Weird weather

Since I am home early on a friday, I shall blog. I was suppose to go town and watch inception thenn things went awry and plans got screwed up and then was still suppose to go town but THE WEATHER SO FREAKING NICE?!?!??! aiya, come home sleeeeep. AND I SLEPT FOR A GOOOD TWO HOURS!!!! under my blankie and it was the most awesomest sleep ever. but I am going later still!!! it was a good decision to go home.

The weather has been reeaaaally weird. YESTERDAY WAS SO HOT AND SUNNY and today it was raining like mad and it was sooo coooold. I dont know why but I like the rainy weather better! But yeah, this week hasnt really been a good week so I am kinda determined to end today with a good note. wah, I dont really know what to say.. BUT I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO NEXT MONNNDAYYY!!!

and yesterday's test was really messed up, I TOTALLY DIDNT KNOW WHAT I WAS WRITING!!! My mind was like... O__________O aiyah whatever.

You willl always be my lovely sistaaaaa babbyyyy and I WILL LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT!!! even if you leave the club cause you will be signing up for membership for the next club :)




Today initially started offf bad and shakey but I made it into a happier and sunnier day!!! :) 10 tako yaki and got double stamps, DOUBLE STAMPS ON THE CARD!! Yayyy I got so many stamps on the new card i feel like i can advance anytime. and we didn't use our old card to redeem the 10 piece CAUSE WE REMEMBER YOU BEI BAO!!! We'll never ever redeem the 10 piece without you, it iwll be against our morals if we ever did.

and then had FYP.. and then!! me and lainester went to hang outt at HV and had starbucks and they remade drinks for us even though we finished half cause it was tooo sweeet so we had like one and a half cup of drinks. awwwwwww, it was a nice day. :)

I SURVIVED ANOTHER WEEK

wah so strange why last week so chillll ~ then this week is like HIOONNNNGGG already. :S rushing radio and broadcast. HANDLING QUITE OK-ISH!!!! gonna film at10am in the morning tmr, :S OMg, my achy shoulders form all the laptop carrying this week. :S

This week had been a really happening week. Just today alone, got quite alot happened already. We seen the extreme ugliness of people, which came from a balding, oily haired, short, fat lecturer. YES I AM STILLL MADDDDD just thinking about it. ok chilllllllllll. and running up and down and collecting filming equipment... and saw another kind of ugliness, which came from YET ANOTHER balding person, who is our dearest e______d. Why are bald people so angsty anal?!?!? I;ve learnt that sometimes when you say stuff to stand up for yourself or for someone, it doesn't always work.

AND THERES A FLYING COCKROACH IN MY ROOM NOW OMG WHYYYY FLYCOCKROACH SEASONNNNNNNNNNNN :(:(

i hate it when my mom's friends come over, i just don't...like it. ><

saturday plans got cancelled.. and here I am stuck at home, which is not an entirely bad thing cause I realize i have got 2 assignments to complete by this week and we're gonnna film stufff this week.. :( I havent got anything done yet, as usual...

Yesterday was pretty awesome though! we went to watch the battle of the bands and Will Submit On Monday got third place!!!!!! then went to macs w tam and went home.

theres this radio show thing that I have to churn out by friday and ALL I COULD THINK OF was, the name of the show which would be called fruit shake and the DJs will be called lychee and atapchee, which most likely i woudnt be using it cause it sounds plain retarded, i wouldnt want to listen to such a show. is this the best you can think of yanhan?!?!?! from all the time you had today?!?!??! sigh.

HOLY CRAP ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!!

Omggg I had the most awesome birthday everrr (i say that every year) BUT I only say that cause my birthday does get better each and every year!!!!! omg....

I am still int he midst of replying my facebook wall posts... SO TIRED NOW but i am super determined to thank every single one of them cause they were so sweet to even wish me in the first place!!!! < 3 Omg, hugs hugs hugs everyone!!!!!!!!!!!

ze clique, I cant express how much LOVE I have for you guys, i know eveyr single one of you was so tired from all the projects and alll, and yet you guys still thought so welll and planned everything so detailed!!!! ok i know my english not very goood but you all love me for that. THANK YOU THANK YOUUUU i had so much fun spending my special day w you, especially just playing monopoly and letting me win on purpose sak, awww!!!!!! the card, the pretty skirt and the VIRGIN EYE BROW THREADING appointment at browhaus... I DONNO WHAT TO SAAY BUT I LOVE Y'ALLL, so much love it's OVERFLOWING!!!!!!!!!

and meeting pris the bestfriend!!!! Omggg I haddd sooo muchhhh fun just catching up w you and stufffff even though i was dead tired and you were tired from work toooo BUT I LOVE YOU I SEEE YOU AGAIN ON SAT w jus and dax. I love you guys very muchys tooooooo < 3

/EDIT EDIT!!! and I < 3 my family suuuperr uberrr muchys toooo, Omg the delicioussss secret recipe chocolate cake and AND AND!!!! chilli crab dinner!!! I LOVE YOUUuu

thank you everyone who made this silly willy girl so freaking happy today, I am overwhelmed. :)

Although we're not together w each other right now, but we're looking at the same skyyyy ~

HAHAHHAHAa just suddenly thought of something super cheeesy as I was sky watching. I hope you're doing gooood, lets talk again soon!!!

