Good riddance!

I started wearing braces last march, and it had been 1 year 5 months! Very fast right! It had been a pretty amazing (but painful) journey. I had horrible horrible teeth last time. You wouldn't imagine how my teeth were last time.

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DISGUSTING RIGHT! you seee two missing bottom teeth, and there's also two missing upper teeth. I extracted 4 premolars. I still can't believe how brave I was.




First few months of wearing braces were ugly moments. That's the second month! My teeth were still bulging out and messy. and it was difficult to talk and eat, cause it would always cause abrasion against my lips. and I was really paranoid about cleaning my teeth then, and I cleaned my teeth after every time I ate something. But soon, I couldn't be bothered when time passed by. hahahahah. The thing about braces is that you need patience to see results. :D

So yesterday, I went to take out my braces! I took a final picture of my teeth before I went in. GOODBYE BRACES!



And you know how the dentist take out anot? She yanked them out with exactly the same pliers she used to extract my teeth. PLIERS! I was reallly taken aback and it was a pretty torturous 5 mins BUT!! I guess it was alll worthwhile and I felt pretty naked without them the moment she yanked out the last metal bracket, and my teeth felt so vulnerable! Like they were all gonna falll. I alwayssss have dreams where my braces came out and my teeth came out.



Yep, that's the wire and the brackets. Almost immediately, Dr Wong started to clean my teeth! I like this part. I had permanent retainers for my lower arch, so she glued my teeth and had the retainers cemented onto my teeth on the inside, so it looks normal on the outside. The process took quite a whiiiilleeee... and it's quite weird I must say, like you can feel the cement bulge thing against your tongue, but I guess I would get used to it!


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AFTER 1 YEAR 5 MONTHS





Doctor Emily Wong! Thank you so much. I have learnt so much about dentistry after all the visits where you would share stories with me while doing my teeth. :D


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HELLO EVERYONE! I got them out!!! I GOT THEM OUT!!! :D

It was a happy day yesterday. But today, gahh, red meatballls.

I shalll do a fulll post about it, once blogger stops being disgusting.

:)

Braaaaceee myself

Alright! I am getting them out on wed instead, cause my appointment clashed with my OM CA3. But come to think of it, I WAS GLAD IT CLASHED! Cause, welll, I have two more days to run over the metal brackets with my tongue. Ok, that sounds wrong. Gonna miss these metallic babies. :'(

Just went to the dentist to do teeth impression for my permanent retainers for my lower arch, Omg, I CANT BELIEVE IT'S BEEN SUCH A FAST JOURNEY! And it's gonna end tomorrow. And do you know what I am doing now? I am still in school doing MMR, MMR!!!!!! and I had ice-therapy with tam again at udders yesterday! I can't get enough of ice-cream, since ice-cream cures everything, including heart-aches, stresss and more. ^ ^

A letter to you, my love

Everything's coming to an end. Our relationship lasted for a long 1 year and 5 months and I am not sure if I'm going to be sad, but I'm sure gonna miss you.

I thank you for letting me eat a whole apple in peace (what's the joy of eating cubed apples?), thank you for making me look special in photos and thank you for eliminating my fear of extracting teeth and thank you for the colours you brought into my life. Though there were bad times, I forgive you for scratching my lip at unexpected moments and for letting unsightly food bits to get caught up in my teeth. It's not like it's your fault.

Tomorrow might be our final goodbye.

Well, goodbye braces <3

HAD SUPER AWESOME FUN AT CASS GOT TALENT!!! DAMN AWESOME!!!!! <3 CONGRATS MADDY, TAM AND AIN<3

after a super awesome night, life went back to normal again where it was time to hit the 5 chapters of OM notes for Monday test and DMA and MMR report, again. I can't really recall a night where i had a really reallly.. goood sleeep this week or watched the tv... But I watched doremon today!

Missss my dearest comperes! It's beeen some time since I last hung out with you guys ><

Zzzzz

Sleepover @ Tam's + chionging MMR report + FW, sounded like a really good idea at first.

But it wasn't exactly so.

We survived a looong night with only 1 and a half hours of sleep, tom yam noodles with coke for supper, laughing over stupid stuffff... Man, skipping sleeep and chiong-ing MMR report is no easy feat.. So zonked right now.

