the Gift of life

Last week, I rmb touching my aunt's belly, and I felt mine together with it as well. The feeling's soo amazing!!!!!!!! It felt like touching some magical water, but it wasn't magical water. IT'S A BABY!!!! And she's a girl. : ) Or so what the ultrasound had said.

Today went to buy new year gooodies for my ah ma. It was quite fuuun!!! Ok, I am kinda looking forward to it now, a little, cause I will be staying over at her house on the eve to accompany her. My grandma's really quite cute. She's the only one who thinks I can sing, AWWWWWWW. : )

The skies are blue

I have been neglecting alot of people. I'm sorrryy, you guys know who you are, but yes, I still love you alll very much cause you'll all always be part of my life and I'll meeet up with all of you once holidays start!!!!! Promise. I'm gonna be a better friend! A better sister. A better daughter. and start eating oranges, to increase my vitamin C intake.

But on the other hand, I have been catching up with a few people, and that's really nice : ) I've been anti-social-ish lately but it's these people who are making me feeel better. You donno how much I yeaaarrrnnn to go back home right after school ends, cause home it's still the place to be in!!!!! and I've to stop overeating, ugh, it's all ah pa's fault. I've been eating healthily in schoool and at home!!! I feeel sucky sometimes, cause I really really want an upsized mcspicy meal, with the upsized coke I can't finish and mayo and garlic chill and curry sauce.

MSN sucks. I wanna talk over ice-cream, starbucks. That reminds me, I havent had caffeine for a really long time, cause I don't want my teeeth to be stained. But I am okay without it, i think. 8am morningsss. :/ BUT OVERALLL!!! I'm gooood I'm gooooddd, just building sandcastles in the airrr occasionally.. Life's gooood, just.. neeeeddd to prioritize.

It's ok if you don't understand what I'm talking about. This entire post is randomly pieced.

GO GO GO POWER RANGERRSSSSSS!!!!!!!

I STILL CANT DO MY LAW, LAW LAWLAAW LAW LAW, SO DIFFICULT LOR

thaaat... was obviously not me. hehehehehee.

Bei bao #1

my bei bao is the best boy in the world he is very nice to me
my bei bao is forever mine and all you boys can't compare
silly boys


bei bao bei bao bei bao

hoihoihoihoi

i like seafood hor fun and ion takoyaki with bubble tea but sometimes the pearls all stick together yucks lor!!! like eating playdough so gross lor

my bei bao is magnificent

AWWW

today I am happyy!!! cause, yeah. AWWW : )

OKO I AM SO THANKFUL I HAVE MY LAAPPPY SNAPPY WITH MEEE here in this cold cold rooooom, cause christel, sean, bei ling and adeline skipped GEMs classs. and I am quite sad about that.

I can't wait for this weeek to be over. And I dont even want to think about next week. NEXT FRIGGING WEEEEEK. WHERE OUR EVENT HAS TO TAKE PLACE. Ahhh

chicken rice uncle: OI ZHAR BORRR, what you want?

me: :O ERRR shao ji fan (roast chicken rice)

chicken rice uncle: ZHAR BORRR, want to add anything anot?

Happy birthday Bei Bao!!!

Today's jit's birthday, that stupid old man! But yeah, I still love him to bits cause, he's like the only guyyy whom I can trust to be with me alone at my house, just the two of us at my house. HAHAHHA, cause I know he will never ever do anything to me. OR WILL YOU, JIT? HAHHHAA, OF COURSE YOU WONT!!!! HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY!!!!

we've got so many things to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok, at least AM presentation is over. But still have law report, Public relations report, event management planning..... ZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzz. I wish time would stop and I could savour every bittttttttttttttttttttttt of thingsssssssssss. ok, I donno what I saying.

Awkward

I just went to the most awkward gathering of my life, and I've never felt so awkward before!!!! It was quite exhilarating to experience such overwhelming awkwardnesss cause I HAVE NEVER felt so awkward before!!! It's been a looonnng time since I felt awkward around people. It's been a long time. and then I realized, I'm human afterall. It's ok to feel awkward. Ok, I used 6 awkward words. No, make it 7 now.

But still, I had fun at some points and I know there are still people who care, and I should only care about the people who care, because that all matters. Thanks for the text messages, they matter alot and I appreciate them. : ) I FEEEL SO PROUD OF MYSELF FOR GOING!!!! Cause i really do feel liberated, a little, and I was so gutsy. It felt good.

and then I had a super good sleeeeeep cause I didnt have anythign else to worry... UNTIL I DREAMT OF MY AM PRESENTATION WHICH IS GONNA TAKE PLACE TMR AND I TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT IT!!!! OMG I CANT BELIEVE I FORGOT AND IT'S FRIGGING TMR OK OKOK!!!!!!!!! LOVE YOU GUYS MUA MUA MUA

Saturday Morning

I dont get what's with my dad and curry chicken. He likes to coook it every weeekend morning with roti prata. But ok, I am not complaining, I like to eat it too.

Okok, public relations report now.

OK!! MY THIRD POST OF THE DAY : )

My sister bought two pizzas from pizza hut, and WE FINISHED THEM BOTH!!!!!! the two regular ones!!! ok, I ate like 6 and a half slices, and I am suuuperrr fulllllllll

and I want to puke all 6 and a half slices out too. Period.

AND Oh MY GOSH!!! Hahaha, I was like adding random application thing on facebook and alot of people have been saying that the application, "God wants You to know" very accurate one so I went to try, and I got this:

You've been worrying too much about the future lately. So tonight, go ahead, put your faith in God, and just have a peaceful evening and a restful sleep.


:O SO ACCURATE!!!! ok weird.

