Ketchup

Ooh k, so I met up with my neighbour-who's-my-exclassmate, weiwen last night. It was suuuperr coool to seee him again, cause like I havent met him like in forever although we live like super near each other. And the main reason why we havent met was because of this asshole who created this email about me and ex bf and sent it to like a gazillion people. A GAZILLION PEOPLE!!! WHO WOULDN'T BE ANGRY YOU TELLL ME?!?!?!?!??!? so I was telling him what an asshole he was, and he was telling me what a mean bitch I was to delete and block him on MSN and cancel him offff from my friend's list.

But yeah. That was like 2 years ago, and we just laughed over it. Those stupid childish moments we all once had. and I added him back on MSN again and.......... we're good again I guess! cause somehow, although we havent talked for like 2 years, I would never imagine myself sitting beside him and just talking trash like how we used to do it in sec 3 and 4.

We were table mates and I liked him being my table mate and he liked me being his table mate, and we made really good table mates since we both looove spazzing over spongebob and patrick and we live just blocks away from each other. I don't really get why he liked to call me a slut and I would call him a bastard, not because I was crude but I used it as a defence. But he was crude, and still is crude. and I would take homework for him when he's sick and he would take homework for me when I was sick, and we would meet up to pass each other homework and sometimes buy fisherman's friends because it's good for the throat. I went up to his house once cause I was curious to seeee how his house looks like, and his mother loved me and both of us talked like we knew each other for a really long and his house was sooo noisy because he has 3 younger brothers and they are super cute. When we were bored, we would go each other's house downstairs and just talk about any thing under the mooon, and it was like how it was, last night.

So yeahhhh. It was... nice. but no, we don't like each other in that.. way because, that would be gross. Wei wen, you will never ever seee this post, but yeah, this post is for you. : )

and that reminds me, I HAVE TO START MEEETING OOLLLDD PEOPLEEEEE, at least last night was a start.

: /

I wonder how chongsy (my law tutor) became a lawyer, LAWW IS TOUGHHH SHIT MANNNNNN T_T

:o)

Ahhh, yesterday's short-lived happiness was greaaaat, I enjoyed it to the fullest. It felt perfect for some reasons. Finished advertsiing management exam, ate burger king for lunch, had random loonnng talk with sak and lazing around, coming back home to go for a loonnng swiiim, checking for our free elective results, watching i love beth cooper (it's a really stupid show) with my sister online, reading some random Harry Potter book and sleeping at 10!!!

I realize it's not goood to sleeep at 10, cause I would end up waking at 3am in the morning and trying my hardest to fall back into sleeep. and I woke up with aches in my calves and my armsss, I think I havent swam for a really long time and my body's really rusty and cramping up. -.-

Yesterday was a gooood dayyy. And now, it's back to the nauseating rollercoaster ride of studying. BUT HELL YEAHHH media law ethics and public relations papperrrrr!!!!!!!!! GO GO GO GO!!!!!!!!!!!

#@!&#!@(&$)(@!*!@#

OH. MY. GOSH

I GOT INTO RADIO PRODUCTION AND BROADCAST JOURNALISM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AWESOME SHIT AWESOME SHIT AWESOME SHIT OESOPHAGUSSSSSS

It feeels like a dream!!!! BUT IT'S NOT!!! It's a beautiful reality ~ HAHAHHAHAHAHAAAHAHAHAFAUSIOFEwNFOIWENIDNWE

Tired.

"Tired" is such a stupid word. IT REALLY MAKES me feel tired immediately whenever I see the word or someone says to me, or I say it myself, it's a negative word. I don't like it. I hate using it, but I use it alot of it myself, while complaining to myself mentally.

Alot of people are tired, and they keep telling me that they are tired. And I'm always trying to make them feeeel more positive, but it never works, cause they tell me they are tired again, and it's like a circle, everything goes back to square one. and I get tired of listening to people say they are tired.

I wish someone would come up randomly to tell me, "HEY! Let's go be happy together! Wanna be happy with me?" and I would reply, "OK! LET'S GO BE HAPPY TOGETHER!. ^_____^"

My sister

My sister turns 21 today!!! : )Celebrated it with her for the past two days, it was really warm and fuzzzyyy. She finds it weird if I draw her cards, cause we seee each other every day and we talk to each other every day, and there's nothing we couldn't tell each other about. So i drew her a little cute note and pasted it on the toilet mirror before I went to sleeep last night, so she would wake up and brush her teeth to it.

