches in a primary school now) and had driving lessons last time on weekends, AND NOW SHE HAS BAKING LESSONS ON WEEKENDS!

Just love spending time at home, watching hong kong drama at 9pm on tele with sis and mom, reading boooks on the sofa, taking a cold shower... Really wish to have more time at home and to spend it with my family.

TGIF!

The whole of this weeek just sucked. I'm just glad it's FINALLY OVER. ><

YAYYY!!! LAW CA2 IS FINALLYY DONE! BUT!

We still have the aweeeesoooomeeeeee MMR combined CB report to do, editting of the film annnnd feature writing to do. Quite awesome right? And our group can't join the zoo go-ers on Monday due to the massive workload we have. :( Suck suck suck. Work really sucks.

Gems today sucked even more. I AM SOOO GLAAADDDD it's gonna be the last lesson. Gems sucked because of the teacher. I really really don't like her. But I'm really gonna missss my one and only random friend I made in Gems, Maureen, cause she's a super duper nice girl I swear. :o)

Omg, had insomnia last night. Sucked. what a bad night. Hai, everything just sucked this week, all the late night sleeping and crap. Had ice-cream therapy oon moonday, and thank goooodnesss I'm gonna have another, with ally belly and maybe jit, tmr. : ) and and and!!!! I am gonna watch UP with sister (my real sister) and have some goooooood sister bonding time tonight. : )

Cranky

Everyone's damn cranky. You know what, I am cranky too.

All the work, breakouts, and withstanding other people cranky mooods, feeling discouraged... Somehow I wish I could cheer up a little.

Must be PMS

Discouraged :(

But it's okay. I'm only human. :)

Crap. Spent like $12 on foood today. Laksa, Starbucks Java chip, minced chicken noodles! Must stop eating. Must stop spending. Doing work with jit and tammy makes me feeel lazy. :(

AHHH LAW CONTRACT/MMR REPORT/FW/DMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sell Fish

Today, I saw a handicap lady on a wheelchair. She was waiting patiently for those selfish inconsiderate baskets who was using the bigger MRT gates to tap their cards and exit. Arent the bigger MRT gates there for the disabled? and for those people who carry bulky items? Stupid baskets.

Who cared about the poor blind helpless uncle who just got out of the train? Nobody. He almost went past the danger zone and could have fallen onto the tracks and fortunately I caught hold of him. Issit so hard to take the initiative sometimes? Issit because they didn't have time and they were rushing else where? Or issit these people just dont care?

Selfish people only care about themselves. I've seeen enough uglynesss in people.

Gooood day

Tonight, I had a little father/daughter bonding time with pa :D

We went to his good friend, Larry uncle's, house to conduct my interview with Rebecca aunty! :D Cause for my feature writing assignement, I have to interview someone who's over 50 years old! It was very very funny I swear. My most unenjoyable interview!!! :D I really enjoyed talking to her, though I don't really know her. ^ ^

Then I taught pa how to drink slurpee. I cant believe he has NEVER ever drank slurpee before!

I AM GONNA PERSERVERREEE!!!! ><

GO GO YAN HAN! GO GO YAN HAN!

Training was tiring. D: It always ends so late and the room is always so coldd :( But I never fail to laugh very heartily at every training, and every day in school : ) : )

WAH I TELL YOU, I ATE THIS DAMNNNN GOOD BAR CHOR MEEEE AT MY HOUSE THERE! THE ONE WHICH SELLS DAMN GOOD FISBALL NOODLES. WAHLAO! IT'S DA BOMBB. DA OILY DELICIOUS GREASE BOMB <3 Luckily never go eat burger king :D

Thank goodness for supportive family and friends, whew <3

FILMING IS FINALLY DONE!!!! YAYYY!!!!

It felt like one weeek of filming. But it was awesome yet tiring. THANK YOU SO SOOO MUCH EVERYONE!!!!! <3

Pew Peww!

Today, a worm fell on my head while we were filming! and I got slightly sun burnt! and I was a hip hop dancer for a day! hahaha, the sacrifices that we make. but filming was really fun! and leeyen's rainbow umbrella is really really pretty <3 THANK YOU SO MUCH EDWIN AND CHARMAINE! You guys are awesomeeee <3

and yesterday! We went to kbox!!! Me, eug, tam, mad, celest and eug's friend zacson, who became my new friend! and who turns out to be mad's senior as well! Super awesome. ^ ^ hahahah! and i realized everyone in there can sing super welll!!! :O I was in awe. hahaha!!! then after that we went to talk talk and arcade. But it was a good day, I must say! and I got a twee dollar during MMR lecture! : )

Early mornings are really draining. 3 consecutive days of 8am mornings. Thank goodnesss for coffeee <3

Sunday and Today!

