Mind-whirling vomit

Omg, I really feel like throwing up now. I havent been eating lunch properly, nor have I eaten my dinner. What I am feeling now is super surreal...

and then I started crying.

The person who made my heart race like a super duper race car. ><

Birthdays

Today was my cousin's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENNN!!!! Though I know you won't ever seee this, I wish you alll the best k.

It's so strange how my cousins and I don't talk much now. We see each other like, EVERY SUNDAY! Well, there's nothing much to talk about. So usually, we all just get our dinner and gather around the living room and eat silently and watch tv. Alot of my aunts and uncles have always been wondering what really happened, cause it's really strange that most of us are not talking to each other now. Talk about awkwarrrdd. And you know, I hardly get awkward around people, BUT I get awkward with my cousins now. : /

So sad right! We used to be the bestest playmates and noww...

and I think it's partly because they have alll grown to be so good looking now! All very very handsome, since all of them are guys. Heheh.

Sorry, I realize I kept on using "now" cause must emphasize that it'ss NOOWWW. Ok, schoool's starting tmr. I'm gonna start listening attentively and be more organized and not be a sloppy slob, cause people don't like sloppy slobs.

Another Saturday...

Oook, I didn't sleep welll last night, again. : (

Too many things were on my mind, sometimes I think too much. : /

I had (keyword: HAD) the perfect way to stop thinking too much, maybe you guys can try it too. CLEAR EVERRYYTHING in your mind, then think of a croissant in the middle of a spot light with a black background, and only the croissant is in focus. Keeep having that vision, till you fall asleep!!!

Somehow, it worked for me last week, but it didn't for this week. I'm really like a walking piece of waffle biscuit. I'm soooo tireddd.

Today

Went to sak's house to chilllllll. And I thought it was only me and mad going, and little did Iknow...

JIT WAS THERE ALSO!!! HAHAHA, he totally shocked the helll out of me, striding out of sak's room in her gold kebaya, leather jacket and shades!!! stupid boy.

But yeah, alll was gooood. (Y)

Awwww

I made this for my pa in Primary 4! Omg, it's been 8 years and I just found out that it's still attached to his suitcase although the beads have all come loose.

Ahhh, I feel so touched. Heheheh. <3

Baking Goddess

My sis and I baked a chocolate cake!!!!! FROM SCRATCH!!!! My sister is a baking goddess now, since she has been attending baking classes on saturdays!!!

IT WAS REALLLYYY GOOOOOD!!! FLUFFY AND LIGHT! and you know, I've never been a fan of cakes. AND I LOOOVE THIISSS <3

The Most Screwed Up Morning, everrrr

*phone ringss at bloody 8am*

I trudged out of my room to my study room (where the phone is) to answer the call

sis: Eh! Raining now! Go close the windows!

me: Ok. *hangs up phone and plopped back on my bed*


*phone rings again*

some weird stranger: BAO YI!!! wo gen ni jiang..

me: You called the wrong number. *goes back to sleep*


*phone rings again for the 3rd time*

another weird stranger: Hello, may I speak to Roger Lee?

me: wrong number. *goes back to sleep*


*phone rings again for the 4th time*

another weird stranger: Hello, may I speak to Pearlyn please?

me: who the hell is pearlyn?!??! *goes back to sleep*


*phone rings again for the 5th time*

By then, I was DAMNNN BLOOD ANNOYED byt he frigging number of WRONG NUMBER calls by weird strangers. I WONDER HOW THEY MIXED UP PEOPLE'S NUMBER!!!! AND CALL PEOPLE AT LIKE WHAT?!?! 8AM!?!?!?!

me: HELLO WHAT YOU WANT

some china person speaking in mandarin: Do you speak mandarin?

me: yeah?

some china person: Do you understand if I were to speak in mandarin?

me: huh yeah?!? (I mean if I speak mandarin, I should understand what you're speaking right!!!!!)

some china person: Oh, ok hello, my sir name is Zhang, and I would like to represent UOB credit card....

*slams down phone and disconnects phone cord and goes back to sleeep*

Dearest Dad

*dad studying his presentation script very very carefully at 12am*

me: Mmm? You got presentation tmr ah?

dad: Yep, no problem one la

me: wah seh, english leh, you can anot?

dad: can

me: suuuure you don't need my help?

dad: our english very different level one. My one is ah beng english, your one chim english, you wont understand one la. if I use your kind of english, people will laugh at me



LOLLL, my dad never fails to make me laugh

Insomnia

Argh, insomnia was back last night. Just let me have a goooood sleeeeep for the last few days of holidays! : (

I slept at like 3 and woke up at 7 and then rolled in bed and slept till 1pm : /




friend: so what do you normally like to do?

me: normal people stuff

friend: what kind of normal people stuff?

me: err, eat, sleep, lie on the bed, watch tv, watch the sky, use the computer, shopping?

friend: watch the sky? you mean normal people do that?

ANOTHER SHOPPPING TRRRIIPPP WITH HAPPY 3 FRIENDS!

I failed : (

Fortunately I didn't buy the $48 skirt :D cause that would mean, I saved $48!

and got this Java Chip with extra chocolate sauce, Omggggggg, gonna get a sore throat ><

CRAAAPPP, I got personal selling for GEMS :( Aiyah, anyhow tikam tikam.

I am still feeling super super tired, must be bloody meatballs. I don't get why some people dont have the slightest break out during their period, and yours truly gets a masssiive explosion of painful break out every single month. : ( : ( Heh, life's unfairrrrr but is okay! NEED TO BE OPTIMISTIC!!