Had ultimate kick asssss comfort foood for the past two days, and I'm feeeeling gooood just thinking about it! : ) and impromptu short meet up with ally bells yesterday cheered me up too, thanks for the yami yoghurt treat babeeeeee. You're really one of the few friends who live around me and I always feel super uber comfortable when I'm with cha. : )

: |

I've been feeeling super average lately. I haven't been talking to alot of people or socializing or just talking, just keeeeping alot of secret thoughts to myself. I don't know whyyy I always feeel like super duper crappy when it's exam period, or is eeveryone like me?!?!?!? The last time I felt excited was when I was dancing to random chinese new year song with my dad in a supermarket yesterday.

I feel like a rock.

Hello.

Today was the dreaded finance test. It was a chaotic 1 hour, and getting shocked at unfamiliar questions and stuffffff and trick questions and oh my gosh swirly wirly aches spinning in my head like blending tomato juice and cucumber slices and people flipping pages so quickly oh no why are they writing so fasssst how come i don't know this question and more flipping of pages sound how the helll did you finish that page so quickly and an annoying person tapping feet and people cheering next door oh shut up and 10 more minutes left oh my gosh 9 more minutes yet i havent done my calculations yet pls time pls time tick slower oh my gosh how to do thisssss and people leaving the rooom what the hellllllllllll why are you leavingggggg dont leaaaavveee the room is getting empty pens down. My heart stopped.

I wish people have the habit of adding smileys in their messages, it makes people like me smile. oh!!!! and me and tam bought sisterhood handphone stickers, it's damn kewt (cute). I realize I have been missing out alot, I really wish I could catch up with more people. I really doooo, don't forget me. : (

Eaaaat

I feel horrible today. I don't know whyyyyy. and when I feel horrible, I start to eat. I will reallllyyyyy stufff myself silly with all the wrong foooood, I ate 5 slices of bah kwa, 4 pineapple tarts, 4 slices of kueh lapis for lunch today. LUNCH!!!!!!!!!! But I made myself feeel even more horrrible.

No visiting today, cause of some reasons.. but going back to grandma's house in the night did make me feeeeel better! And I ate more,but it was like the gooood comfort food. Not like trash eating session. Oh my gosh, I really am one grouchy person today.

Happy Chinese New Year!

Sooo, I stayed over at my grandma's with my family, it was really nice, I would do it every year if I could, and I think I would, just to accompany her through out the new year's eve night! So my grandma, me and sis shared two mattresses on the ground, it was soooo nolstalgic. Cause I rmb when we had sleepovers in our younger days, we would sleep on the exact same mattress, with the green cover and dove printings on it. I slept very well. : ) and I really treasure grandma alot, cause she's my only only grandparent left and I love her alot.

Well, I didn't do much visiting this year. Actually, we haven't been doing so ever since my grandpa and my other grandmother left us. We would just go to a few relatives house and talkk and play boggle and cards and taboo sometimes and watch tv, most of the time at my grandma's house. and I donno, I wasn't very psyched about it also cause I have a test to study for : ( and some of my cousins and I studied in a room just now, while the rest played cards and watched tv. yeah, that's how I spent my new year!!!! oh and steamboat!!!! It was really nice tooo, ever since I've a new aunt last year, we had to allll squeeeze in this tiny round table, but it was still lovely. I felt sick after that, cause I think I ate too much fishballs.

Every time during Chinese New year, my aunt would bring us to the rooom with my grandpa's framed black and white picture and kinda like say quiet prayers to him. It has been.... 9 years!!!!! Oh dear, I really miss him. EVERY TIME I SEEEE his photo, I would always cry. I am an emotional sponge. : (

my grandma's house holds so many memories close to my hearrrtttttt <3 oh and I haven't opened up my ang paos yet!!!!!!!

Ok

Sometimes I don't get why people are so immature. Talk so much.

T___T

Just when I thought it's alll over, IT'S NOTTTT. Frigging finance test on THURSDAY, PLEASE. SAVE. MEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!

UCCD test sucks like crap cakes. But on a lighter note, I had a deeeelicious bowl of noodles for dinner, with lots of fishcake and char shao, sliced with love by Daddy. I can't wait to eat steamboat tmr, cause I will be hardcore attacking the fishballs, FISHBALLLS!!!!! <3 and staying over with my grandma, so I won't be using the internet, but it's ok, it gives me more motivation to start studying finance.

And I got my first choice elective, Broadcast Journalism through balloting today. Balloting is scary unfair shit. There were 10 people but only 9 spaces left, cause people who took up radio and tv production concentration got more advantage and they already got the spaces. I didn't want to be that unlucky person, nobody wanted to. and I saw farhannah cry because she didn't get it. It hurts me although I don't really know her very well. But at the same time, I didn't want to be the person crying. : ( This sucks, it sucks to be selfishhh. But yeahhh. Oh welll.

