NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. 7AM IN SCHOOL TMR. FRIIGGGING 7AM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!??!??????????????????????????/////////

Plans cancelled and postponed todayy cause birthday girl couldnt make it : ( But it's ok!!! I needed a good rest today anyway. I really had a good rest!!!! Had time to make a birthday card and did up cue cards for tmr's event. It's been a long time since I last hosted an event.. and I'm doing it with my favourite boy. : )

I was bored so I went to look through old photo albums and I found this one with all my mom's old photos when she was a teenager. Wah, she really damn hot. and my dad was hot too. Hahahaha now also hot la. hahahahah. I like looking through my childhood photos, cause I never want to forget it. Everytime I ask my mom about her childhood, she forgot alot of things. But I want to remember mine regardless of my age, even when I am in my 40s, 50s, 60s and so on.

Another Sunday

My mom and sis are watching hong kong drama on their computers and it's damn annooyyinggg, I'm reeally starting to get annoyed by the same old actors with bad make up and canto accent, damnnn annooyyyinnngggggg@!&#(*@&!#*(&9

and my mom has been coughing damn badly, and so the house is abit sick-ish, filled with sick air. Sometimes i feel sick when I am at home. I hope everyone will become welll and energetic againn.

weather damnn humid lately, super hottttttt. And we can't really switch on the aircon cause of the sick air. So can you imagine the sick air in my house COMBO together with the bloody weather?!?!??! It's deadly.

K then, in a few mins. , bei bao is coming over my house to do script together for our tuesday event. MOMMY PLS STOP WATCHING THE HONG KONG DRAMAAA, IT'S KILLING MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. : (

I felt like a really good friend yesterday. But today, I felt like a really bad daughter. I just left my mom to do grocery shopping alone, ALONE!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. : (

Goodbye, goodbye, good friend, goodbye

I can't believe I actually teared while reading mark's email to me. I REALLY AM GONNA MISS YOU FLOWER!!!!! it's so strange how we actually met and became friends, what a fascinating random phenomenon. and I actually woke up at 4 today just to send him offf with tams and we took the good ol' train. he's gonna be gone for 6 months, so yeah, I hope he will be fine. : )

so yesterday, we hung out at tam's before mark's farewell!!!!!!! wah seriously tams, your oreo cheeesecake is da bombbb I LOVE IT!!!!! we played wii and just lazed around when it was raining heavily outisde, it was really nice and warm. and mark fetched me and zach, i really have phobia taking his car. And the phobia grew even more when he fetched me home last night. WE TOOK ONE HOUR AND TEN MINS TO REACH MY HOUSE!!!!! to figure our way out from bukit batok to choa chu kang, when the train only takes like 2 stops?!?!?!??!?!? I really got damn scared, i mean both of us. HAHAHHAHAHHA BUT it was damn funny to get lost, damn funny. I am gonna miss it.

so i rushed from changi airport to schoool for SB FOP rehearsal, the people there are nice people!!! and went back home and crashed ont he bed for 3 hours and here I am. and I have to go back to school again at 7. T______T today was a long, draining, and sad day.

Met up with my primary school friends after 7 years!!! AND THE STRANGEST THING EVER was that, we weren't even awwkward with each other!!!! and all of our characters are stilll the same as we were 7 year back ago though our looks changed quite a bit! we had like endlesss things to talk, and we're even going out again next week!!!! is this like so cooool or what?!?!? and most of us have friends who are like each other's friends now, it's a really really small world. But what can I say, singapore is small!

then WHIP IT IS A GREAT MOVIE! watched it with saks today!!! WAH WE COUPLE SEATS!!! SO ROMANTIC!!!! we really thought we were going to be the only ones in the theatre, but no :/ but still very little people and i think we made the most noise anyway, hahaha. damn fuuunnn <3

Sunday

So everything ends on a Sunday, whether the week was good or not, depends on how you feel on Sunday. I don't really know what to do on Sundays and I never wanted to do anything on that day anyway. But yeah, most of the time, I feel good. Feels very serene today, the chilly weather and wrapping myself in my fav. snuggly yellow blanket.

