SEAWEED PRETZEL!

Sometimes, I have insecurity issues. : / There're so many things I'm afraid would happen, and the many countless things I fear facing them, and maybe when I go to sleep, everything would be okay the next day. But they don't :(

I am not sure whether there would be a day when I start falling in love once again, whether I would do extremely welll in everything (and I mean every everything), whether I am a good friend, whether I am wonderwoman, whether the people I trust are trustworthy, whether I am a goooood listener, whether I'm perfect and whether... And the list goes on.

I'm sorry if I haven't been a good friend to some of you. Sometimes I can't explain actions, behaviour and such. Don't ask me why! I don't know why. But you have to understand that I am not a perfect person afterall. I'm only human. I make mistakes at the wrong times, but I can't help making mistakes at the wrong time and.. make people angry. There're so many misunderstandings that are yet to be cleared, and I just can't seem to start ... clearing them. Maybe I shall clear them when I clear my fog of thoughts.

Today, was daxino's birthday, sooo 6 of us went out to celebrate with him. Allll of us lead different lives nowww, it's kind of hard to get used to people's styles, cause we all think and talk differenly now since we're all changing and adapting in different situations and have a new group of friends. I hope time willl help. :) Then pris came to my house later before going to night safari for herrr drama thing. I think she's the only friend who can understand me inside out, and withstand my crazy weird behaviour sometimes and a friend who I can throww alll my honest thoughts to her, that's why she's my best friend. I misss the heart to heart talks with her. :(