Insomnia

Omgggg INSOMNIA IS CREEEEPING BACK AGAIN!!!

YANHAN YOU SHOULD STOP HAVING AFTERNOON NAPS YOU SHOULD BE BANNED FROM HAVING ANY AFTERNOOON NAPS YOU SLEEEPY HEAAAADDDD!!!!

Yeahhh, having aches all over the place from being so deprived of sleep, and I'm not deprived of sleeepp!!! I just kinda, like naps. and ok, I used up my last "wild card" of skipping my today's finance class, which means I cant skip anymoooreee. I hope I survive.

I think you're very handsome! hehehe.

SIGH

HI HELLOO

I like how the bright blue sky complements my bright colourful study room. My mom's friends are in my house now, and they are noiiissyy. and I'm stilll here,stuck at home doing my reportS, because I know I have to do them but the thing is, I'm not doing them cause I dont feel like doing them.

My dad's overseas again, : ( I always, always miss him whenever he's not at home, cause I kinda need him to rekindle my 9 year old self and be alll craaazyyy and play samurai and ninja girl and forget the world, just for awhile.

AND SCREW FINANCE SERIOUSLY?!?!?!?!?!?

Today's gonna be SLEEPY SLACK DAY, BUT TMR?

IS CRUNCHHH TIME BABEHH!!!!!

Whooopeee!

Today was reeeeeaaaaaally fuuuuuuuuuuun and so was last night! : )

Omg, and there was this cute guy who kept on staring at us while eating his burger. HE KEPT STARING AND STARING even when we walked out of burger king and we kept on going back and forth to see whether he was still staring and he still was!!!! it was super hilarious as the cute guy was laughing at us and we were laughing at him.

and I bought 17!!! ok, the singapore version one really sucks, but it was colourrfuuulll.

Lazy asssss

I realize I really am pretty anti-social.. BUT IS OK! I am slowly getting the hang of being really lazy and rejecting people to hang outttt, hahahhahahaa. Welll, at least today I'm going out to meeet some of my old friends! Yayyy, that's a good start.

and ohhh MY GOSH!!!!! I have like 6 reports to hand in, and I barely started. I'm seriously serious. Yesterday was an awesome day cause I skipped schooool, and MY SISTER skipped school (she's a teacher) cause she had a sore eye, so YAY! BOTH OF US SKIPPED SCHOOL and just stayed at home together.

I skipped school cause I got to skip both finance class and stupid GEMS personal selling classs. Omg, did I tell you guys my CA1 for my personal selling is to write a frigging 3 page report on a particular salesperson you encounter in any random shop?!?! and I used one page to describe that person's attire, grooming, speech and what nots, CAUSE I HAVE TO DO LIKE 3 PAGES!!! It sounds super short. BUT IT'S NOT!!!! It's extremely evil. But I shan't complain, cause basically, that 3 page report kinda determines whether I pass or fail this GEM module as it's 70%, and I dont have to memorize or do FINANCE calculationsss whille some of you haaave tooo, hahahaha.

It's super windy over here now, like when I open my balcony door, alll the newspaper on the coffee table started to fly everyyywhere like typhoon and when I open the windows of my study rooom, they shut after every 5 minutes. WHAT IS WRONG WITH THE WEEATHER?!?!?!?

Awkward position

Omggg. I suck. -.-

>: /

Ok, so I haven't really been exercising. And I had 4 meals yesterday, FOUR!!!!!!

and I just had curry chicken noodles for lunch. MMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!! I REALLY REALLY CANT STOP EATING when my dad's around, he's such an awesome cook. and HE ALWAYS ask this question every time he cooks, I told you he's like 9 years old at heart who needs someone to praise him.


dad: So am I gooooood?

me: YES! YOU ARE GOOD!

dad: You mean, I'm good or like, really really good?

me: REALLY REALLY GOOD!!!!

dad: Like really really good or like REALLY REALLY REALLY GOOD?

me: REALLY REALLY REALLY GOOOD!!

dad: So, I'm the best right?

me: YES THE BEST LA! THE BEST!

Last day

Last day of open house turned out to be pretty gooooood! I must say people who came for today's studio tour were much more friendly and nice, and I had a great time working with ezzat and jit. The 3 of us got good chemistry, though I only got to talk to ezzat like today? : )

<3

OMG OMG OMG!!!!

MY PA BOUGHT US NEW PILLOWWSSS!!! LIKE THE MICROFRIBRE ONES!!! LIKE THE HOTEL ONES WHERE YOU PRESSS DOWN IT SINKSSS AND THEN IT RISES BACK UP!!!!

YESSSSS SOMETHING TO LOOK FORWARD TO NOW: SLEEP

TGIF

Omggg, second day of open house. $&@!(#*!)*)(@!(

I donno why, but I really don't like helping out for open house. And the weird thing is, I didn't even volunteeer for the tour guide thing and there! they plopped me and a couple of my friends for duty. &(!@)*#(!*( It's where you get to see all kinds of people, from the super nice ones and to the #&@()!*#)!@)*(*!# obnoxious ones. My entire body is sore, and my eye lids are heeavvyy, but I AM NOT GNNNA SLEEP AT LIKE WHAT, 9?!???!?

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

EMP test. OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!! FREAKING 8 LECTURESS TESTED @*&!)($*)#!(!@#

and all the open house duties. greeeeeaaaaat. and yes, going back home early was a big mistake. I TOOK A NAPPP!!!! But it was ohhh sooo gooooood.

Anyway! It was leeyen's birthday yesterday, I hope you had a great one girl! : ) and thanks for the chopsticks from Japan, it's super kawaii neh!

New year's eve

YIKES*@!()$*#!~ it's like the 4th day after my surgery, and the bump is stilll thereeeee ><

oh welll, it's the new year's eve! My mom and sis went out, while me and samurai finished painting our study room together. It's super pretty I swear!