HAPPY BURP DAY PA!!!! <3

You'll always be my xiao ding dang and cookie monster. Love you plenty plenty!!!!!!!!!!! <3

On Sunday, which was yesterday, we went to grandma's house as usual. Just that my sister took the wheel for the first time after she got her license! Honestly, I was kinda scared at first! Especially when she left the carpark and hit onto something the next second -.- But since it was her first time driving alll of us, the 3 of us (me, dad and mom) gave her our trust wholeheartedly!!! <3 and thankfully, we reached grand's safely. And I just looooveeee going to my grandma's house, cause there's just sooooooo many things to eat. OMG AND SHE MADE SPRING ROLLS. I LOVE HER SPRING ROLLS!!! I TELL YOU!!! DAMN CRUNCHY CRUNCHY ONE!!!! WAHLAO!!!!! I ate like 8 or 9 of them!!!!!! AHHHH!!! Until my teeth cannot tahan anymore. Then we watched harry potter together! I like watching tv with alot of people. It's very nice. It's kind of strange to seee my cousins alll grown up now. I always tell my cousins like, "Omg dont you guys find it very strange now!!! We're all grown up and alll.. and we used to play this! and we used to play that " And they would give me this "Get over it, woman -.- " look. Oh welll, guys will always be guys (my cousins are all guys) And it's kind of strange that, every sunday, almost without fail, we would alll always go to my grandma's house. I have been going there since forever! It's filled with sooo many lovely memories :D Then we went back home to celebrate Pa's birthday :D

Today, I woke up late, thanks to my spoilt alarm clock! But it was ok! I spent my entire morning reading Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince. And eating fishball noodles. I was disappointed, cause the noodle was soggy and I didnt like it very much :( But mad cheered my day up by buying me my fav. snack!!!!! :D :D


SHIN CHAN BANANA AND CHOCOLATE CRACKER!!!



WAH CRUNCHY CRUNCHY SWEET SWEEEET GOODNESSS!! <3


SO AWESOME IT COMES WITH A FREEE STICKER!!!

I LOVE STICKERS!!! <3 THANK YOU SISTER!!! <3 <3 <3

PHOTOS!

ROOOAARR




HOIK!




When Sakinah plays tetris..










Aunt Jonadebra

:D

My GEMS project, ^ ^ featuring GRAPEMAN!!

I drew it and coloured it in photoshop!!

Yikes

Teeth. Hurts. Teeth. Hurts. D:

BUT! It's gonna be the last month that it hurts from braces tightening, BECAUSEEE I AM TAKING THEM OUT LIKE NEXT MONTH!!! :D :D :D Something to look forward to! But then again, the idea of retainers doesnt seem very appealing.

Mad's first big event with Sak. I went to watch :D I am so proud of youuu gaaalls!!! <3 And went out with sister today!! yaki yaki bo cheated out feelings today. D: I shall update my foood blog soon. : )

Happy!

Balloons make me so fly <3

Happiness is so easily attained because I enjoy the simple pleasures in life very much. It feels like my birthday every day : )

15 more mins ! D:

I dont ever want my birthday to end. Honestly... I am ALWAYS scared whenever my birthday comes. HAHAHhahaha. I am just scared some people would forget and maybe... it would just be another day. : /

I get the warm fuzzy wuzzies when I read birthday wishes. <3 Thank you everyone for singing me the birthday song on repeat and alll the messages, sms-es, msn wishes, facebook wishes! And thank you Tam and Jon for singing me my fav. song for your performance today! Ahhh, my tears are streaming down my cheeks once more as I type this! I promise I wont cry after this :' )


You just made this ordinary girl have such an extraordinary day. <3

Yanhan Day!!!

Ok! It's two more hours tilll my birthday ends!!!!

OK I TELLL YOU RIGHT!!!! Today, hai, REALLY DAMN HARDCORE OK! The most hardcore birthday, cause I cried like a fountain. D: D: So gan dong (touched)!!!!!!!!!! I really dont know how to start this blog post cause I am really, really lost for words. :')

A BIG THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO HAS CELEBRATED MY BIRTHDAY AND MADE THIS SOOOOO UNFORGETTABLE : ) I will keeep it close to my heart. <3

Yesterday

WENT TO LEEYEN'S HOUSE!!!! : ) At first I was like, toa payoh?!?! AHHH SO FARRR!!!! >< But it was worth the trip! There's alooooottttt of goood fooood, I wanted to update my foood blog with the beeef noodles I ate for lunch, but i forgot to take a picture :( I TELL YOU, SOOO GOOOD!!!!!! then got this famous fishballl nooodle at her house! But I stilll like the doink doink fishballl at my house there :o) Yeah, the purpose of going to her house wasn't about eating, it was for DMA project! We slogged from 2pm to 10.30pm, and we finished everything! her house also very cozy, her ah gong very nice and smiley :D I wanted to sleeepover, but I realized I was dead tired and I just wanted to sleeep.