UGH I HATE MEATBALL SEASON BUT I WOULD STILL LOVE TO WATCH CLOUDY WITH A CHANCE OF MEATBALLSSSSS!!!!!!

Dream

OMG I JUST WOKE UP FROM A SUPER SUPER LONG DREAM AND I CAN REMEMBER THE DETAILS BUT I AM NOT GONNA SAY IT CAUSE IF I SAY IT IT WONT HAPPEN ANYMORE : )

I feel terribly zonked now, cause I haven't brushed my teeth nor have I washed my face, cause I jumped out of my bed to check my GEMS appointment and it's at 1 so, aiyah, just wait for 1 then sign up. : (

PRESIDENT STAR CHARITY WAS AWEEESOME. You know, there was a series of unfortunate events that happened to me before that, and the strange thing is, I kinda forgot what happened to me cause everything else after that kinda made up for all the bad things that happened to me! Awesome or what right?!? At the reception, me and Jean just went crrraaazy, oh Jean's my new friend who's aaron's friend, who happens to be leeyen's friend too! Two crazy fan girls and one crazy fan boy, who's megs, hahaha and aaron was our camera man, THANKS MAN AH PA! <3







TAMMY SEE TAMMY SEE!


Beatles Unlimited

and some other unglam photos that I won't show, meheheh. : )

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Ok, I can't believe I'm ditching my family outing, class outing for..


PRESIDENT STAR CHAIRTY SHOOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARGGHH

Screw this sem's timetable, I HAVE LIKE 4 DAYS OF FREAKING 8AM CLASSES?!?! ughhh MY FRIDAYSSSS!!!! : ( AND NOOOO, HALLOWEEN IS ON FRIDAY THIS CANT BE HAPPENING THIS CANT BE HAPPENING!!! NOOOOOO :(

But today's planning was fuuuun! and I'm in love with Pretz ham and cheese flavour, cause it tastes uncannily alike ham and cheeese! DAMN WEIRD, TRY IT!

and fuji apple sparkling juice!!!!!! SHIOKSIO!

I realize I havent blogged about some stuff, but is ok! whateveer, I love the future, Pretz ham and cheese and fuji apple sparkling juice!!!! But not loving this sem's timetable. :(

Yawwwwwwwwww

Singapore idol was boring. I realize I always end up wearing uncomfortable shoes that bite my feet whenever I go to mediacorp. But nonetheless! It was good meeting up with the rest (Y)

and had mcdonalds' at like 10.45pm, I'm not going to do it again, I'm not going to!

Long train rides home are never boring with bei bao, tams and IBS2 <3

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO D:

I DONT WANNNA GO FOR SINGPORE IDOOLLLL

This sucks. : / But since everyone's going for the sake of everyone, I guesss everyone should just go. : /

ANYWAY! Yesterday attended this ammaaazzziing workshop at Laselle! I love art and craft! :D And we all made one new friend, though we were suppose to mix and mingle but we didn't. : / AND THE FOOD WAS GREAT! The unforgettable prawn aglio olio, and this baguette thing and foooooooooodd. (Y)

Drama

My aunt lent us her HONGKONG DRAMA COLLECTION! Well, part of it, those that we wannna watch (Y)

I was watching this show.. Actually, I dont think drama serials are very exaggerated, it really reflects reality. Not everyone is as genuine as they seem to be, not everyone has good intentions, everyone has an ugly side. Afterall, a paper has two sides, just like us.

Shopping never seems to be fruitful : (

Whoaaaza

OK, so now that the workshop's over, it's time to be a lazy slouchie AGAIN! WHOOPIE! :D I really kinda miss my workshop group people, though we promised to have random maggi mee outings whenever we can.

And watermelon sticky candies are really good! I nearly forgot about these babies' existence in the fridge.

: (

At times like this, I wish I could be a little more magnanimous

Everybody kimber cat!

HELLO!!!

I've been MIA, cause, I went to attend a stage performance workshop! HAHAH, finally I'm doing something meaningful in my holidays huh. : )

And really, at first I was hesitating cause ughhh, the sound of workshops, sound so technical. Like oh you know you'll be doign the usual stuff, like acting and all that and the trainers will be there and stuff, you know all that jazz. But! Since I was free, then I was like hmmm oh welll! WHY NOT RIGHT, so ding ding ding! I went for the workshop, along with mad, cel and Q. Hehe

We were all split into different groups :( But I was with Q, and the group was like a mix bag of candies, with many many different talents! Like, me and Q were from comperes (emcee-ing), there's this doode from beatboxing (DAMN COOL RIGHT!), guitarists, saxophonist, clarinetist (reminded me of squidward), singers, drama peeps... So! All of us were talented in a way or another and in 3 days time, we were suppose to put up this variety show with like everything inside! and I made like lots of new friends! and you know how I love making new friends. AWESOME RIGHT! Heheh

So for the show, I was Cherry QQ again, but I felt so different without Marmalade :( Seriously. My first time hosting a show without a companion, it was pretty scary! And everyone really depends on your cue and the words you say... it was just scary. And Don and Drew from 98.7FM were there to grade us! There's so much thiings to learn from them! Like how to be imprmptu and improvise stuff.

But yeah, overall the experience was enriching and interesting. I love everyone, cause seriously! They are all very nice people I met from different clubs. (Y)