I've stayed at home this entire week to nurse my pooor cheek swell, please heal before school starts!!!!!! I don't have much to say, but I LOVE YOU GUYYYSSS!!!!! <3 Happy new year's eve!

MY DA DA'S BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Omg, YAYYY!!! He bought lots and lots of stufff, as usual, he bought all the spongebob stufff for me and my sister. Sometimes he buys too much, I can hardly use alll of them. :/ BUT OH WELLL!!! He's BACK!!!!! I AM SO HAPPY!!!!

I woke up this morning and got the shoooccckkk of my life. OMG! MY LEFT CHEEK'S SWELL HAS GONE UP TWICE ITS SIZE!!!! and it's hurting cause all the anesthesia had worn off, and it kinda infected my throat so now I've a terrible sore throat and I've my period. and I had to take the "chunk" out of my chunky peanut butter to eat. Life can't get any better than this.

!!!!

YAY!!! OMG MY WISDOM TOOTH IS GONE!!!!!!

I'm super happy/relieved! It wasn't that bad, really. Cause I got like 4 jabs. I just know there was alot of blood, Dr Wong's husband holding onto my face while she was using her mighty force to yank that thing out, alot alot of drilling, cutting of my gums (which I couldnt feel) and stitching. and she attempted to yank that big tooth out like more than 5 times, so you could imagine all the pressue I was feeling, but it wasnt painful. Hmmm. and I named my wisdom tooth Toffee, cause it was like huuugge candy stuck in my gums.

and I ate an entire bowl of steamed tofu and egg for dinner. So healthy right!!!

Oh well, and I got 5 day MC!!!! and spent a whopping amount of $700. 700 DOLLARS!!!!! plus I cabbed home today, so that makes it $709.60. Ugh.

Christmas

You know what I've been doing? My mom, sis and I have been on the couch, MOTIONLESS for the past I donno how many hours, watching this 80 episode HongKong drama my aunt lent me. Yep. I spent christmas watching some senseless drama with the other two women in my family, cause my mom was lazy to drive us to my aunt's place for our annual christmas dinner. But it was ok! Christmas felt like any other day, but it still felt pretty empty-ish, cause my dad's in taiwan. : ( He's coming back soon though.

and I caught up with friendss, : ) : )

The year's coming to an end, and I am in the most confused state ever in this year.

I still kinda like it when my world was round and white, like a fishball.

I am adding my fav. songs to my sister's MP3, cause my dad took my ipod away for his taiwan trip. and I will DEFINITELY be adding me and mad's no. 1 fav. song man,

I will definitely neeeed it to muffle my ears from the evil drillings and gum cutting sound effects on Sunday. Yes, SUNDAY IS COMMING. Goodbye wisdom tooth, I hate you too much.

:O

Hahahha, and so I embarked on another adventure today, FINDING MY KINDERGARTEN FRIENDS ON FACEBOOK!!!!!! I still have this kindergarten group photo taken in 1997, well, I kinda found four of them out of maybe 30? I realize this one guy was in my secondary school all along but I didn't know he was in my kindergarten classs, and two of them are mutual friends with my secondary school friends who are in PJC, and one more who has turned into an ah lian slut.

Oh welll. It was fun nontheless.

Ok, party's over. Work load is like the tiny droplet at the end of a tea satchel held up high, waiting to fallll.

I'm not dead. I am gonna do thiiis shiiiittt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I feel warm and fuzzy, like I swallowed a kitty

Yesterday was even more awesome than awesome! Me, mad and eugene were rushing around the place to get presents for the birthday babies!!!! It was craazzzzyyy, the underpass from wisma to taka was really jaaaammmeeeddd and there was this huge toy fair right smack in the middle of taka and everyone was pushing and shoving each other and ughhh, felt like everyone's evacuating from some volcanic explosion thing.

But yeah! This year's dinner kinda reminded me of last year. For both years, sak had shoe problems, I realize! Like last year, she wore this super high pair of wedges and she had feet pain and I had to swop my flip flops with her and I was wearing her wedges like a lady and jaywalking acrosss the freaking road like a chicken(I hate crossing roads)!! And this year, she had shoe problem again! Her back thing of her shoe snapped. :( And we all went shoe hunting! And ramen ten was quite cozzyyy and comfy (Y) It really felt like family, it felt like I've known these people for 10 years and we're having a greeaaat reunion! It was really nice. : )

Oh man. I really miss tako balls, but at least I satisfiied my craving for milk tea with chewy chewy pearls. and let's take more pictures!!!!! &thanks alia for the pretty hand made pouch <3

Self-centered people

Actually, all of us are self-centered in a way or another. Why are we always complaining about other people being self-centered?! You complain about people getting in your way, cause in the first place you wanted it your wayyy, isnt that being self-centered as well? Anyway, don't worry, I'm just saying this in general, it was a random thought. Yeah, we're weird ironic people.

And on another thing, I'm just sad that some people chose to give up. It's just a such a sad thing to do. : (

A lesson learnt

Never ever sleeeep beyond 2am, you willl find it suuuper hard to fall asleeeep even though you're crazy tired. Well, that happened to me this morning. I woke up like I was drunk the night before, it felt like a hang over and then I had a terrible cold. : ( and today's plans were cancelled because of my stupidity, I'm sorry pris and justin : (

I'm still really really tired. UGHHHHH. SLEEEP EARLY TONIGHT!!

Free movie!