P.S! I just washed my pens with dettol! I am a clean freak. ^ ^

Anyway! I suddenly recalled about my gems. It's an art classs, but we have no freedom to draw whatever we want. The teacher thinks drawing anime is "professional" and drawing a few basic shapes (a.k.a grapeman) isnt. Who are you to judge my drawing? You don't even know how to DRAW yourself and you are teaching us how to draw?! And this teacher thinks drawing hello kitty is not professional enough too. and kerope, and pucca, and alll the cute characters that onlyinvolve basic shapes. I was so angry when she said that! I mean hello kitty?! What hello kitty not professional. Wahlao, hello kitty got hello kitty land in japan ok!!!! Don't play play loh. Stupid. No sense of art knowledge and still teaching us to draw?! I have absolutely no respect for this teacher.

And I don't think drawing anime characters would mean you are good at drawing. it doesnt even make sense! (no offence to those who draw) Some people take reference from comic books and alll, it's not even from themselves! It's called cheating!!!!!


Ok! That's alll I have to say, bye!

Grapefruit

Ahhh, there are so many things I have to blog about! And I kinda forgot. I will blog whatever I rmb! : )

Ok, I can only recalllll playing wii yesterday with mad, char, eug, tam, jit and leeyen before heading for rockclimbing. IT WAS SOOO FUNNN! : ) AND TODAY! We headed to raffles place for MMR survey!!!! Some people were friendly, some weren't. But I fully understand. We met 2 seniors! One from DMC, the other from accountancy. THey were both very nice! Helping us find their friends to help us do survey. annd the group of FILA sales people, I will never forget your kindness. : ) Thank you everyone!

Walking around Raffles Place, finding people to do survey was no easy feat! I think we offended many people by gauging their age wrongly. : / and we met a couple of cute guys ^ ^ So! I guesss it was alright. and people at Raffles Place like to smoke alot! Wah, they loooove smoking everrryyywhere. Adults with yellow teeeth and teenages spitting around. Grosss sights. But this is the society we're living in. Isn't it saaad? :( And we had our hair marinated in the smoke and feeeling so woooozy. And jit said that by breathing in alll the smoke probably caused 5 years of our lives. and it really sucked to give smokers our pens to do the surveys while they smoke, but we had no choice. It was so disgusting to seee them smoke then use the same hand to write. I dont think I will ever write with the pen I lent them, or maybe sanitize them later. I would never ever ever EVER lay my hands on that evil cigarette. It disgusts me.

Then me, nana and fatt went to eat dinner while tam went home! We went to eat carrot cake! Very nice one! :D and had ice kachang. :) :) I'm happy again.

HELLO EVERYONE!

WOW! IT'S SO AMAZING! I JUST MADE MY BLOG PRIVATE ^ ^ AND YOU GUYS ARE THE PRIVILEGED ONES!!!! :D BECAUSE I LOVE YOU GUYS SO SO MUCH!

Today, the AYG people came back!!! Yay! I missed them so dearly. :D And ate FC6 japanaese food, very happy! Good food, happy happy happy! Sorry for the emo post yesterday, must be my red meat ball period. : / I was happy, then tired, then happy again then tired, BUT I AM HAPPY NOW!!!! Cause I ate an apple. CRUNCHY!!! SHIOK! :D

I <3 everyone. : )

Lock

I'm gonna make blogging a private affair now! No more public appearances, no more. and no more stalkers who have been watching.

Gonna send invites ^ ^

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Cultura 2009 : )


I read mad's blog and I've to say I'm contented with life too : ) I may have made ugly mistakes in the past.. but that would be history already. I might have hurt many many people last time, I'm sorry. I started to reflect abit when I was on my way back home from my grandma's house. I had a wonderful childhood but as I grew older, I got more and more insecure. I used to be a quiet introvert, a loner, a weirdo in the early days of my secondary school days - I'm not that person anymore. I hated myself then. But now! I'm gonna be strong and happy :D There's nothing like the present. : ) I'm gonna cherish everything that I have now. Thank you everyone, for accepting the imperfect me.

Weekend

Weekennnnd, weekend, weekend. I still looooooove you, weeeekend!