Had a really bland bowl of wanton noodles for morning but still satisfying, and a cup of hot tea with lemons. I am starting to think of the report dateline which is on friday, and we're bareeellly there, and the editting of film that has to be done by next tuesday, next OM test on Monday which constitutes 30% of our marks with 5 topics to be tested... and the 3 major exams that are coming in two weeks time...

I'm just thankful we've finished feature writing and law. : )

The tingly feeeling

Where's that weird tingly fuzzy gooood feeeelingg? How come I'm not feeling it? What issit like to falll in love all over again?

It's funny when my friends talk to me about their problems with their crushes and alll, how come I don't seem to have a crush on someone at all since 2009 started?!? I hope there's nothing wrong with me ><

Anyway, today was aweesooommmeee, havent met ally belly for SO SOOO LONG!!!! <3 missed her tons. together with ally and jit, we had the ultimate ICE CREAM THERAPPPYYYY!!!!! <3 and went to walk around shopsss and looking at CDs and looking at random furniture and household items and lying on the comfy-est bed i had ever laid on.. ahhh the cheap thrillllssss.<3 <3 ON A SATURDAY!!!!!

CHEAP THRILLS + SATURDAY + ALLY BELLY + JIT = AWESOME SATURDAY!!!!!!!!! <3<3<3

Happier

:D :D :D

Had a good sleep last night! I loooveeedd last night. UP was such a heartwarming movie, PLEASE WATCH IT EVERYONE!!! I would be willing to watch another time. I cried many many times D: Crap, it sucks to be emotional sometimes. And I love sister outings, cause we hardly have it now since my sister is sooo busy with school (she teaches in a primary school now) and had driving lessons last time on weekends, AND NOW SHE HAS BAKING LESSONS ON WEEKENDS!

Just love spending time at home, watching hong kong drama at 9pm on tele with sis and mom, reading boooks on the sofa, taking a cold shower... Really wish to have more time at home and to spend it with my family.

TGIF!

The whole of this weeek just sucked. I'm just glad it's FINALLY OVER. ><

YAYYY!!! LAW CA2 IS FINALLYY DONE! BUT!

We still have the aweeeesoooomeeeeee MMR combined CB report to do, editting of the film annnnd feature writing to do. Quite awesome right? And our group can't join the zoo go-ers on Monday due to the massive workload we have. :( Suck suck suck. Work really sucks.

Gems today sucked even more. I AM SOOO GLAAADDDD it's gonna be the last lesson. Gems sucked because of the teacher. I really really don't like her. But I'm really gonna missss my one and only random friend I made in Gems, Maureen, cause she's a super duper nice girl I swear. :o)

Omg, had insomnia last night. Sucked. what a bad night. Hai, everything just sucked this week, all the late night sleeping and crap. Had ice-cream therapy oon moonday, and thank goooodnesss I'm gonna have another, with ally belly and maybe jit, tmr. : ) and and and!!!! I am gonna watch UP with sister (my real sister) and have some goooooood sister bonding time tonight. : )

Cranky

Everyone's damn cranky. You know what, I am cranky too.

All the work, breakouts, and withstanding other people cranky mooods, feeling discouraged... Somehow I wish I could cheer up a little.

Must be PMS

Discouraged :(

But it's okay. I'm only human. :)

Crap. Spent like $12 on foood today. Laksa, Starbucks Java chip, minced chicken noodles! Must stop eating. Must stop spending. Doing work with jit and tammy makes me feeel lazy. :(

AHHH LAW CONTRACT/MMR REPORT/FW/DMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sell Fish

Today, I saw a handicap lady on a wheelchair. She was waiting patiently for those selfish inconsiderate baskets who was using the bigger MRT gates to tap their cards and exit. Arent the bigger MRT gates there for the disabled? and for those people who carry bulky items? Stupid baskets.

Who cared about the poor blind helpless uncle who just got out of the train? Nobody. He almost went past the danger zone and could have fallen onto the tracks and fortunately I caught hold of him. Issit so hard to take the initiative sometimes? Issit because they didn't have time and they were rushing else where? Or issit these people just dont care?

Selfish people only care about themselves. I've seeen enough uglynesss in people.

Gooood day

Tonight, I had a little father/daughter bonding time with pa :D

We went to his good friend, Larry uncle's, house to conduct my interview with Rebecca aunty! :D Cause for my feature writing assignement, I have to interview someone who's over 50 years old! It was very very funny I swear. My most unenjoyable interview!!! :D I really enjoyed talking to her, though I don't really know her. ^ ^

Then I taught pa how to drink slurpee. I cant believe he has NEVER ever drank slurpee before!