YAY! Today, my sister treated me to a movie, and we watched Avatar. IT'S DAMN AMAZING, PEOPLE GO WATTTCHHH!!!! Kinda regretted not watching the 3D version though. : /

There were many little things that made me happy today, like the aunty who gave me an extra egg for my laksa, and the super super fortunate us who got the last two back and the MOST centered seats. : )



ah pa: ayeee...

me: wah, what happened to your voice man, sore throat ah?

ah pa: ya loh. Please help me telll my fans that I cannot open my concert today, thanks ah. *walks off*

: )

So today was a really tiring day. But it was pretty fuun!!!! Seoul garden with mich,mad,jit,mitch,evan,jon. Hehehhe. Omggg, all the cancerous foooood and crap. Most of us felt pretty grosss and sick after the meal.

And hung around and just had fun. : )

Oh well

Okay, I didn't get it, cause I never got a call back from the client. But is ok! At least I tried, at least I've tried. yeahhh, I really wanted it cause it was suuuchhh a coooool thing to do! I would love to host for unconventional events but I guess fate has deemed it otherwise.

Tmr seoul garden and random shopping (Y) and for today, swimming and staying at home (Y)

Ok he called. It's still not confirmed. : ( Nooooooooooooo, but at least I tried.

I NEEED TO FIND A SPPAAARKK!!!!

I'm really anticipating for that phone call right now, if you know what I mean. COME ON!!! YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO CALL ME, CALL ME!!!!!!!

:o)

My father is living in self denial, he keeps thinking he's a samurai. And you know, he's turning 49 soon, and he's still pretty much 9 years old at heart to me.


Me: ooooh pa!!!! I wannna help you crack the egg!! (I've this thing for cracking soft boiled eggs)

Pa: noooooo, what is that you're using to crack the egg?!? A samurai never uses a spoon to crack the egg.

*I cracked it while he was saying all that, and it was a niiiiceee cute egg, with the egg white lying over the egg yolk, it was perfect*

Me: But whatever, I helped you crack already, so just take it!

Pa: No no no, YOU can take that one ok. A true samurai uses a KNIFE to crack his egg

Me: Ooook, if your egg yolk breaks because you crack it with a knife, I WILL LAUGH AT YOU!!!

Pa: Watch me closely ah

*cracks egg. egg yolk breaks!!!!!!*

Me: HAHHAHAHAH!!!!!!



Hahaha, and we painted our study room today! It's like yellow and this really funky orange, it kinda looks like IKEA hotdogs with the mustard and ketchup. It was suppose to be this really gorgeous shade of red, but my dad said we had to order that colour in advance and so he couldn't get it : ( and my sister has this thing against the colour oraaanngge.. so it was kinda.. weird.


Me: Omg pa, jie jie is gonna SCREAAAMMM if she finds out we're painting this rooom orange

Pa: :P No worries one laaaa, just telll her it's like tomato

*the next minute my sister comes in*

Sis: OMG WHADDA HELLL IS THIS COLOUR?!?!?!?!



ohw ellll!!!! She started to get it okay with it I guess. & we painted 3/4 of the rooom, and it looks really pretty! :D

One day I'm gonna drive this

During dinner

Hmm, today during dinner, my dad talked about setting up a pet groooming shop! I think it would be lots of fuuuun, cause my dad and I looooovveee cutesy wutesy dogs, kitties and little furry things, but on the other hand.. my mom and sis aren't quite keen. But oh welll, that was just another silly idea. : )

8 )

It's the last day of schooooooooooooolllll today! Welll, we've one more term to go till we move on to year 3, something which I don't wannna think about it so soon.

And awwww, thanks tam,jit & leeyen for the super random gift but cute spongebob pencil <3 I love it to bits and it cheeered up my day. and tam and leeyen will be going to Japan today, taaaake care and have fun!

There's alot of other things I wannna say, but i guesss I shan't say it here. I wanna update people and wanna get updated as welll. :D

!!!

I always wanna blog every day. But, recently, I am having trouble thinking of what to wriiiite... OMGG THIS IS A SIGNNN.

I can't blog about the perrrrfect holiday I will be going in december (cause I don't have one), my perfect kawaaaiii neh boyfriend (cause I don't have one), my perfect poopsy Golden Retriever called Macoroni (cause I don't have one), the most awesome computer game I'm playing (cause I don't have one), the glaaaamourous event that I would be attending this week (cause I don't have one).


Sigh. I lead a sad life. I need a seaweed pretzel.

: o (

I suck at making decisionsssss

OMG

yeah omggggggggggg

Aye Rock

I SET UP THE NEW CANON PRINTER MY AH PA JUST GOT, ENTIRELY BY MYSELF!!!!!! :D I'm goooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooood like fooooood.

I feel awesome today too, cause I made a decision based on what my heart said, and not for the sake of pleasing others. But yeah, I'm truly sorryyy.

Life's like this. Uh huh, uh huh, that's the way it is.

Nemo

I didn't regret coming home before I went for the test, because I really needed that 1 and a half hours of sleeep. And, Media Law paper is finnallly ooooovver! No more "fairies like rainbows man. really lovely daisies" I felt happy for like 5 mins, then ok! Life goes on.

I have to admit, there were many things that I got annoyed at this week, but I guess I'm annoying too, cause when I'm annoyed, I'm annoying, how annoying is that? This week really has got to be one of the suckiest week I ever had for this term, though I can't judge now cause friday, saturday and sunday havent passed.

and I really want to grate your scabby feet with the cheese grater, you disgusting creep.