Insomnia

Omgggg INSOMNIA IS CREEEEPING BACK AGAIN!!!

YANHAN YOU SHOULD STOP HAVING AFTERNOON NAPS YOU SHOULD BE BANNED FROM HAVING ANY AFTERNOOON NAPS YOU SLEEEPY HEAAAADDDD!!!!

Yeahhh, having aches all over the place from being so deprived of sleep, and I'm not deprived of sleeepp!!! I just kinda, like naps. and ok, I used up my last "wild card" of skipping my today's finance class, which means I cant skip anymoooreee. I hope I survive.

I think you're very handsome! hehehe.

SIGH

HI HELLOO

I like how the bright blue sky complements my bright colourful study room. My mom's friends are in my house now, and they are noiiissyy. and I'm stilll here,stuck at home doing my reportS, because I know I have to do them but the thing is, I'm not doing them cause I dont feel like doing them.

My dad's overseas again, : ( I always, always miss him whenever he's not at home, cause I kinda need him to rekindle my 9 year old self and be alll craaazyyy and play samurai and ninja girl and forget the world, just for awhile.

AND SCREW FINANCE SERIOUSLY?!?!?!?!?!?

Today's gonna be SLEEPY SLACK DAY, BUT TMR?

IS CRUNCHHH TIME BABEHH!!!!!

Whooopeee!

Today was reeeeeaaaaaally fuuuuuuuuuuun and so was last night! : )

Omg, and there was this cute guy who kept on staring at us while eating his burger. HE KEPT STARING AND STARING even when we walked out of burger king and we kept on going back and forth to see whether he was still staring and he still was!!!! it was super hilarious as the cute guy was laughing at us and we were laughing at him.

and I bought 17!!! ok, the singapore version one really sucks, but it was colourrfuuulll.

Lazy asssss

I realize I really am pretty anti-social.. BUT IS OK! I am slowly getting the hang of being really lazy and rejecting people to hang outttt, hahahhahahaa. Welll, at least today I'm going out to meeet some of my old friends! Yayyy, that's a good start.

and ohhh MY GOSH!!!!! I have like 6 reports to hand in, and I barely started. I'm seriously serious. Yesterday was an awesome day cause I skipped schooool, and MY SISTER skipped school (she's a teacher) cause she had a sore eye, so YAY! BOTH OF US SKIPPED SCHOOL and just stayed at home together.

I skipped school cause I got to skip both finance class and stupid GEMS personal selling classs. Omg, did I tell you guys my CA1 for my personal selling is to write a frigging 3 page report on a particular salesperson you encounter in any random shop?!?! and I used one page to describe that person's attire, grooming, speech and what nots, CAUSE I HAVE TO DO LIKE 3 PAGES!!! It sounds super short. BUT IT'S NOT!!!! It's extremely evil. But I shan't complain, cause basically, that 3 page report kinda determines whether I pass or fail this GEM module as it's 70%, and I dont have to memorize or do FINANCE calculationsss whille some of you haaave tooo, hahahaha.

It's super windy over here now, like when I open my balcony door, alll the newspaper on the coffee table started to fly everyyywhere like typhoon and when I open the windows of my study rooom, they shut after every 5 minutes. WHAT IS WRONG WITH THE WEEATHER?!?!?!?

Awkward position

Omggg. I suck. -.-

>: /

Ok, so I haven't really been exercising. And I had 4 meals yesterday, FOUR!!!!!!

and I just had curry chicken noodles for lunch. MMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!! I REALLY REALLY CANT STOP EATING when my dad's around, he's such an awesome cook. and HE ALWAYS ask this question every time he cooks, I told you he's like 9 years old at heart who needs someone to praise him.


dad: So am I gooooood?

me: YES! YOU ARE GOOD!

dad: You mean, I'm good or like, really really good?

me: REALLY REALLY GOOD!!!!

dad: Like really really good or like REALLY REALLY REALLY GOOD?

me: REALLY REALLY REALLY GOOOD!!

dad: So, I'm the best right?

me: YES THE BEST LA! THE BEST!

Last day

Last day of open house turned out to be pretty gooooood! I must say people who came for today's studio tour were much more friendly and nice, and I had a great time working with ezzat and jit. The 3 of us got good chemistry, though I only got to talk to ezzat like today? : )

<3

OMG OMG OMG!!!!

MY PA BOUGHT US NEW PILLOWWSSS!!! LIKE THE MICROFRIBRE ONES!!! LIKE THE HOTEL ONES WHERE YOU PRESSS DOWN IT SINKSSS AND THEN IT RISES BACK UP!!!!

YESSSSS SOMETHING TO LOOK FORWARD TO NOW: SLEEP

TGIF

Omggg, second day of open house. $&@!(#*!)*)(@!(

I donno why, but I really don't like helping out for open house. And the weird thing is, I didn't even volunteeer for the tour guide thing and there! they plopped me and a couple of my friends for duty. &(!@)*#(!*( It's where you get to see all kinds of people, from the super nice ones and to the #&@()!*#)!@)*(*!# obnoxious ones. My entire body is sore, and my eye lids are heeavvyy, but I AM NOT GNNNA SLEEP AT LIKE WHAT, 9?!???!?

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

EMP test. OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!! FREAKING 8 LECTURESS TESTED @*&!)($*)#!(!@#

and all the open house duties. greeeeeaaaaat. and yes, going back home early was a big mistake. I TOOK A NAPPP!!!! But it was ohhh sooo gooooood.

Anyway! It was leeyen's birthday yesterday, I hope you had a great one girl! : ) and thanks for the chopsticks from Japan, it's super kawaii neh!