YAYY SUNDAYS!!! I have a love/hate r/s w sundays, cause on sundays I feel my bestest and then... i know on sundays when i sleep, i will wake to monday.

Today we didnt go to grandma's cause papa's not in the city, soooo... we decided to just stay at home. I didn't do much but laaze around.. I was suppose to do my CIBM project, but i kinda lost the brief... sooooo.... I HAVENT DONE MY PART!!!! which I am not even slightly bothered about it.

I watched despicable me w my sister already!!it was disappointing. :( I DONNOOO I DIDNT laugh much and its always soooo eeaaasy to make me laugh. maybe cause the trailer had all the funny parts in it and I watched the trailer and i laughed at it already. oh welll.

i am recently pretty hooked on this show called Jon and Kate plus 8!!!! i love watching little kiddies, k i just sounded like a PAEDO BUT WHATEVER!!! they just brighten up my day... with their silly laughters and smiles and stupid things that they say. and its really sad cause the parents are going through a divorce and these 8 kids are still so little!!!! its just heart breaking, i kept crying at some points. :( Yeah, thats about it, all that's on my mind right now!

Plans

I wish people would stop asking me about what I plan to do after poly, cause I really.. have no clue. Actually I do, I wannna follow the conventional route of going into a uni but somehow, the idea seems..bleeeeaak. I don't have a terrible GPA, but its not like I have a REALLLLY awesome GPA. Not a scholar, high flyer, president of a club... just an ordinary, ordinary, ORDINARY student.

Seems like I am left with these two semesters to pulll my socks up, but I am lacking motivation. Everyone around me is too, which..affects me even more. Schoool seems like a chore, my interest for something seems to come and go really quickly that..I stop liking something. The visit to Singapore Press Holdings yesterday made me feel like I have made the wrong decision again, the wrong decision of making my choice of internship too fast. I really would love to intern there, but now I am stuck with Moving Visuals. Butttt I never know, the thought of going into a really foreign place and not knowing anyone seems frightening, but exciting at the same time. I am ready to spreaaaaddd my super positive smiley happy vibes to new people and make new friends though!!! I'm looking forward to internship!!! Welll, ok, maybe it isnt so bad afteralll.

Then had a chit chat w my classmates on graduation holiday trips!!! I would loooove to go w them. I am gonna miss my class, we stuck w each other for 3 yearssss and I am reeeeeeeaaallly gonna miss every single one of them, I feel really blessed. Well, I LOVE EVERYONEEE from my cohort, they are like, the most awesome people I have met in my life so far. dead awesome.

Ppl who are still reading this blog, awwwww, I love you guys tooooooo. :)

MY ANTI SOCIAL DAYS SEEM TO BE DRIFTING AWAY!!!!! I feeel like meeting tons of people now, i misss hanging out w tons of people !!! k it's 5.13 and I am at home and not schoool, ther emust be something wrong. I LOVE DAYS LIKE THESEEEEE

A really nice thing.. to do

I went out w my pri school friends yesterday! IT WAS SUUUUUUUUUPER fun! we always have a lot of gooood laughing fun together. We had this crystal jade xiao long bao buffet and i ate 20 xiao long baos!?!?!?? and alot of other thingss... i don't know how i did that BUT I JUST DID IT. And I know I damn noob, but it was my first time eating at crystal jade!!! so embarrassing.. Hahaha. But I don't usually eat out cause i have an awesome father who cooks awesome foood, WHAT WOULD I DO WITHOUT YOU IN MY LIFE, PA???? : )

and then they treated me and sheryle to haagen daaz ice cream. It was kinda my first time eating haagen daaz ice cream too. Gosh, I feel like a village girl, never eaten at crystal jade and haagen daaz, but I know I am a really lucky girl cause I still got to eat them! I was soo tired on wednesday already, but meeting up w them totally didn't make me even more tired, strangely. I looove these girrlliess.