Oh well.

My parents LOOVVEEE to remind us about lots of stuffff. Especially when it comes to eating fruits. I was sleeeeeping on the couch just now, LIKE ALMOST GOING TO SLEEEP YOU KNOW, but then my ah pa hor, HAD TO LIKE SHOUT, "HAN PAPAYA IN KITCHEN GO EAT, NOW" and then there was once where he was reminding me to eat banana like 5 times, every 2 min interval. Ok yeah, I know this is random but yeah, random.

: )

Today was another laughing day! Oh my gosh, I realize I laugh alot. LIKE ALOOOTTTT, it's like buckets and buckets fulll of laughter every day. and then I come back home and laugh again. Wah today awesome sia, cause me and tam got free ice cream! :D

C'MONNNNNnnnnn ONE MORE DAYYYY AND HOLIDAYS!!!! Ok not holidays, I mean, study weeek. NOoooooooOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooooooo

I. need. to. eat

I think, I am screwed for finance presentation. I CANT BELIEVE I LAUGHED OVER NOTHINGGGG DURING MY ENTIRE PRESENTATION TODAY. I REALLY LAUGHED LIKE HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHHAHA, like ON AN ON LAUGHING!!!! I am screwed. The thought of studying finance during chinese new year really irks me. BUT I DONT WANNNA RETAKE FINANCE NEXT SEMMM, so I jolly welll study hard for this one.

Somehow, I became sad jsut now for a moment, but then !! Talking to people on MSN cheered me up. : )

HELP4HAITI

I did something meaningful today. Helped out for tammy's HELP4HAITI, and we raised $900+ for the first day! We have two more days to go, and it's A REALLY REALLY good start, everyone's really nice and generous! Efong and gang super funny and damn ON, they're the greatest bunch of guys.

School's still as busy as ever. And I just want to ignore certain things for now cause it's not doing my brain goooood. One big hurdle is down, now we have UCCD test on friday and finance presentation on wednesday, which we havent even STARTED. ok. I wonder what we're gonna do. This is getting harder than I thought, but schoool life has always beeen this hectic. MUST. PERSERVERE.

It's finally over.

Yep, event management is finalllyyyy OVERRRRR! I know I'm being selfish by saying this, BUT I THINK OUR EVENT WAS LIKE THE BEST AMONG THE BEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and I ate fastfoood 4 times this week, FOUR TIMES!!!!!! But it's ok, I kinda worked it off from walking up and down to miss lum's rooom and adrian's room to carry heavy stuff. My arms don't seeem so flabby, OR SO I THINK. But UGH, I JUST ATE BAH KWA.

But yeah!!!! My minah gang girls came!!!!! <3 <3 and the whole bunch of syafiqah's friends!!!! <3<3 THEY WERE ALLL SO NICEEEEEEEEE!!!!! I really enjoyed talking to every single one of them during their lunch, it was really funn. I wish I could see them again. Our room really loooked like some hotel's ballrooom loh, NO KIDDINGZ. GOT RED CARPET AND LIGHTS AND STREAMERS. I felt kind of sad when we had to throw some of our decorations away, cause it felt like my one night stay in some luxurious hotel ended. And then, it was back to the empty disgustingly plain boring looking classroom.


I love The Glam Slam.

Clementi

C'monnNNN!!!! It's so near yet so far. We kinda finished some of our deco today, but not entirely... and like mopped around in biggg boook shop at clementi today and bought fabric again, our room is gonna be cloth-y cause it's gonna be BOOOOOM KABLOOOM WOW WOW WOW. But I'm kinda excited cause tammy's performing, and I like to watch her perform. HEHE :D

My heart is itching when I think of it, cause I don't really know what's gonna happen, cause sak had a nightmare about it.. and we've been garbage collectors collecting cardboards from drinkstall aunty and food court 5 where the smelly cheeese from pizza hut and oily KFC live. But I'm very determined not to have that little glimmer of flame diminish. Everyone's working really damn hard on this, and I am sure all of us will get good grades!!!!

Welll, event planning is suuuuper tedious. Yet so fulfilling when you've done something right, or think of really good ideas together.

OH WHAT JOY!!!

Wow, today was MIND BLOWING. like I could feel fireworks exploding my mind.

It didn't start off goood, but it ended off gooood!! I like impromptu classss thingys :D :D THANK YOU MISSS NGAAAAAA for dinner, it really made my day. Food really makes me happy. But I think I exceeded by fat intake for today, for having fast food for lunch and dinner.

