Awkward

I just went to the most awkward gathering of my life, and I've never felt so awkward before!!!! It was quite exhilarating to experience such overwhelming awkwardnesss cause I HAVE NEVER felt so awkward before!!! It's been a looonnng time since I felt awkward around people. It's been a long time. and then I realized, I'm human afterall. It's ok to feel awkward. Ok, I used 6 awkward words. No, make it 7 now.

But still, I had fun at some points and I know there are still people who care, and I should only care about the people who care, because that all matters. Thanks for the text messages, they matter alot and I appreciate them. : ) I FEEEL SO PROUD OF MYSELF FOR GOING!!!! Cause i really do feel liberated, a little, and I was so gutsy. It felt good.

and then I had a super good sleeeeeep cause I didnt have anythign else to worry... UNTIL I DREAMT OF MY AM PRESENTATION WHICH IS GONNA TAKE PLACE TMR AND I TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT IT!!!! OMG I CANT BELIEVE I FORGOT AND IT'S FRIGGING TMR OK OKOK!!!!!!!!! LOVE YOU GUYS MUA MUA MUA