Ruby's voice is still ringing in my head and I cant seem to get over koiwa groovy groovy! Cultura really really had alot of talented singers. plus alot alot of nice people!!!! :D

I had a decent saturday being a couch potato and lazing around. It's what all of us do best! aand I cooked dinner for my mom and my sister! I feeel so grown up.

I still want a hoola hoop with water. What issit callled again... YA WAVE HOOP! I want a blue wave hoop *wink wink :D

Cultura 2009!

Sadly I donno WHY I CANT POST PHOTOS!!!! but cultura 2009 was awesome!!! despite many many hiccups happening during rehearsals and I could see sooooo many performers putting in so much effort for this!!! what I love about hosting events is that, I get to meet new people every time! I met so many awesome people this event seriously. Like grace, rusty figures, 13 is a crowd, cordelia, PJ, syafiq... THE LIST GOES ON!!! I love them plenty plenty! and I am really gonna misss them, cause they are really alll super nice!!!!!! and thanks mad,IBS2 and megs for coming down to watch us abit : ) I appreciate that!

So, the tests are over, the event is over, nowww I AM AWAITING SCHOOL'S ARRIVAL! ohohoho. To get busyyyyyyyyy. ><

OK! BACK TO WATCHING DRAMA ^ ^

YAY!

TESTS ARE OVER! I AM SO LOOKING FORWARD TO OUTINGS! ESPECIALLY THE KBOX ONE!!!!!! :D AND ZOOO!!!

I think my ipod is boring. I reallly really try not to addd dance-able songs cause sometimes!!! I GET REALLY SUPER TEMPTED to dance on the train suddenly. Today, I listened to me and mad's fav. fei lun hai song, and I burst out laughing on the train! Cause I thought of us going siao together. HAHAHA!!!

I am very happy cause Sakinah jsut sent me a bunch of jappo songs and korean songs I heard at Cultura today. I was so blown away by PJ singing koi wa groovy groovy. SHE'S SO AMAZING!!!! I am gonnna telll her that tmr ^ ^ Tmr's me and jit's event tmr! Honestly, I really like doing events with fatt :D

I am missing alot of people now! And one of them is tammy ye, but i willl seee her on monday!!! and i missss leeyen's complaints. feeels strange without her complaining to you :( HAHHA lao yen, dont keeel me. BUT COME BACK SOON AYG PEOPLE!

I just ate a biiiigggg bowl of curry chicken nooodles made by my pa ^ ^

I'm so happy now!! The simple pleasures of life :D

Yikes

I just had my second nosebleed of the day. I was laughing while reading jit's blog, then all the blood splatters felll on my keyboard!! so think twice before you touch my laptop *winkwink ohohohoho.

the first one was after OM test! I havent had nosebleeds for verrryyyyy long, I wonder what happened! :(

and speaking about OM, YAY!!! OM IS OVERRR!!!! ^ ^ we stayed back for awhile to do MMR and then left!

Blanket

Ahh, I feel so warm and snuggly now, like under my blanket!!! ^ ^

Haahah! I was suppose to be home quarrantined till next week, but hopped over to schooool for rehearsals for cultura event for thursday and friday. the long hours we had made it feel as if it was one whole weeeek of stufff going on but it was only two days. Blah. i don't really wanna say much but i have to say the performers are super nice people! with cam and cordelia also ^ ^ then we got freee movie tickets cause some kind person decided to give out 3 free tickets to TRANSFORMERS AT GRAND CATHAY! free, might as well take right? HAHA! so me and jonadab got the tickets and had one more ticket left and madelyn popped into my mind and so! I asked her. and free tickets would mean bad front row seats. I totally didn't see that coming. T_T so we slouched through the moovie. I realize front row seats not that bad, felt like 3D movie, cause all the action was like BOOOMING right in front of me.

ohh!! and my mentor outing with aaron turned out to be another impromptu dinner with comperes: ning,me,aaron,jit,jonadab. cause poor sakinah couldn't make it :( :( we had astons!!! I TELL YOU DAMN SHIOK CAN!!!!! :D i knew aaron will know alot of places to eat ^ ^ and that day was jonadab's birthday! although we didn't get him anything, we (more like I) sang him 5 birthday songs! it was quite awesome. but after that was just damn tiring. I am tired

I am tired now stilll. cause I had a very eventful saturday as well. Saturday was sushi outing with me, mad, eugene and celest!!!! we had alot of sushi and paid only like 10 dollars?!? CHEAP RIGHT! wahlao. then after that was mugging session and char came along. OMG, we were damn disciplined la, everyone so dilligent!!! HAHAH! thanks to eugene for introducing the "1 hour's of silence" and i could see mad struggling cause there were many times where she felt like saying something but couldn't. hahahahha! after that was priscilia's final play in ACJC! we walked to holland V to get her 3 pretty daisies! THE PLAY WAS REALLY GOOOD!!!! I really enjoyed it ^ ^ then after that, me jus and daxino went supper!!!! it was damn shiok and i was damn full. and almost missed the last train. it was really fun nontheless. :D