Last week, I really had a crappy Sunday cause I had crap thoughts flooding my mind. But this week's good, though the day hasn't ended. There're somethings we've to learn to let them roll when you know nothing good is going to come out of them. No matter how much you like them or desire to have them, wellll... some things are meant to be yours and some things will never be.

friend says:
EAT THIS BITCH _|_
send this
works aaaaaaaaaaaaaaalllllll the time
99% of the people don't reply anymore
1% of them, truly deserves to eat it

Broke because I had kuishinbo for lunch this weeek, $32
Broke because I bought this reeeaaally nice highwaisted pants, $45.90
Broke because I had 2 cups of milk tea this week, $3.80
Broke because I upsized my pon tian nooodles, $4.50
Broke because I had Mcspicy extra value meal for dinner today, $6.75
Broke because I bought identical shirts with IBS2 (it was on sale!!!!), $29.90


OMG i SPENT $122.85 THIS WEEEK. Sian.

Kkkkkk great i am broke. but I had a really good week. : )

Bliss

HAHHA I FOUND THIS AT SAK'S BLOG. Well, happiness is slowly trickling back again! THANK YOU MY LOVELY FRIENDS AND FAMILLYYY, EACH EVERY ONE OF YOUUuu who would always be there for me no matter what.

Ok, so like 3 more weeks of holidays left! and I'll be embarking on my fiinalll yearr, which sounds scary, unpredictable and saddening. It's sad because I would be leaving SP and SP is like family to me, one of the places where I met all the greatest people I would ever meet in my entire life, place with goooooood food that reminds me of home sometimes, and the greatest and coolest lecturers whom we can just talk to like friends, no stress talking to them and popping by their rooms to just chit chat and steal foood, sooo many things I've learnt and grown from them and there was never once where I felt alone or lonely in school because I've the greatest friends around me all the time. <3

And it's also sad that old lecturers are leaving and the new ones are coming, and I don't really like the idea of that, but what to do? :( The only modules I'm looking forward to next sem would be broadcast journalism and radio production, the two elective modules I'm soo blooody lucky to get into and in the same classs as IBS2 as well!!!!! damn happy. and of course, LUNCH TIMEEEEE, I LOVE LUNCH TIME and spending time during lectures thinking of what to eat every time.

K BYE : )

Went out with mark and tammy yesterday and it was pretty funnn AND SHIOOKKK. and then mark insisted to drive us back home when alll i REALLY WANNTED was to take the darn MRT homeeeeee. And we had to make rounds and rounds just because he's not very good with directions and neither were me and tammy. HAHAHHAaa it was crazy, first time sitting in a friend's car with my friend driving.

I FEEEEL GOOOOOOOODDDD ALREADAY!!!!!

It's good to let go off things sometimes. And I went shopping with old friend, szehui!!!! Omg, I misss her tooo muchhhh, had too many things to say to each other!!!! <3

I don't know why but I'm still mad angry inside, scolding all sorts of bad names I can think of describing the worst of you in my brain. And then I realized, it's not gonna help the situation at all.

Awww, thanks guys.


: )

Round round round

I'm missing all the takoyaki I ate today. Oh those crunchy round balls of happiness. I had 10!!!

Don't care already, today happy day!!! And drank our milk tea as usual. The world seemed alot brighter today, cause the happy three friends went out. and finally met MY BABY TAMMMYYYY HAHAHAHHA. I think she'll annoyed when she sees this.

It has been raining for daysssss and dayss!!!!! I don't why but I havent been in the best of moods, issit a sign that my bloody sloppish meatball companion is coming?

Yesterday I didn't go to my grandma's house cause I was sleeping all the sleep that I havent slept for the past night. But my mom packed foood fromthere!!! Like alot of foood!!! And although it wasn't hot anymore, I felt warm instantly. : )

I don't want to socialize so much anymore. I don't really want to be bubbly. I don't really want to talk to some people. I am rude sometimes. I don't really know what's with me now, but I hope this feeeling is temporary!

Boo, you whore.

I'm back from camp with a scratched throat and aching joints. Whispering talks, blankie talks and taboo had been fun. Jit tells super scary ghost stories, kns. :(

I had another great day today : )

so I was brushing my teeth just now and I took a peeep in my parent's roooom and my rooom where my sister was sleeping, they were sleeping so soundly and I realize how much I love them. :')