I AM GONNA PERSERVERREEE!!!! ><

GO GO YAN HAN! GO GO YAN HAN!

Training was tiring. D: It always ends so late and the room is always so coldd :( But I never fail to laugh very heartily at every training, and every day in school : ) : )

WAH I TELL YOU, I ATE THIS DAMNNNN GOOD BAR CHOR MEEEE AT MY HOUSE THERE! THE ONE WHICH SELLS DAMN GOOD FISBALL NOODLES. WAHLAO! IT'S DA BOMBB. DA OILY DELICIOUS GREASE BOMB <3 Luckily never go eat burger king :D

Thank goodness for supportive family and friends, whew <3

FILMING IS FINALLY DONE!!!! YAYYY!!!!

It felt like one weeek of filming. But it was awesome yet tiring. THANK YOU SO SOOO MUCH EVERYONE!!!!! <3

Pew Peww!

Today, a worm fell on my head while we were filming! and I got slightly sun burnt! and I was a hip hop dancer for a day! hahaha, the sacrifices that we make. but filming was really fun! and leeyen's rainbow umbrella is really really pretty <3 THANK YOU SO MUCH EDWIN AND CHARMAINE! You guys are awesomeeee <3

and yesterday! We went to kbox!!! Me, eug, tam, mad, celest and eug's friend zacson, who became my new friend! and who turns out to be mad's senior as well! Super awesome. ^ ^ hahahah! and i realized everyone in there can sing super welll!!! :O I was in awe. hahaha!!! then after that we went to talk talk and arcade. But it was a good day, I must say! and I got a twee dollar during MMR lecture! : )

Early mornings are really draining. 3 consecutive days of 8am mornings. Thank goodnesss for coffeee <3

Sunday and Today!

HAPPY BURP DAY PA!!!! <3

You'll always be my xiao ding dang and cookie monster. Love you plenty plenty!!!!!!!!!!! <3

On Sunday, which was yesterday, we went to grandma's house as usual. Just that my sister took the wheel for the first time after she got her license! Honestly, I was kinda scared at first! Especially when she left the carpark and hit onto something the next second -.- But since it was her first time driving alll of us, the 3 of us (me, dad and mom) gave her our trust wholeheartedly!!! <3 and thankfully, we reached grand's safely. And I just looooveeee going to my grandma's house, cause there's just sooooooo many things to eat. OMG AND SHE MADE SPRING ROLLS. I LOVE HER SPRING ROLLS!!! I TELL YOU!!! DAMN CRUNCHY CRUNCHY ONE!!!! WAHLAO!!!!! I ate like 8 or 9 of them!!!!!! AHHHH!!! Until my teeth cannot tahan anymore. Then we watched harry potter together! I like watching tv with alot of people. It's very nice. It's kind of strange to seee my cousins alll grown up now. I always tell my cousins like, "Omg dont you guys find it very strange now!!! We're all grown up and alll.. and we used to play this! and we used to play that " And they would give me this "Get over it, woman -.- " look. Oh welll, guys will always be guys (my cousins are all guys) And it's kind of strange that, every sunday, almost without fail, we would alll always go to my grandma's house. I have been going there since forever! It's filled with sooo many lovely memories :D Then we went back home to celebrate Pa's birthday :D

Today, I woke up late, thanks to my spoilt alarm clock! But it was ok! I spent my entire morning reading Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince. And eating fishball noodles. I was disappointed, cause the noodle was soggy and I didnt like it very much :( But mad cheered my day up by buying me my fav. snack!!!!! :D :D


SHIN CHAN BANANA AND CHOCOLATE CRACKER!!!



WAH CRUNCHY CRUNCHY SWEET SWEEEET GOODNESSS!! <3


SO AWESOME IT COMES WITH A FREEE STICKER!!!

I LOVE STICKERS!!! <3 THANK YOU SISTER!!! <3 <3 <3

PHOTOS!

ROOOAARR




HOIK!




When Sakinah plays tetris..










Aunt Jonadebra

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My GEMS project, ^ ^ featuring GRAPEMAN!!

I drew it and coloured it in photoshop!!

Yikes

Teeth. Hurts. Teeth. Hurts. D:

BUT! It's gonna be the last month that it hurts from braces tightening, BECAUSEEE I AM TAKING THEM OUT LIKE NEXT MONTH!!! :D :D :D Something to look forward to! But then again, the idea of retainers doesnt seem very appealing.