and today.. I REALLLYYYyy didn't want to come to schoool T___T But I dragged my asss outta bed and offf I went to schoooool for koid's class. AND then Public relations writing, sian to the max. and it was raining sooo heavily!! it was a mistake to wear my flippies and shorts, never knew the skyy would turn his back against me and my toes were like frozen chicken sticks. but lunch w sak was suuupperr shioook! ate at her fav. place, and wah up till now, still cant believe she paid 4.90 for that bowl of YONG TAU FOOO O____O damn those money scammmmeeerrrrrssssss. and then took a warm shower and pooof! under my blankie, with the raindrops pelting against my glass windows, soooooo shiiiooooook

Believe it or not, I still feel pretty anti-social though I don't show it. I liiike to sit at home and rolll in bed and open the fridge door when there's not alot of food I can find in there and roll around in bed and switching ont he fan and sit in front of it for 10 whole minutes. I am probably a 70% introvert and 30% extrovert? I am a true blue homey girlie!!!

What. a. day.

TODAY'S MONDAY, meaning there's schoool today. SCHOOL STARTED ALREADY. : ( I realize I am becoming more vulgar lately, I do say out a few _____ sometimes, but I try to keep my mouth shut cause I don't want to make it a habit. And although my mouth is shut, my mind is like a running commentary of all the expletives I can think of in this world. This, is how ___ed up I am feeling about school. School's becoming a chore now, I can't... really describe the emotion I'm feeling right now it's like a mixture of ____ and ____. OMG SEE WHAT I MEAN

and this new teacher in charge of our Final Year Project is like?!?!?!??! _____ed up. wah once he starts talking hor... MAKES NO BLOODY SENSE AND UGHHhhhhH@!@!#!*(@#*(!@&*@!& waste our blooody time and so slow!!!!!! MAJOR. COMMUNICATION. BARRIERRRR. I'm sorry I know you're trying so hard but... it's not working. ITS NOT WORKING and I would never believe you worked in an advertising industry before?? are you seriously kidding me??? AND I AM GONNA SEEE HIS FACE AND ANOTHER SUBSTITUTE TEACHER'S FACE WHO REMINDS ME OF DIRTY SAND TOMORROW and who makes senselesss depthless remarks. _______. What a great epic project to end our last year in schoool.

BUTTT! I larve my friends. larve them to death. <3

teeheh

K soo, I went to my internship place! I guess everything went well!!! I got the papers signed and everything.. just that I waited for 1 hour and practically stared into space just waiting for the person to be done with her meeting. O____O

But, the people were really hospitable still!!!I kinda made friends w a few interns there, but I think they will be gone by the time I go in. And now, I am just hoping wei rong can get the same internship w me then we can intern together >___< the convo w sak last night, made me think wehteer it was worth going through all these trouble just looking for an internship place, cause.. the places the school chooses wouldn't be.. that bad either right? But I feel quite stupid cause everyone knows their direction on where they want to go to, and I don't... Yeah! Maybe like wht sak said, it's fate way of helping this fickle pickle choose. Just gotta stay.. positive and bright and sunny!

it makes me happy knowing that tmr's friday, I thought today was friday. so that means... I have one more day before schoool starts which, I'm pretty much dreading it. and all the CA datelines screaming in our faces, and all the worries on what to eat for lunch come back.

Marky

Today marky was back for awhile, so he toook tam tam and I in his car as usual and we went out!!!! to jurong point!!!! I think it's very fun to have a friend who drives, but at the same time, it's quite scary as welll cause somehow along the way, we'll always get lost... BUT WE DIDNT GET LOST TODAY!!! : )

and thanks marky for the treat and lift back home : ) It's been prolly 2+ months since we last met, and it still felt the same, like how it used to be 2+ months back. aand you haveta go abck again today!!! pls take care flower : )

Somehow, I feeel sleeepy today. I am gonna sleep early today.

Thoughts

It's Sunday! And on sundays, I usually don't do anything. Today's another familiar sunday, just sitting here, thinking about stuffff. I haven't written in my spongebob orgnizer for a damn long time. I NEED TO UPDATE IT!!! and Idon't really have a splendid memory, all those dates for project meetups and hang outs...

I was thinking........ I wannna like go...drink coffee w my friends in the middle of the night and get caffeine drunk.. I think.. that would be quite awesome. and then fall asleep on someone's lap while waiting for a cab or sth.

and then I have this secret, that I secretly want to go out with YOU!!!!! I wanna I wanna skip around and do random things and laugh with you. But I dont know, I'm not very good w this... I might freak out and faint on the spot and die from a heart attack, or I might be... awkwardly boring, but will you mind WILL YOU MIND???