TIRING DAYS, BUT I REALLY ENJOYED EVERY SINGLE DAY! but maybe not next weeek, cause of tests >< wish me luck

:(

I'm nice to everyone I see. But sometimes, I feel very cheated. and people like to take advantage of that. Am I very nice to bully? D:

yesterday, I received scary prankcalls! -.- I got a feeling I know who they are. Somehow, I wish they would just leave me alone. Why do you like to disturb people so much! Issit very fun? IT'S NOT, you @!$&-ing childish people.

I don't like to hate people. Don't make me hate you.

Home Quarrantined

I'm bored. I am alone at home!!! Booo hoo.

I was bored, so I gave IBS2 a surprise call but! she was on her way to Malaysia! :O Then I gave a call to bestfriend! and i started talking to random people on MSN!

The only time I stepped out of my house was to buy my lunch, fishball noodles!!!! :D And pa emphasized that we should allll wear mask whenever we go out now! so I wore a mask! and it was strange. HAHA! Cause everyone was staring. But is ok! I was considerate :D fishball noodles doesnt taste as shiok when you're sick. :( the noodles not Q. :(

Sigh.

I'M BAAACCCK :D

Hello people!!! I am finally back from bangkok. This trip was with my family, grandma and my aunt, uncle and cousin!! I wish I brought my camera along cause the hotel I was staying in was SUPER FAAAB!!!!! Lots of shopping was done and alll and I brought many many stufff for my girlfriends!!! Sorry guys, I really couldn't find anything appropriate for you :(

Omg and their FOOD WAS SOOOOO GOOOOD and cheeeaaaap. ^ ^ we had tom yam goong on the last night, AND IT WAS SOOOO GOOOOOOOD. and their croissants right!!! CRISPY, BUTTERY AND FLUFFY ONE LOH!!! AND IT'S LIKE 50 cents for one!!!!! CRAZY RIGHT?!?!

and people over there very nice one loh!!!! Like people can just randomly go SAWADIKA at you!!! sorry I donnno how to spelll, but it means hello! I think. and I smiled at many many strangers cause they smiled at me first. Thailand wasnt calledt he land of smiles for nothing!!! People there are sooo darn polite and nice!

Then my aunt bought fruits like rambutan, mangosteen and mangoes!!!! I looove mangoes and OMG THEY WERE SO SWEET. I remember only eating two slices then I fell sick the very next day, which was the last day. My uncle too! Cause only the two of us ate mangoes. LOL. and I was running a fever but since it was the last daaay and I had not bought stufff for some of my friends, I went down for shopping again! Got quite alot of things can buy. Cause very cheap ^ ^

Fortunately, I managed to pass through the temperature scanning at the airport. I like holidays with my relatives cause I get to know them alot better ^ ^ ohh!!! and yeah once I reached home I just crashed on my bed and everything else was a whirl. I cant remember what happened. I couldn't even remember my mom changed my clothes for me. Yep! I was that sick. and the only thing I could remember was waking up at 5am int he morning to puke blood. BLOOOD!!!! >< and I got everyone in the house so panicky and alll. I am sorry everyone!!!!

I really hope I don't have H1N1 >< But I am feeling alot better now, like the fever's gone just the sore throat.

OK!!! YEP SO THAT'S BANGKOK! LOVE IT! :D




SPARC AND COMPERE'S CAAAMP!!!! :D

I don't really wanna post photos cause they are alll up on facebook. so! If you're interested, head down to my facebook profile :D It was sucha wonderful experience!!!! Honestly, I didn't know most of the SPARC people until this camp, where alll of us got to really know each other!!! ESPECIALLY THE COMM, LOGISTICS PEOPLE, THE HELPERS AND GLS!!! YOU GUYS DID SUCH A WONDERFUL JOB! and not forgetting the CAMPERS!!! cause without the CAMPERS, we wouldnt have LIIIFEEE in the camp!!!! I LOVE YOU ALLLL <3

For day events, I worked with Selene and Felicia!!!! We're the powerpuff girls, as what everyone in camp called us. <3 <3 GOOD JOB GALSS!!! Though we had like the max. 2 hours of sleep every night and sometimes 1 hour, it was SUPER GOOOD EFFFORT AND CONTRIBUTION!!! and at times one of us could get cranky or annoyed, we learnt to accept and helped each other through the obstacles. and we went through thick and thin TOGETHER!!! As the powerpuff girls!!!!