UGH@!#&(

Ok, I was wrong about my phone being niiiice and allll, cause it's sooo nooottt, you stupid screwed uppp POS : (

and now I realize why people havent been replying me, CAUSE ALL MY MESSAGES ARE STUCK IN MY OUTBOX!!!!!!! ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. getting disappointed over nothing, i thought people are getting damn dao (unfriendly) towards me loh, and NOW I KNOW WHY. : (

Ugh

I keeeep swearing lately, BUT IN MY MIND!!! So I don't say it out like turning on the tap water at full blast like some attention whores. I mean, it's fine to say it in your brain when you don't say it out right? :D :D

Hmmm, and i realize I keep blogging about my dad, wellll since most of you guys like reading about him anyway, i shall share with you guys another stupid thing he said today


me: Is that chicken you're cooking?

dad: no, it's chicken

me: ?! YA! that's what I asked right. so it's chicken?

dad: NOOO, it's chicken

me: what?! chicken and chicken are the same!!! so is it chicken?

dad: noooo, it's not chicken, it's chicken

me: okok, whatever, i just realize this morning BOTH of the goldfishes died, how come?!?! I thought only one died

dad: noo, they didn't die.

me: HUH then where are they!

dad: they si diao (died already in chinese)

me: so that means they died

dad: nooo, they si diao. si diao and die different ok

me: &#@!*($(!#@*$!@

Way beyond abstract

People like to put really randomstufff as their MSN nickname,

i realize my cousin's one goes: "Burying yourself in cement with the one you love is so touching"

Eeeerrrrr....

Yeah, I am jsut really bored now :/

Steamboat

Soo yep, we had a random steamboat dinner at my grand's. I realize I willl alwaysss eat alot of fishballs when it comes to steamboat, cause it's one of the things I like to eat in life. I think i ate a whole bowl of tau gua and fishballs and now my tummy feels swirly. : ( Serves you right, yanhan.

Awww, it's really nice to see my aunt's tummy getting bigger and bigger, knowing that we're gonna have a new addition to our family soooon. : )

Awww-zie

Yesterday was a really really chilll day. Went to the airport to pick my grandma up from Korea!! Anyway yeah, we had nothing to do also, so alll of us went! Then little did I know I would meet, Zhengyan, leeyen and yenyu!!!! LOL!!!! It was damn funny.

Then we thought the plane would arrive at 8.45, so we reached there at like 7, then like we realized, the arrival time had been delayed to 9.45!! Crap right. We were thinking of what to dooo, so my dad had a brrriiiliant idea.

dad: Let's go take skytrain!

us: huhhhhh....

dad: Can one. We take from terminal 2 to terminal, then from terminal 1 to terminal 3, then we do this for 10 rounds. Confirm we can spend more than 1 hour. :)

us: -.-""""

Dearest Dad part 2

My dad sent me a suuuper random message this morning while I was in lecture and it goes:

Ah Girl try not to skip Class k. If the F**king hongki can't speak good English ask them go back to Hong Kong. I can buy them air ticket.


HAHAHHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wheeeeeeeeeeee

Omggg I ALMOST SPENT 6 DOLLARS ON A FRIGGING SPONGEBOB PENCIL!!!! But I didn't, whew.

TAKO BALLLS DAMN AWESOME, I HAVE 9 MORE STAMPS TILL I GET A SET OF 10 TAKO BALLS FREEEE :D

Like (Y)

I like the way things are now. : ) Like how we are both mutually caring for each other, showing bits of concern here and there. That's what friends are for. : )

Whewww

I'm tired, but I FEEL SUPER ACCOMPLISHED! AGAIN! HAHAHHA!!! Cause of yesterday's marathon. I think our Thailand board very pretty! (ok la, Vietnam one also. :D) And Ms Sim is the super nicest teacher I ever had this sem. : ) Skipping law tutorial and rushing to print photos at studio and running to take a train to clementi to get fabric and stuffff and rushing back to do up board in 1 hour and rushing to FC5 to get dinner and then rushing to Theatre@Moberly for meeting and then rushing back to Business Block to do up the panel. Would definitely do all these rather than the stupid 8 page report.

FREAKING MARATHON!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But whew, luckily got Tam, Sak and Jit. HAHAH!!! Cant believe the 4 of us coincidentally kena this exhibition thing, and Sak to be in my UCCD class. IT MUST BE FATE <3 HAHHAHAHA!!!!!

And I officially hate buffets. I ate 5 of this crazily oily fatty scallops and fishcakes. UGhhh. UGHHH. And then I ate a bowl of kimchi cheeese noodles just now for dinner! Ok la, I can't taste the cheeese though : /

OOOOOOOmggg

We spent like 9 hours painting the house today. Like me and sister's rooom and my parents' room! My room colour combi is like midnight blue with yellow ( not mixed together and turn into crappish green, separate colours ), and before you go WHAT THE HELL IS THAT COLOUR COMBINATION, it looks really niice!!! and kinda like banana's in pyjamas :D my parents' room was like... white. Yeah I know right. Different generation choice of colour I guess!

I cant sound really excited now, though I ammm cause I am really tired and my arms feel like falling off my shoulders and we just cleared a whooole lot of trash in our rooom, LIKE BAGS OF TRASH!!! HAHAH!! All the weird and unwanted stuffff. I still have my primary school recorder!!!! EWW RIGHT?!?!?!?

But yeah, I am tired, BUT I HAD A LOT ALOT OF FUUUN!!!!! Painting with my sisstaaa and singing to random songs on my ipod. :D

I just feeeel like sooo accomplished tooday!!!! Cause I just did my article for oops magazine, and sent it to weiting :D

Deeeleted

A sign that my dad is back!!!!! Yeah, he was back yesterday. : )

Annyway! I deleted that screwed up post. Cause it's soooo pointless and stupid, and written by a very grouchy tired me last night. !!!!!!!!!! and I kinda suspect someone angry and weird possessed me last night, so if you were talking to me last nighht... MAYBE IT WASNT ME!!! Hahahaha. ok. weird crap.

And I am Goddess, for waking up at 12pm and sleeeping at 1pm again till 4pm. I watched the first part of Up and cried like shit again and then fell asleep. Sleeeeeeeeeeeeeppppppp

8am

HAHHA I CANT BELIEVE I WOKE UPP TO GO TO CLASSS TODAY!!!!