Justin's

Omg, I forgot to blog about this!!! I met up w my sec sch friends on sunday, before I went for camp, to celebrate justin's birthday!!!! he had to do 19 stupid things before he could get his present. it was reaaalllyyyy fuuun!!! and pris kept treating me, i think she was in a good moood, paid for my gummy pigs and my happy lemon bubble tea!!!! thank youuu thank youuuu :)

Life after camp

I still feeel like I haven't got sufficient rest. The day after camp ended, it was family day!!! We went out to have carl's junior for lunch at vivo, then kuishinbo buffet at jurong point for dinner. IT WAS MADNESSSS!!! food + yanhan = insane yanhan. eating at kuishinbo made me miss marky, even more!!! I MISS YOU MARKY!!!

Then I came back home soooo tired and allll, and fell asleeep quickly cause the next day it was... PROJECT DAY :( then woke up at like 8.30am to get ready and stufff... did project... then headed down to cityhalll to meeet the rest to chill at starbucks. (oh!!! before that amira treated me and sak to fried mars bars! thank you amira darling <3 ) YAY 30% DISCOUNT OFF MY CAFFEINE FIX, thanks to charsy : ) Java chip makes me go crazy and headachey but I still love it I don't know why???

and we talked about stufff and stuffff and then we went to pick pretty flowers for rambutan's concert, and ally belly and I named both of them, one gillian, the other emi. Concert was awwwweesoooomme, then after concert, something struck me (i think it was the caffeine thnig) and I went crazy, then we had mcdonalds for dinner and i feel awful. Awfully unhealthy. and then ally belly and I met wei liang on the way back home and he performed magic tricks for us. He was gooooooood. After he left, we had kinda like a deeep talk on the train, she talked to me about her intuition. It was intriguing and complex BUT SO TRUE!!! And I slept at 2 last night. and I dreamt that my name was changed to Nutella. and I feel mooody now, but yet so sattisfied. Well, life's like this.

Camp

I'm back from camp! Yayyyy. Though I always feeel crapppy at the aftermath, it's kinda worth it. I was a camp group leader for the first time ever, and my assistant GL was wei yi!!!! He's a super nice guy, I never really got to know him until this time... though he always bullies me i still really like him and my group's pretty awesome!!! I love most of them... , if you know what i mean, but i really do! Very very sweet people.

and I love my bunk mateeessss!!! last night saw 2 girls, tammy and I going to bathe at 2.30am in the morning, in the freaking dark, cause tammy really really reallly really wanted to bathe and nobody else wanted to cause it was so late, but we were fearless (ok maybe not fearless), cause we were holding hands and singing songs super loudly in the toilet and on the way to the toilet. DAMN FARrrr and scary :( but what to do, I can't let my sister walk in the freaking dark and bathe alone right?!?!? I realize I like holding hands alot. I kept holding charsy's and tam's hands. and I hope char's leg is better!!!! I like the idea of washing hair in the sink.

Bunk mates like ramdan, wan ting, jia le ahhhh they're super niceee i swear. jia le is SUPER SUPER CUTE!!!! she's prolly the cutest girl i have ever seen in my life so far. and ramdan super sunshine boy, whenever i seee him, he's always smiling and making me laugh, he makes me smile. :) and other nice people who slogged through this camp altogether where everyone took care of each other. I finally got to talk to selene!!!!! i misss her so much from last camp.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CELESTTT, everyone stayed back up late just for her and got her a cake, that lucky lucky girl. <3 I reallly like this girl too, one of the sweetest girls I know. :)

I got to lie on this giant slide and loookat the stars at 10pm, they were sooo niiice. though i am a GL, i didnt really get to know the juniors still. but hey it's alright, i still got to meet and know nice people alot better. sorry this post not according to specific order, but in really random bits, but you know what i mean!!! :)

I don't like it when people don't take me seriously. Especially when I do take them seriously, and respect them and try my hardest to be friendly and all.

My hair has never felt soo good before. I have been following my sister's hair regime. Apple cidar rinse once a week, and marshmallow shampoo bar! My hair smells like.. my blankie.

Wah, I really dont know what to blog. K so I secured my internship at my aunt's friend's production company, called Moving Visuals. But somehow, I feel like they're not taking me seriously, or maybe I am thinking too much? I tried calling them yesterday to ask for more information, but like the person in charge is forever busy and I called them 3 times and that person is always not freeee : ( But oh welll.

I feel that recently, I just don't have much thoughts in my mind. Like, it's really hollow and I don't feel smart.

Ok. so. it was a bad decision to stay at home today. BUT Ok, I had a choice. Go for a pointless lesson with some boring guest lecturer or stay at home. I rather stay at home. AND SOOO!!! I did. hahahha, and it was laaaame cause I went swimming and it was drizzling and it was rainy and colld... I know wth was i thinking?!?!?!?

but whatever la, I hope i became slightly fitter ?