Ok! So let's start with prep camp. I wouldn't say prep camp is very slack, cause everyone played the games we planned! HAHAH! And we just sat there and watched ^ ^ HAHAH! But yeah it was fun. Everybody had fun!!! We had steamboat!!! But it was so hard to watch cause the water wasnt boiling and we were alll famished :( :( BUT IT WAS COOL! Everything went well ^ ^ I like taupok! Then it was nightwalk, where we had to walk the route. For nightwalk, I was paired with Sam!!! I WAS SOOO GLAD I PAIRED WITH HER!!! I really wouldn't have done this without her. Can you believe this? The two people who are the most scared to walk the nightwalk actually did the nightwalk!!!! and the two of us were suppose to be the dead mother and son. OMG SO COOL RIGHT?! I AM SO PROUD OF US, SON!!!!!!! <3 and both of us clenched each others' hands damn tightly!!! HAHAH SORRY _______!!! dont kill me. hahahahahah. and!!! I am so glaaad farhan's our ninja at our area,protecting us :D for prep camp, we were suppose to just sit there and wait for alvin to come pick us up. so me, farhan and sam sat around the library area waiting. and talking!!! I realize my life isn't as drama as theirs. THEIR ONE CAN WRITE BOOK LIAO la. wahlao! LOL but it was fun just lsitening to them ^ ^ and then, lights out!

Day 1! Campers came and everybody seemed very tired. Played ice breakers and allll and sing camp songs! Laaa deee laaaa dee laaaa. Made immunity idol and had group names! Like blue's clues, redbull, sunshine and pew! pew! orange! We had trust falll and fooood hunt! THe powerpuff girls went to walk around to check each station whether it's alright or not. and something went wrong with pew pew orange's clues. which we are terribly sorry for!!! Mass cooking started and all the juniors were hungry!!! So a group of seniors and I were in charge of cooking sausages and started giving them out to the juniors! and then something grosss happened, which was the time when I puked my dinner out. INFRONT OF EVERYONE! when everyone was cooking!!! I AM SO SORRY!!! But instead of being disugusted and alll, many people were there to care for me and helped me. Omg, I can't thank you guys enough. I felt really really touched. :'D after dinner! We had to rush to do makeup for nightwalk. After being zombified, we were sent to our respective stations. The real nightwalk means it's only me and sam and no farhan to talk to us and we couldn't talk that much too. We could only hold each other's hand for support. It was scary!! Cause alvin eugene they alll really took the effort to cover the lgihts with magazines so that the lights wouldnt shine in. But I wasn't that scared cause I knew that sam's beside me and we promised not to look each other in the face cause we would probably freak each other out with our makeup. and I knew farhan was there to watch us! So we should be fine. :D and yep!! EVERYTHING WAS FINE!! I was sooo glad to seee everyone again! :D :D

Day 2! I was quite excited for day 2! Cause there was BENTO CHALLENGE!!!! :D :D :D Everyone enjoyed themselves getting dirty and we enjoyed ourselvestoo!!! Covered in floor and detergent. and water!! :Deverybody did a greaaatt job!!!!!! :D Then we had retro night!!! camwhored and stuffff. and the aircon broke down and it was slimey and sweaty but everyone stilll partied and danceddddd away!!!!!! :D and thank you SPDJs for coming down!!! YOU GUYS WERE AWESOME! :D and eugene and alvin for planning this!!!!

Day 3! Last day of camp :( We got our shirts and played jacob's ladder!!! my ah pa fell down and cut his lip :( :( :( I REALLY HOPE HE'S OK!!! AARON ARE YOU OK? OK GOOD! I think you're ok :D and we toook photos, had group hugs and billi banja!!!!! :D I think i hugged alot alot of people in camp. but it's good! I like hhugs! :D :D HUGGGS!!!!!


THAT'S ALLLL!!! It's quite a long post right! : ) I am sad I couldnt go for the impromptu staarbucks outing with comperes but I hope you guys understand! that I dont wanna spread my sickness to you, cause I love all of you <3 BUT I WILLL DEFINITELY GO FOR THE SUSHI ONE!!!! :D BYEBYE! <3

AWESOMEST WEEK EVER

I will be leaving to bangkok in a few hours time! I am qutie excited actually. SHOPPPPINGGG <3

I came back from sparc&compere camp!!!!! IT WAS DA BOMB. I LOVE MY POWERPUFF GIRLS AND PROFESSER X <3 I promise I will blog about it when I come back

and fireworks with my dear mads!!!!! <3 we made super random friends!!!! and ate lots of snacks. I LOVE FIREWORKS!!!!! <3



goodnight people :)