And now I'm back home, and I am suppose to study but guesss what.. I'm not. I jsut finished watching my telly welly.

Public Relations test today at 5pm, wish alll of us luck! :D

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH


I wannna read doremon comics! yeah I shall do that. 8)

: /

I skipped schoool today! Skipped essentials of finance, WHAT A GREAT DAY TO SKIP IT!!!! I wanted to go for Gems, but then when I woke up in the morning only to find, I've gotten my period!! All the more I should stay at home!

Meh

I dont know why, but whenever my dad goes to overseas for work, the house feels empty. No more stupid crappy jokes for now. : /

I was happy last night!!!! You know, no matter how frustrated I felt during bow tie making, I really enjoyed it and every tuesday is a great time to see Alia again!!! <3 and then I did online shopping and bought 2 bars of alll natural soap and some korean shirt thing, :D

Mmm, I'm actually pretty alright staying in Singapore for the whole of december. Christmas carols are realllyyy niiiceee and awwwwwwwwzie. OK OK, I GOTTA GO STUDY CATCH YA LATER :D

Reasons why today sucked

1) the phad thai I had for lunch sucked

2) the weather sucked and I didn't bring my sweater to school

3) the bathroom ran out of conditioner, my hair sucked : (

4) I slept right after I ate my dinner

5) I woke up and started eating Calbee, and I ate like half a bag of the Big Bag unconsciously, I SUCK

6) UGHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhh#I@!&$)(!$*U#P($!_@!

Bryan: Let's play tic tac toe!

*uses his nail to draw tic tac toe squares on styrofoam dinner box*

Me: Omg, stop!!! You're killing our ozone layer!

Sher: Yeah bry, if we die one day earlier in 2012 because of your tic tac toe, I'm gonna kill you

Bryan: Ohh ok. We're gonna die anyway.

Escapade

Yep, so Escapade's finally over! I made lots of friends, and it was really fun. DMAT people are damn awesome and talented, I swear. THEY ARE SUPER FUNNY!!!!!!!! Omg, up till now, I still can't get over this melvin joke. Though I screwed up like both of my beginnings, but it was ok! It's always goood to laugh at myself. And me and sher, has an unbelivably amazing chemistry. hahahhahahaha. Thank you everyone for encouragement and alll!!!!! and I hope the O level students had super super lots of fun, cause it seemed like they did. : )

And then, I took the bus back home at 12.30am, and I thought the lecturers were lying about people sending you alll the way to your door step!!!!!! I really had someone sending me back all the way TO MY DOOR STEP. HAHAHHA!!!! It was damn funnny. Super super groggy bus ride cause I know the uncle was putting his very best to send us alll home quickly.

And then Sam's birthday chalet! Sam, you're not boring ok. -.- We really had alot of fun!! and played truth or truth and I wouldn't loook at some people the same way again. and heart to heart talk with Selene was super super super nice!!!! <3

Alright, till then, BYEBYE! <3

OH OH OH!!!! and I have new balcony flooring!!!!! :D :D

While everyone's going for extravagant holidays, my family's gonna re-paint MY WHOLE ENTIRE HOUSE O_O

Oh dear. I tried fitting in my pair of mango jeans, AND NOOOOO I WAS HAVING SUCH A HARD TIME zippping it up!!!!! NOOOOOOOOO, but whateverz, i don't really wear jeans anyway!

Immensely satisfying gravy chicken and butter salmon for dinnner... Oh noooo. But like what my mom said, SALMON HAS GOOOOOOD FATS! :D

I napped for a goood 3 hour today and I amfeeeeling supeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrr! And sorry that I havent beeen blogging, schoool's boring, nuff said.

Dad #4

After grocery shoppping,


Me: Areee youuu sureee you don't neeed me to help you carrry somemore stuff? I still can one!

Dad: Have you forgotten that I'm the Last Samurai standing?

Me: -.- Omg

I miss free balloon day!

&

And all you could say was sorry,

but it's ok! i never expected you to do anything for me.

My dad told me alot alot alot of things while we were in the car. and yep! I do feeel alot alot better too! I guesss it's just me, I get over things very easily and hop back on my feet and be happy alll over again! and thank youuu people who listened to me, cause yeah I really appreciated it. <3

Today

I feel awful deep down inside. : /

I feel like I've wasted my time on something I thought would happen, and yet it didn't. He's such a sibei biatch for not editting my voice in it. : /

The series of unfortunate events

dad: eh! did anybody eat 2 siewmai when I was bathing?

everyone: huhhh nooo la!

dad: huhh I ordered 12 siewmai and he gave me 10?!?!? ta ma de (damn it), tomorrow I go as a ninja and burn their shop down.

Hair

I went for a haircut!!!!!!! I look like a total nooob now and you know how does a noob look like? A noob looks like me : (

I guesss I shall get used to it and the hair willl grow bacckkk. The hair person was like telling me I neeed treatment for my poooor hair and he kept on tsk-ing while he was snipping away : ( WHICH I THINK I neeed one tooo cause my pooor brittle hair is fallling, I AM BALDING!!!! : ( Sigh, balding poor pregnant me. : ( I'm pregnant cause today weiting told me I look pregnant. CRAPPPP :( :( : (

The weather's sooo niiiceee nowwwwwwwwwwwwww. <3 <3

Haw haw haw

friend says:
haha i just cut botak
and my mum screamed at me
even worse than when i showed her my results

yanhan says:
HAHAHHA!!!!


I really LOL-ed.