Mad's first big event with Sak. I went to watch :D I am so proud of youuu gaaalls!!! <3 And went out with sister today!! yaki yaki bo cheated out feelings today. D: I shall update my foood blog soon. : )

Happy!

Balloons make me so fly <3

Happiness is so easily attained because I enjoy the simple pleasures in life very much. It feels like my birthday every day : )

15 more mins ! D:

I dont ever want my birthday to end. Honestly... I am ALWAYS scared whenever my birthday comes. HAHAHhahaha. I am just scared some people would forget and maybe... it would just be another day. : /

I get the warm fuzzy wuzzies when I read birthday wishes. <3 Thank you everyone for singing me the birthday song on repeat and alll the messages, sms-es, msn wishes, facebook wishes! And thank you Tam and Jon for singing me my fav. song for your performance today! Ahhh, my tears are streaming down my cheeks once more as I type this! I promise I wont cry after this :' )


You just made this ordinary girl have such an extraordinary day. <3

Yanhan Day!!!

Ok! It's two more hours tilll my birthday ends!!!!

OK I TELLL YOU RIGHT!!!! Today, hai, REALLY DAMN HARDCORE OK! The most hardcore birthday, cause I cried like a fountain. D: D: So gan dong (touched)!!!!!!!!!! I really dont know how to start this blog post cause I am really, really lost for words. :')

A BIG THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO HAS CELEBRATED MY BIRTHDAY AND MADE THIS SOOOOO UNFORGETTABLE : ) I will keeep it close to my heart. <3

Yesterday

WENT TO LEEYEN'S HOUSE!!!! : ) At first I was like, toa payoh?!?! AHHH SO FARRR!!!! >< But it was worth the trip! There's alooooottttt of goood fooood, I wanted to update my foood blog with the beeef noodles I ate for lunch, but i forgot to take a picture :( I TELL YOU, SOOO GOOOD!!!!!! then got this famous fishballl nooodle at her house! But I stilll like the doink doink fishballl at my house there :o) Yeah, the purpose of going to her house wasn't about eating, it was for DMA project! We slogged from 2pm to 10.30pm, and we finished everything! her house also very cozy, her ah gong very nice and smiley :D I wanted to sleeepover, but I realized I was dead tired and I just wanted to sleeep.

P.S! I just washed my pens with dettol! I am a clean freak. ^ ^

Anyway! I suddenly recalled about my gems. It's an art classs, but we have no freedom to draw whatever we want. The teacher thinks drawing anime is "professional" and drawing a few basic shapes (a.k.a grapeman) isnt. Who are you to judge my drawing? You don't even know how to DRAW yourself and you are teaching us how to draw?! And this teacher thinks drawing hello kitty is not professional enough too. and kerope, and pucca, and alll the cute characters that onlyinvolve basic shapes. I was so angry when she said that! I mean hello kitty?! What hello kitty not professional. Wahlao, hello kitty got hello kitty land in japan ok!!!! Don't play play loh. Stupid. No sense of art knowledge and still teaching us to draw?! I have absolutely no respect for this teacher.

And I don't think drawing anime characters would mean you are good at drawing. it doesnt even make sense! (no offence to those who draw) Some people take reference from comic books and alll, it's not even from themselves! It's called cheating!!!!!


Ok! That's alll I have to say, bye!

Grapefruit

Ahhh, there are so many things I have to blog about! And I kinda forgot. I will blog whatever I rmb! : )

Ok, I can only recalllll playing wii yesterday with mad, char, eug, tam, jit and leeyen before heading for rockclimbing. IT WAS SOOO FUNNN! : ) AND TODAY! We headed to raffles place for MMR survey!!!! Some people were friendly, some weren't. But I fully understand. We met 2 seniors! One from DMC, the other from accountancy. THey were both very nice! Helping us find their friends to help us do survey. annd the group of FILA sales people, I will never forget your kindness. : ) Thank you everyone!

Walking around Raffles Place, finding people to do survey was no easy feat! I think we offended many people by gauging their age wrongly. : / and we met a couple of cute guys ^ ^ So! I guesss it was alright. and people at Raffles Place like to smoke alot! Wah, they loooove smoking everrryyywhere. Adults with yellow teeeth and teenages spitting around. Grosss sights. But this is the society we're living in. Isn't it saaad? :( And we had our hair marinated in the smoke and feeeling so woooozy. And jit said that by breathing in alll the smoke probably caused 5 years of our lives. and it really sucked to give smokers our pens to do the surveys while they smoke, but we had no choice. It was so disgusting to seee them smoke then use the same hand to write. I dont think I will ever write with the pen I lent them, or maybe sanitize them later. I would never ever ever EVER lay my hands on that evil cigarette. It disgusts me.