Packed

http://www.facebook.com/home.php#/video/video.php?v=89443217477&ref=mf

Go watch this!!! Tammy's and Jonadab's Collidicated video, I swear I love it sooo much it's on my ipod's replay list :o)

I just finished packing my stuffff for camp. I'm sooo determined to bring my bigg fluffy pillow along, and I will. And I need to start packing for bangkok. Gahh

ohh! Before fatt left for Malaysia, both of us went to MOF again. Buahhahaha. LOVE IT, macha goooodnesssss. I treated him cause I still owe him 10 bucks HAHAH, ok not really treating then. Then he helped me think of charades scenes, DAMN FUNNY, cause we thought of super ridiculous ones. Thankss fatt. Take care in Malaysia!!! <3

I got a feeling this would be my last post before I go for camp and bangkok, ok, take care tammy!!! for your batam camp. and take care fiona!!! for your FCC camp. and take care everyone!!!! <3

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I miss cold rock times with SPSC!!! This one is the fruity team :D

More impromptu outings coming up!!!! ^ ^ sorry I missed sashimi outing yesterday, D:

Actually, I can't wait for camp!! : ) I really love the camp comm loads, cause we strived very hard!!!!! >< love awesome people, AWESOME!!!! <3

:D

I wasn't myself yesterday. I felt like I was... being scotchtaped to the seat for dinner. Cause everyone has changed and I've changed. I feel like my mind is more pried open like a milk tin now and I really can't stand people with conservative views. I can no longer hide my feelings, I show whatever I feel. I still find you irksome. There were many times where I just felt like rolling my eyes but luckily I stopped myself from doing so. It's not like it's your fault, it's just me now. I've always thought like being the best in class and studying 3 pure sciences and going to a prestigious JC would mean you're smart and everyone would look up to you, but I was so wrong. I was never happy doing that... but! I was glad I stepped out of the conventional route and walked this route on my own. I'm happy now, very happy!!! :D

Friends come and gooo, I've cometo accept that. But true friends will always stick to you no matter what!!!! And thank you Jus and Pris, you two willl always be two of my bestest best friends!!!!! Some people look at me in a different light now but the two of you would never do so and I love you guys for that :)

SP experience

Had fun today hosting with both tam and sheik haikal for SP experience. Awesome people seriously. :D sheik haikal and his gang were such friendly bunch of people!!!! so friendly to the extent it was scary!!!<3 but yeah love them allllllllllllzxz. and thanks megat for coming down to watch us a little :D and ning for guiding us.

Then I headed home with madsy sister : ) It was quite a good day!!!! I am just tired. D: Tmr's justin's bday and camp stufff, again. I hope we get over the camp stufff quick x( QUICK!!!!

Does your Facebook password have to do with a boy?
NOPE! I think it's a really random password!!!

What's one thing a guy can do to make you like them?
I think his smile!!! :D

Are you a girlygirl?
I think so! I am kinda like stuck in the middle cause there are days where I don't feel like being a girly girl

Big or small purses?
SMALL ONES!! and cute ones :D

Do you enjoy drama?
YES!!!! LOVE THEM

Did you dress up on Halloween?
Nope

Do you call anybody by their last name?
YEAH!

Can you put on mascara without opening your mouth?
I dont know, I dont really put mascara

Have you ever been called a bad influence?
Nope

Do you think your pretty, honestly?
I have my pretty days and ugly days ^ ^

Eyeliner or mascara?
I dont know!!! Cause I dont wear eye makeup

American Eagle or Hollister?
American Eagle!

Heels or flats?
Flats!!! I cant walk in heeeels

Skirts or jeans or dresses?
Skirts!!!! :D

Straight or curly hair?
Straight and bouncy

Hoops or dangling earrings?
Studs or none!

Have you ever had your heart broken?
yeah D:

Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?
dark!

Do you have a best friend?
YES!!!

Do you like your life?
UH HUH!!! life is pretty fun now!!

Ever walked into the guy's bathroom?
Hmm? Yeah! I suppose

Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
Yeah :X I got pushed into the pool, but it was kinda fun

Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
yeahh :(

Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
yeah :(

Do you ever wish you were famous?
I like th way I am now!

IN A BOY

Preppy or Punk/goth?
Preppy!!!

Contacts or Glasses?
Glasses, then we can geeek together :D

Good cook or take you out a lot?
GOOD COOK PLEASE! I dont like take-outs :(

Funny or Serious?
Funny!!! But I really like those funny funny ones. Cause some funny ones are SOOO LAME! x(

Cute or Hot?
CUTE!!! I get turned off by big built guys

Long or short hair?
SHORT!!!!