Yakult

I swear I swore alot in my mind yesterday. It wasn't exactly the chirpiest day of the week cause of a bad throat. But now it's oook! :D

Shermaine and I had to record our voices for Escapade! Oook, recording was fun yet a bitch. Cause everything had to be clear and end consonents must be really crisp and alll : / Had countless of re-takes here and theree.. but it was fun with Shermaine and the seniors around! We had girl talk today. Heh heh. (Y)

AND I REALLY THINkkk I gained weight already. : / UGHHH I hate schoool because I wouldn't be able to resist to eat during breaks. I MEAN?!? BREAKS ARE FOR YOU TO REST RIIIGHTTT buttt buttt I'll always end up eating.. sommmething. : /

Maaaaaaaaaaannnn

How do you know if a person's right for you? You mean, it's suppose to feeel right and alllll?

Ok, I donno what I'm blabbering.

Ughh, my life's so mundane and boring. C'mon projects, rollll in with your CA1s. I got a feeling I would regret saying this.

: )

First and foremost, sorrrrryy mooommm about your birthday, though you won't ever EVERRR read this, I love you to bits and I will always love love LOVEEE YOU!!!!!! <3 I WILL DEFINITELY MAKE IT UP TO YOU AND start eating the dinners that you coook and everything else.

And mad, hope you're really truly happy cause all of us would definitely do anything to bring a genuine smile to your face : )

And halloween was damn awesome. I was so psyched to seee everyone dressss up!!!! In my mind, I can't really think of who's the best dressed (though dave won best dressed) cause everyone was really really gooood! <3 We were suppose to play 3 games! But due to time constraint and everyone's super duper camwhorish mood and the stupid rain, we didn't plaaayy. :/ I was so looking forward to musical chairs and treasure hunt as welll, but!!! PASS THE PARCEL WAS DAMN FUN STILLL!!!!! Sabo-ing everyone. :P Although it was raining cats and dogs last night, we had a blast. A BLAST.

And I hope tammy's fine now toooo, you reallly made me super worried yesterday! ><

And last night, an old friend's initiative to start a conversation shocked me and all the nonsense that he said. We talked about the funny past, and I kinda misss it and I'm glad he didn't forget me as a friend.. though I almost did. Cheeer up and all the best for A's! Though you won't ever seee this, you're still a pretty nice chap.

I'm glad alll those madnesss came to a halt yesterday. Halloweeen and birthdays... Had and have soo many things to do, BUT YEP! I'LL DO MY BESTTEST! :D Thank you everyone for being in my life, cause without of all of you guys, I don't ever think I would survive. If the world does end in 2012, I can leave in peace at the age of 21 cause of ALLL OF YOUUUU who made a difference in my life <3

Exhausted

I AM TIRED BUT I HAD SUPER SUPER LOT OF FUN TODAY (Y)(Y)

I'm a happy exhausted girl :)

Orange

YES!!! I thought of what to wear for halloween already, it's suuuuper handmade and recyclable and scary (i think)!!!!!!!!!

OMGGGG I AM LOOOKING FORWARD TO WED AND FRI!!!!!! :D :D

12.09am

Saturdays aren't exactly very nice days cause it's the day where I have to mop the flooor and make it sparkly clean. But Saturdays are pretty nice tooo cause I get to wake up at 1pm and eat a waanndeerfoool dinner.

AND I smacked like 6 bugs to death already in my study room. My study wall is stained with bugs' goo though you can't see it cause usually they have invisible transulent guts I think? Lights attract bugs, BRINNG IT ON YOU SICKENING BUGS, I'm in my "hunter-killing" mode. And there's this freaking ugly fly on the wall, BIGGG AND HAIRY ONE, IT'S SO UGLY I FEEEL LIKE SWEARING BUT I HOLDING BACK THOSE WORDS AND I AM FEELING ITCHY UGHHH

Eyes

My eyes are veryy drrrryyyyy. I'm very very sleeepy, the aftermath of having 4 8am classes in 4 consecutive days and ending school at 7.30pm today, due to comm meeting. :( It's only the first weeeeek and I'm so drained.

AND I SPENT LIKE $7.70 on food today. 1 bowl of upsized wanton noodles, 1 can of milo, almond jelly with longan, phad thai and tom yam soup. I wouldn't have eaten the phad thai, IF NOT FOR LEEYEN who was eating happily in front of me. : (

and I really hate comparing how busy I'm with my other friends. I find it stupidly aimless to do so. LIKE OK YOU'RE BUSIER, WHATEVERRRR, I'm also busy ok I lead my own life you stupid busier than me person and I don't really care if you're busier than me just stop saying that you're busier than me.

Goooodnight wooorllld.

: )

Today was a whooollle lot better! CAUSE SCHOOL ENDED AT 12! Though school started at 8am today, again.

We went to orchard to shoooppp and ate thiiis MMMMMM awesome takoyaki, and we ended having 2 trays of it, which meant 12 pieces altogether BUT THEY WERE DAMN AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Impatient me ate them tooo hot and right now, I sense the grand arrival of the sore throat.

and I choked on a prawn shell today. Yayyy.

My Past

For all of you bored people out there itching for something to do/read, I'm willing to share my past with you!

my old blog,


www.chocolatewaffless.blogspot.com

50/100

Today was... normal. I give it 50/100.

I don't like making friends, you believe me? Felt super anti-social for GEMs, but the teacher haaaddd to make us go around the classs to say hello to everyone. But thank goodness for familiar faces.

Then halloweeen meeting cheered me up a little! Yeah, then I came home and felll asleep. What's new?