Then me, nana and fatt went to eat dinner while tam went home! We went to eat carrot cake! Very nice one! :D and had ice kachang. :) :) I'm happy again.

HELLO EVERYONE!

WOW! IT'S SO AMAZING! I JUST MADE MY BLOG PRIVATE ^ ^ AND YOU GUYS ARE THE PRIVILEGED ONES!!!! :D BECAUSE I LOVE YOU GUYS SO SO MUCH!

Today, the AYG people came back!!! Yay! I missed them so dearly. :D And ate FC6 japanaese food, very happy! Good food, happy happy happy! Sorry for the emo post yesterday, must be my red meat ball period. : / I was happy, then tired, then happy again then tired, BUT I AM HAPPY NOW!!!! Cause I ate an apple. CRUNCHY!!! SHIOK! :D

I <3 everyone. : )

Lock

I'm gonna make blogging a private affair now! No more public appearances, no more. and no more stalkers who have been watching.

Gonna send invites ^ ^

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Cultura 2009 : )


I read mad's blog and I've to say I'm contented with life too : ) I may have made ugly mistakes in the past.. but that would be history already. I might have hurt many many people last time, I'm sorry. I started to reflect abit when I was on my way back home from my grandma's house. I had a wonderful childhood but as I grew older, I got more and more insecure. I used to be a quiet introvert, a loner, a weirdo in the early days of my secondary school days - I'm not that person anymore. I hated myself then. But now! I'm gonna be strong and happy :D There's nothing like the present. : ) I'm gonna cherish everything that I have now. Thank you everyone, for accepting the imperfect me.

Weekend

Weekennnnd, weekend, weekend. I still looooooove you, weeeekend!

Ruby's voice is still ringing in my head and I cant seem to get over koiwa groovy groovy! Cultura really really had alot of talented singers. plus alot alot of nice people!!!! :D

I had a decent saturday being a couch potato and lazing around. It's what all of us do best! aand I cooked dinner for my mom and my sister! I feeel so grown up.

I still want a hoola hoop with water. What issit callled again... YA WAVE HOOP! I want a blue wave hoop *wink wink :D

Cultura 2009!

Sadly I donno WHY I CANT POST PHOTOS!!!! but cultura 2009 was awesome!!! despite many many hiccups happening during rehearsals and I could see sooooo many performers putting in so much effort for this!!! what I love about hosting events is that, I get to meet new people every time! I met so many awesome people this event seriously. Like grace, rusty figures, 13 is a crowd, cordelia, PJ, syafiq... THE LIST GOES ON!!! I love them plenty plenty! and I am really gonna misss them, cause they are really alll super nice!!!!!! and thanks mad,IBS2 and megs for coming down to watch us abit : ) I appreciate that!

So, the tests are over, the event is over, nowww I AM AWAITING SCHOOL'S ARRIVAL! ohohoho. To get busyyyyyyyyy. ><

OK! BACK TO WATCHING DRAMA ^ ^

YAY!

TESTS ARE OVER! I AM SO LOOKING FORWARD TO OUTINGS! ESPECIALLY THE KBOX ONE!!!!!! :D AND ZOOO!!!

I think my ipod is boring. I reallly really try not to addd dance-able songs cause sometimes!!! I GET REALLY SUPER TEMPTED to dance on the train suddenly. Today, I listened to me and mad's fav. fei lun hai song, and I burst out laughing on the train! Cause I thought of us going siao together. HAHAHA!!!

I am very happy cause Sakinah jsut sent me a bunch of jappo songs and korean songs I heard at Cultura today. I was so blown away by PJ singing koi wa groovy groovy. SHE'S SO AMAZING!!!! I am gonnna telll her that tmr ^ ^ Tmr's me and jit's event tmr! Honestly, I really like doing events with fatt :D

I am missing alot of people now! And one of them is tammy ye, but i willl seee her on monday!!! and i missss leeyen's complaints. feeels strange without her complaining to you :( HAHHA lao yen, dont keeel me. BUT COME BACK SOON AYG PEOPLE!