Smoker or non-smoker?
Non-smoker. Can you imagine kissing a smoker? I can't :( Sorry :(

Tall or short?
TALL!

Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
I dont know D:

If you ever want to live to see another day, you're forced to snort cocaine, would you do it?
Nope, never

If you woke up in one of the Saw movies, do you think you could survive?
OMG! I dont think so, I would probably end up kill myself

When is the last time you were in a photo booth taking pictures with friend?
2 years ago?

Have you ever seen someone you knew and purposely avoided seeing them?
yeah, HAHAH crap :X Sometimes you just dont know what to say

On average what do you think you cry about the most?
TV!!! :( I always cry when I watch tv

Who was the last guy you talked to?
Jonadeb! Haha

Do you think best friends can be replaced?
NOPE!

Does the last person you held hands with mean a lot?
I forgot who I last held hands with. I like to hold people's hands :D

Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
Yes!!!

Which friend do you tell the most?
I dont think I can say it here haha!

Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
Tams, ahhaahahh!!! We always have deep conversations

Where's the weirdest place you've changed clothes?
in the kitchen! HAHA! when I was late and rushing for time

Are you going anywhere next summer?
I dont think so

Are you shy?
Nope, but I have awkward moments

Are you talkative?
I suppose so? If we've common topics I will defo talk alot!!! ^ ^

Do you secretly like someone?
You mean like now? I dont think so : /

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
NO!

How is life going for you right now?
Very busy!!!! I wish I had a life.

Do you trust people easily?
I dont know, depends

Do you give out second chances easily?
Not really

Do you smile a lot?
YES!!! I smile so much sometimes my mouth hurts

One thing you're looking forward to?
CAMPPP!!!! and my family bangkok trip !!!

How do you feel about change?
I think change is good! But sometimes change is not a good thing :(

Have you ever cried from being so mad?
YES! Many times

Last time you got a text message and smiled?
Just now, from mads :D

Have you ever regretted letting someone go?
Letting someone go?

Do you prefer to be around people, or by yourself?
I have times where I just wannna be alone :D

If you were abandoned in the wilderness, would you survive?
Omg maybe in the day I would! In the night, I probably wouldn't cause it would be so scary and dark!!!!

Liar, liar, pants on fire

I lied yesterday D: Cause gems was tooo unbearable >< (I really do mean it), I lied that I had dental and ran away!!!!! >< BUT I wont do it again... I think. The teacher really makes art so disgusting to do. SO INFLEXIBLE! Ugh.

ANYWAY! Today we had camp meeting. Aaron bought me a cookie! YAY!!!! :D THANK YOU!!!! then everybody like damn stressed, but we still had fun ^^ making fun of Alex. LOL!!!!! But I felt bad after that, sorry Alex!!!! If you're reading this, heheheh.

I AM DYYIIING IN GEMS!!! Not that I hate my gems module, it's quite coool. BUT I REALLY REALLY HATE THE TEACHER'S DAMN BLOOOODY ANNOYING ACCENT?!??!?! I WISH SHE WOULD JUST SHUT UP ><

I am drinking cold vitagen now. I hope I dont die of coughing later

^ ^

Today, me and tammy my sista went to chill bill at HV. alot of people kept saying we look alike. the more people say that, the more I feel also, so she shall be my sista. Must be the braces and specs. ate YAKUN, SHIOOOK! love their egggs!!!!! I like their eggs more than their toasts.

I drank two cups of tea and 1 cup of coffee. tammy YEAHHHHH!!! :D

Beeeep

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Today, the SIBs hung out. HAHAHH. The sick IBS-es. :( WE WANTED TO GO WATCH MOOVIE!!!!! Then when we went to CWP, wahlao, no ________!!!!! I cant telll you what we wanna watch cause she thinks its damn embarrassing, BUT I DONT THINK SO neh!! we were so sad :( :( then dance subaru dont have also!! :(:( so went to eat fishball minced meat noodles ^ ^ SHIOOOOOOK !!!!!!!! but IBS2 like damn sick. so she watched me eat with her sickly looking eyes. GET WELLL SOOON BABE! <3

what a blah day. my sister damn sick also :O I passed it to her :( she looks so... miserable. GET WELLL SOOON SISTA!!!! <3 being sick can really make you lose weight though!!!!

I am feeeling better!!!!

but my sista just felll sick :(

STUCK

I AM STUCK!!!!!! for feature writing.

I am like staring into blank space now, now now nownowwwww



ok!!!! anyway, today, I felt like an old lady. I was getting breathless at every step I made. and I couldn't even finish my wanton mee T.T but I ate two eggs for dinner :):) I don't care if I get fat or what, I want my ginormous monsterous appetite back!!!!!!!


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