I talked to flower today on the phone just now!

Pitch!!

Wow.. so the final pitch is finalllyyy over. Although we didn't win, I felt like alll of us were winners! We had two teams tied in for second, and we're one of them! and we got $300, haven't really thought of how we're going to spend it.

It's so so scary to be one of the 3 presenters of your team, cause it's the feeling of not wanting to screw up so badly and there're so many important people around watching us like some top industry players, lecturers, awesome school mates and your team mates, and the spot light hitting on you where you couldn't see anyone but you know all the attention is on you. BUT I AM SO GLAD IT'S OVER NOW!!!!!! and we got to talk to people frm the industry and stufff, it was a really, really, really good experience. I felt like I was 30 years old, I just felt old and matured and grown up. It's a really weird feeling. and today I woke up, it felt like yesterday was like a dream, but it wasn't. Oh welll. it was cooooooooool. : )

Am online now, only because I'm waiting for any updated slides or anything for the presentation tmr. SO TIRED PLS!!!!! have been staying back in school almost every day for rehearsals for the final pitch and waiting for other groups.... Omg, this routine is sick.

AND ALTHOUGH EVERY DAY WAS SO DRAINING AND WHATEVER, today was the ultimate bomb. I SO TOTALLY DIDNT REGRET GOING FOR TODAY'S CONNECT EVENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3 <3 <3 THE FOOD WAS <3 <3, AND PEOPLE WERE <3 <3 AS ALWAYS. shit, I really really love my batch people toooo toooooo much. They are seriously too awesome. I love random hugs when we see each other and sudden outburst of laughter or just waving frantically at each other or shouting each other's name or giving weird names to each other. Aiyah, I LOVE THE YEAR 3s!!!!!! <3

Ok!

So, I fell sick on the first day of the week and was feeling absolutely horrendous the whole entire day.. and then!!! my uncle called to say that my aunt has delivered!!!!! it's a baby giirlll!!! and there she is over there.

after that, me and my sister went to my grandma's house to have dinner and then my dad picked us up to Thomson Medical Centre to visit my new cousin!! That place is amazing, like once you step inside the maternity ward you feel instant.. BLISS. and she was so small, like one and half loaf of bread. Her english name hasnt been decided.. but her chinese name has, hello ruixi!!!!!

Mmmmm

I had a really hearty breakfast today!!!! Like what a quote says, eat your breafast like a king, and I sure did. Had beehoon with runny egg and fishcake (runny eggs and fishcake combo!!! ), and then chee kueh (i love those oily circular thingss) and then a bowl of hot tau huey!!! ULTIMATE GREASE BOMB (cept for the tau huey) but soooo gooooood.

and then I had a hearty, hearty dinner. My ah pa whipped up some stir-fried udon with shitake mushrooms, ginger and garlic. FRIGGING HELL JUST MUSHROOMS GINGER AND GARLIC AND IT MADE ME GO CRRRAAAAZEEHH like a wild child. His current obsession is now udon, after eating some really goood udon last week from some japanese restaurant. that's how good my ah pa is.

and I am excited to eat at my grandma's tmr! I can't wait to seee what she's cooking. Her springrolls always spring me up, and the thought of sesame oil coated chicken slipping into my mouth is making me so hungry now. Oh shit. I realize I keep blogging about food and school. bear with me people!!!!

FYP

FYP PRESENTATION IS FINAAALLLYY OVERR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and we went home late last night, cause we were the very last team to present! and elaine's the presenter before me, and she's damnn funnny she's forever making me laugh, and during her presentation I HAD TO REALLY SINK MY FINGER NAILS into my poor hands so that I could refrain from laughing cause I was the next presenter and I didnt want to screw our entire team up like how I screwed my presentation for EOF by laughing through 3/4 of my presentation... AND I DIDNT LAUGH!!!! I felt all clammy and cold just waiting for our turn to present and my mouth was stiffened to even break into a smile. and after everything, I thought all hopes were lost... and everyone was in a pretty sian mood cause we thought we didn't do very welll...

AND TODAY WHEN I CHECKED MY EMAILLLL, I REALIZED WE'RE ONE OF THE TOP 3 TEAMS TO PRESENT THE PITCH TO OUR CLIENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh. my. gosh. I feel like I could do anything right now. (Y) OUTREACH TEAM A!!!!

I misss flower, bitch and shia labeouf. But life goes on. : (

I haven't really been updating much, just bits and scraps on how I'm feeling. But lately I've been feeling crappish. Have been staying late in school every single day, lessons which end super early in the day were only there to mislead us. Early days which you though you could go shopping, watch a movie or just go home, are actually strategically arranged in a way that we could have the rest of the day doing... FYP (a.k.a final year project). But!!! I must say I am starting to know my group mates alot better (cause half of them are from different classes) and it's not awkward now, considering how much time.. we have spent in just two weeks.

then come home, eat, watch tv and then too tired to do anything so I sleep at 10. Sounds like what a primary school kid would do right? Ok maybe not. primary school kids nowadays very happening, got a lot of life. Morning classes are dreadful, I only like tuesdays.

and I really misssss hanging out with peopleeee i loooveee.