Things : )

dad: so tomorrow roti john for breakfast?

me: REALLY? YAY! but this time, my roti john i want to add tuna k

dad: tuna cannot suka suka add one, must add additional 50 cents



me: jie, i feeel like crap

jie: seriously, you have no reason to feel like crap, so stop feeling like crap.

me: :O OH YA!!!! there's no reason to...




mom: HAAAANNN!! How are youuu after schoool? *pats head*

me: : )

Ugh

Strange how I still feel like crap. I feeel like a forlorn eggtart left in the cold, where I am suppose to be in the oven where my home is, warm and crusty.

the 8 am class today didn't help much either. I hate taking trains with inconsiderate selfish people early in the morning cause it's just stupid. and I'm gonna desperately try to love Essentials of Finance and Media Law and Ethics and Advertising Management lectures with ah ni. Try.

I'm typing this way cause it's exactly how I am feeling right now. But yeah, everyone has their down moments, I would be crazy if I were to be happy allll the time. :/

Gone in a second

Pewwww.

No more crappish feeling yanhan, no more.

Mind-whirling vomit

Omg, I really feel like throwing up now. I havent been eating lunch properly, nor have I eaten my dinner. What I am feeling now is super surreal...

and then I started crying.

The person who made my heart race like a super duper race car. ><

Birthdays

Today was my cousin's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENNN!!!! Though I know you won't ever seee this, I wish you alll the best k.

It's so strange how my cousins and I don't talk much now. We see each other like, EVERY SUNDAY! Well, there's nothing much to talk about. So usually, we all just get our dinner and gather around the living room and eat silently and watch tv. Alot of my aunts and uncles have always been wondering what really happened, cause it's really strange that most of us are not talking to each other now. Talk about awkwarrrdd. And you know, I hardly get awkward around people, BUT I get awkward with my cousins now. : /

So sad right! We used to be the bestest playmates and noww...

and I think it's partly because they have alll grown to be so good looking now! All very very handsome, since all of them are guys. Heheh.

Sorry, I realize I kept on using "now" cause must emphasize that it'ss NOOWWW. Ok, schoool's starting tmr. I'm gonna start listening attentively and be more organized and not be a sloppy slob, cause people don't like sloppy slobs.

Another Saturday...

Oook, I didn't sleep welll last night, again. : (

Too many things were on my mind, sometimes I think too much. : /

I had (keyword: HAD) the perfect way to stop thinking too much, maybe you guys can try it too. CLEAR EVERRYYTHING in your mind, then think of a croissant in the middle of a spot light with a black background, and only the croissant is in focus. Keeep having that vision, till you fall asleep!!!

Somehow, it worked for me last week, but it didn't for this week. I'm really like a walking piece of waffle biscuit. I'm soooo tireddd.

Today

Went to sak's house to chilllllll. And I thought it was only me and mad going, and little did Iknow...

JIT WAS THERE ALSO!!! HAHAHA, he totally shocked the helll out of me, striding out of sak's room in her gold kebaya, leather jacket and shades!!! stupid boy.

But yeah, alll was gooood. (Y)

Awwww

I made this for my pa in Primary 4! Omg, it's been 8 years and I just found out that it's still attached to his suitcase although the beads have all come loose.

Ahhh, I feel so touched. Heheheh. <3

Baking Goddess

My sis and I baked a chocolate cake!!!!! FROM SCRATCH!!!! My sister is a baking goddess now, since she has been attending baking classes on saturdays!!!

IT WAS REALLLYYY GOOOOOD!!! FLUFFY AND LIGHT! and you know, I've never been a fan of cakes. AND I LOOOVE THIISSS <3

The Most Screwed Up Morning, everrrr

*phone ringss at bloody 8am*

I trudged out of my room to my study room (where the phone is) to answer the call

sis: Eh! Raining now! Go close the windows!

me: Ok. *hangs up phone and plopped back on my bed*


*phone rings again*

some weird stranger: BAO YI!!! wo gen ni jiang..

me: You called the wrong number. *goes back to sleep*


*phone rings again for the 3rd time*

another weird stranger: Hello, may I speak to Roger Lee?

me: wrong number. *goes back to sleep*


*phone rings again for the 4th time*

another weird stranger: Hello, may I speak to Pearlyn please?

me: who the hell is pearlyn?!??! *goes back to sleep*


*phone rings again for the 5th time*

By then, I was DAMNNN BLOOD ANNOYED byt he frigging number of WRONG NUMBER calls by weird strangers. I WONDER HOW THEY MIXED UP PEOPLE'S NUMBER!!!! AND CALL PEOPLE AT LIKE WHAT?!?! 8AM!?!?!?!

me: HELLO WHAT YOU WANT

some china person speaking in mandarin: Do you speak mandarin?

me: yeah?

some china person: Do you understand if I were to speak in mandarin?

me: huh yeah?!? (I mean if I speak mandarin, I should understand what you're speaking right!!!!!)

some china person: Oh, ok hello, my sir name is Zhang, and I would like to represent UOB credit card....

*slams down phone and disconnects phone cord and goes back to sleeep*

Dearest Dad

*dad studying his presentation script very very carefully at 12am*

me: Mmm? You got presentation tmr ah?

dad: Yep, no problem one la

me: wah seh, english leh, you can anot?

dad: can

me: suuuure you don't need my help?

dad: our english very different level one. My one is ah beng english, your one chim english, you wont understand one la. if I use your kind of english, people will laugh at me



LOLLL, my dad never fails to make me laugh

Insomnia

Argh, insomnia was back last night. Just let me have a goooood sleeeeep for the last few days of holidays! : (

I slept at like 3 and woke up at 7 and then rolled in bed and slept till 1pm : /




friend: so what do you normally like to do?

me: normal people stuff

friend: what kind of normal people stuff?

me: err, eat, sleep, lie on the bed, watch tv, watch the sky, use the computer, shopping?

friend: watch the sky? you mean normal people do that?

ANOTHER SHOPPPING TRRRIIPPP WITH HAPPY 3 FRIENDS!

I failed : (

Fortunately I didn't buy the $48 skirt :D cause that would mean, I saved $48!

and got this Java Chip with extra chocolate sauce, Omggggggg, gonna get a sore throat ><

CRAAAPPP, I got personal selling for GEMS :( Aiyah, anyhow tikam tikam.

I am still feeling super super tired, must be bloody meatballs. I don't get why some people dont have the slightest break out during their period, and yours truly gets a masssiive explosion of painful break out every single month. : ( : ( Heh, life's unfairrrrr but is okay! NEED TO BE OPTIMISTIC!!

UGH I HATE MEATBALL SEASON BUT I WOULD STILL LOVE TO WATCH CLOUDY WITH A CHANCE OF MEATBALLSSSSS!!!!!!

Dream

OMG I JUST WOKE UP FROM A SUPER SUPER LONG DREAM AND I CAN REMEMBER THE DETAILS BUT I AM NOT GONNA SAY IT CAUSE IF I SAY IT IT WONT HAPPEN ANYMORE : )

I feel terribly zonked now, cause I haven't brushed my teeth nor have I washed my face, cause I jumped out of my bed to check my GEMS appointment and it's at 1 so, aiyah, just wait for 1 then sign up. : (

PRESIDENT STAR CHARITY WAS AWEEESOME. You know, there was a series of unfortunate events that happened to me before that, and the strange thing is, I kinda forgot what happened to me cause everything else after that kinda made up for all the bad things that happened to me! Awesome or what right?!? At the reception, me and Jean just went crrraaazy, oh Jean's my new friend who's aaron's friend, who happens to be leeyen's friend too! Two crazy fan girls and one crazy fan boy, who's megs, hahaha and aaron was our camera man, THANKS MAN AH PA! <3







TAMMY SEE TAMMY SEE!


Beatles Unlimited

and some other unglam photos that I won't show, meheheh. : )

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Ok, I can't believe I'm ditching my family outing, class outing for..


PRESIDENT STAR CHAIRTY SHOOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARGGHH

Screw this sem's timetable, I HAVE LIKE 4 DAYS OF FREAKING 8AM CLASSES?!?! ughhh MY FRIDAYSSSS!!!! : ( AND NOOOO, HALLOWEEN IS ON FRIDAY THIS CANT BE HAPPENING THIS CANT BE HAPPENING!!! NOOOOOO :(

But today's planning was fuuuun! and I'm in love with Pretz ham and cheese flavour, cause it tastes uncannily alike ham and cheeese! DAMN WEIRD, TRY IT!

and fuji apple sparkling juice!!!!!! SHIOKSIO!

I realize I havent blogged about some stuff, but is ok! whateveer, I love the future, Pretz ham and cheese and fuji apple sparkling juice!!!! But not loving this sem's timetable. :(

Yawwwwwwwwww

Singapore idol was boring. I realize I always end up wearing uncomfortable shoes that bite my feet whenever I go to mediacorp. But nonetheless! It was good meeting up with the rest (Y)

and had mcdonalds' at like 10.45pm, I'm not going to do it again, I'm not going to!

Long train rides home are never boring with bei bao, tams and IBS2 <3

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO D:

I DONT WANNNA GO FOR SINGPORE IDOOLLLL

This sucks. : / But since everyone's going for the sake of everyone, I guesss everyone should just go. : /

ANYWAY! Yesterday attended this ammaaazzziing workshop at Laselle! I love art and craft! :D And we all made one new friend, though we were suppose to mix and mingle but we didn't. : / AND THE FOOD WAS GREAT! The unforgettable prawn aglio olio, and this baguette thing and foooooooooodd. (Y)

Drama

My aunt lent us her HONGKONG DRAMA COLLECTION! Well, part of it, those that we wannna watch (Y)

I was watching this show.. Actually, I dont think drama serials are very exaggerated, it really reflects reality. Not everyone is as genuine as they seem to be, not everyone has good intentions, everyone has an ugly side. Afterall, a paper has two sides, just like us.

Shopping never seems to be fruitful : (

Whoaaaza

OK, so now that the workshop's over, it's time to be a lazy slouchie AGAIN! WHOOPIE! :D I really kinda miss my workshop group people, though we promised to have random maggi mee outings whenever we can.

And watermelon sticky candies are really good! I nearly forgot about these babies' existence in the fridge.

: (

At times like this, I wish I could be a little more magnanimous

Everybody kimber cat!

HELLO!!!

I've been MIA, cause, I went to attend a stage performance workshop! HAHAH, finally I'm doing something meaningful in my holidays huh. : )

And really, at first I was hesitating cause ughhh, the sound of workshops, sound so technical. Like oh you know you'll be doign the usual stuff, like acting and all that and the trainers will be there and stuff, you know all that jazz. But! Since I was free, then I was like hmmm oh welll! WHY NOT RIGHT, so ding ding ding! I went for the workshop, along with mad, cel and Q. Hehe

We were all split into different groups :( But I was with Q, and the group was like a mix bag of candies, with many many different talents! Like, me and Q were from comperes (emcee-ing), there's this doode from beatboxing (DAMN COOL RIGHT!), guitarists, saxophonist, clarinetist (reminded me of squidward), singers, drama peeps... So! All of us were talented in a way or another and in 3 days time, we were suppose to put up this variety show with like everything inside! and I made like lots of new friends! and you know how I love making new friends. AWESOME RIGHT! Heheh

So for the show, I was Cherry QQ again, but I felt so different without Marmalade :( Seriously. My first time hosting a show without a companion, it was pretty scary! And everyone really depends on your cue and the words you say... it was just scary. And Don and Drew from 98.7FM were there to grade us! There's so much thiings to learn from them! Like how to be imprmptu and improvise stuff.

But yeah, overall the experience was enriching and interesting. I love everyone, cause seriously! They are all very nice people I met from different clubs. (Y)