Fooood

I really havent been watching what I eat. I just ate pizza hut with my sister again!!!!! i binge eat sometimes, and I know it's bad but the feeling of stuffing down 6 slices of pizza feels... phenomenal and then after all that, I feel good. and then.. I start to feel horrible. like now. : (

Need. to. stay. positive.

Me and sak couldn't do filming for aaron : ( and FYP presentation tmr !!!!!!!!!

I feeeel.... crappy. Yeah, that's what.. I'm feeling now.

Sorry : (

I feel like I have been super mean lately. I don't really know why.. Like really really mean!!! oh welll.

But on the other hand, I like to send happy good morning messages to random people whom i care about during my 7.30am train ride to school, and receiving their replies. hahahah.

I'm going to miss both of you, more than you know it. : ( and both of you don't know the existance of my blog.. but oh well. I REALLY REALLY AM!!!!

MARK KOH YOUR EMAILS ARE SO @!#*)(@!*#). WHY YOU ALWAYS MAKE ME CRY : (

Today, I was too harsh on a friend I love alot. I'm sorry!!!!! :(

I just mopped the floor. I hate doing house chores. I feel like cinderella, without the glass slippers, prince charming and fairy god mother.

Yesterday

So I have been feeling crappy for almost every day in the entire week but yesterday.. was SUPER EPIC FUUN!!!!!!! cause i went to weiwen's house last night! cause he's gonna enlist next monday and we wanted to meet up for the last time before he goes in soo.. yeah.

His family cheered me up into bitssss, I love everyone in there. Felt like all my troubles melted away and I didn't need to care about them then. 3/4 of the time that I was there, I spent it on my laughing my heart out cause everyone so cute there!!! watched HBO with his entire family on the couch, ate cheeesecake that he made for me, having a heart to heart talk with his mother and his younger brothers were showing me around, and looking at random old childhood things and old photo albums, with his mother snapping alot of pictures of me and I don't know why and blasting music at 11pm int he night and singing taylor swift songs.. Omg.

I'm so gonna miss you bitch, pls take care!!!

: )

Talking to my sister over dinner was the best part of the weeeeeek. I've been so preoccupied with my own thoughts, I totally forgot to share them with her. and she bought me a blueberry tart!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) and it feels good to be happy tonight.

Another Sundayyy..

So went to town yesterday to seeee sak perm her hairr and bei bao to trim his browsss!!!! sak looks super high fashion now, seriously SERIOUSLY!!!!!! it's so vintage high fashion. i screamed when i saw her, HAHAHAHH!!!!

so it's a sunday again!!! My family members have different obsessions. my dad has this obsession of cooking chicken curry on weekends, and he cooked it again this sunday, I don't know why but he thinks it isn't perfect but I think it's super super perfect already!!!! and now my mom and sis switched to watching korean dramas, instead of hong kong dramas, they really super hardcore drama fanatics. and my obsession? I don't really have one now, hahha.


sis: HAN!! QUICK, I SHOW YOU SOMETHING!!!

me: huh what??!

sis: I BOUGHT NEW SHOES!!!!!

me: WHAT NOOO YOU SO DID NOT

sis: I SO DID!!! I quickly rushed and hid it in the storeroom at a nice safe spot : )


my sister and her obsession with shoes. SHE REALLY HAS ALOT ALOT SHOES

LAST DAY OF HOLIDAY : (

my pretty momma


my handsome ah pa
























my sister and I've constipated smiles

Yesterday, went karaoke with my primary schoool kiddozz!!!!! I HAD SO SOO SOOO MUCH FUUNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it's so strange how close we're getting, though it's our 2nd meet up, i felt like I know them for yearrrssss. More outings to come :)

Today, went for ice cream therapy with an old friend. : )

and then, went for one of my dear friend's father's wake. : ( I felt really really sad, even though I don't even know her father personally.. but just seeing her so tired and sad made me cry and made me hug her so tightly I didn't want to let go. and I saw kent!!!! it's been sooo long, i misssed him and he cheered me up. Pls take care li ling!!!!! i love you so much, <3

Ugh stupid weather

Today's event was really damn fun, even though it's really screwed. I don't know how to say this.. but yeah, that's how it was. We were told to be there at 7, and we did absolutely nothing until like 8.15 all the lecturers and people in charge started finding us to tell us the super last min. changes when the event was going to start in half an hour's time and we didnt have any rehearsals before that and we were so afraid to screw up in front of so many people, but... We didn't!!! Ok we did, a little.. but everyone laughed at our mistakes, and it was all in the name of FUN. i had fun.

Came back home and swam, the weather's so crazy that the pool's water was actually LUKE WARM!!!!!! Omggg, just the way I like my soya milk to be. So I was imagining swimming in a biiiigggggg cup of lukewarm soya milk and I felt disgusted. BUT YAYY!!! I FINALLY EXERCISED!!! All the crap food I have been discreetly eating and throwing away the evidence so my mother doesn't find out. Hehehe : D

And my dear sister bought like 300g of famous amous cookies and I WONDER HOW SHE ACTUALLY FINISHED EVERYTHING until left 5 nia, in frigging 3 days?!?!??! I know that's possible, but I don't really eat.. cookies the hardcore way.

It's raining heavily now and I suddenly thought of flower. Thoughts of tidal waves crashing on his ship and everything scare me. Please be okay, flower!!!!!