BUT I AM SO HAPPY!!!! Cause we met this REALLY REALLY CUUUUUTEEE LITTLE TODDLER!!! We were alll so amused by him. He was like dancing to Super Junior's SORRY SORRY and imitating what we all did!!!! and eating ice cream angled 180 degree to his face, which caused a huge mess on his face. So cute that I wanted to rent him home for one day for 10 dollars to amuse myself and return it back the next day.

I need to stop being overly excited. NEED TO STOP BEING OVERLY EXCITED UNNECCESSARILY.

the Gift of life

Last week, I rmb touching my aunt's belly, and I felt mine together with it as well. The feeling's soo amazing!!!!!!!! It felt like touching some magical water, but it wasn't magical water. IT'S A BABY!!!! And she's a girl. : ) Or so what the ultrasound had said.

Today went to buy new year gooodies for my ah ma. It was quite fuuun!!! Ok, I am kinda looking forward to it now, a little, cause I will be staying over at her house on the eve to accompany her. My grandma's really quite cute. She's the only one who thinks I can sing, AWWWWWWW. : )

The skies are blue

I have been neglecting alot of people. I'm sorrryy, you guys know who you are, but yes, I still love you alll very much cause you'll all always be part of my life and I'll meeet up with all of you once holidays start!!!!! Promise. I'm gonna be a better friend! A better sister. A better daughter. and start eating oranges, to increase my vitamin C intake.

But on the other hand, I have been catching up with a few people, and that's really nice : ) I've been anti-social-ish lately but it's these people who are making me feeel better. You donno how much I yeaaarrrnnn to go back home right after school ends, cause home it's still the place to be in!!!!! and I've to stop overeating, ugh, it's all ah pa's fault. I've been eating healthily in schoool and at home!!! I feeel sucky sometimes, cause I really really want an upsized mcspicy meal, with the upsized coke I can't finish and mayo and garlic chill and curry sauce.

MSN sucks. I wanna talk over ice-cream, starbucks. That reminds me, I havent had caffeine for a really long time, cause I don't want my teeeth to be stained. But I am okay without it, i think. 8am morningsss. :/ BUT OVERALLL!!! I'm gooood I'm gooooddd, just building sandcastles in the airrr occasionally.. Life's gooood, just.. neeeeddd to prioritize.

It's ok if you don't understand what I'm talking about. This entire post is randomly pieced.

GO GO GO POWER RANGERRSSSSSS!!!!!!!

I STILL CANT DO MY LAW, LAW LAWLAAW LAW LAW, SO DIFFICULT LOR

thaaat... was obviously not me. hehehehehee.

Bei bao #1

my bei bao is the best boy in the world he is very nice to me
my bei bao is forever mine and all you boys can't compare
silly boys


bei bao bei bao bei bao

hoihoihoihoi

i like seafood hor fun and ion takoyaki with bubble tea but sometimes the pearls all stick together yucks lor!!! like eating playdough so gross lor

my bei bao is magnificent

AWWW

today I am happyy!!! cause, yeah. AWWW : )

OKO I AM SO THANKFUL I HAVE MY LAAPPPY SNAPPY WITH MEEE here in this cold cold rooooom, cause christel, sean, bei ling and adeline skipped GEMs classs. and I am quite sad about that.

I can't wait for this weeek to be over. And I dont even want to think about next week. NEXT FRIGGING WEEEEEK. WHERE OUR EVENT HAS TO TAKE PLACE. Ahhh

chicken rice uncle: OI ZHAR BORRR, what you want?

me: :O ERRR shao ji fan (roast chicken rice)

chicken rice uncle: ZHAR BORRR, want to add anything anot?

Happy birthday Bei Bao!!!

Today's jit's birthday, that stupid old man! But yeah, I still love him to bits cause, he's like the only guyyy whom I can trust to be with me alone at my house, just the two of us at my house. HAHAHHA, cause I know he will never ever do anything to me. OR WILL YOU, JIT? HAHHHAA, OF COURSE YOU WONT!!!! HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY!!!!

we've got so many things to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok, at least AM presentation is over. But still have law report, Public relations report, event management planning..... ZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzz. I wish time would stop and I could savour every bittttttttttttttttttttttt of thingsssssssssss. ok, I donno what I saying.

Awkward

I just went to the most awkward gathering of my life, and I've never felt so awkward before!!!! It was quite exhilarating to experience such overwhelming awkwardnesss cause I HAVE NEVER felt so awkward before!!! It's been a looonnng time since I felt awkward around people. It's been a long time. and then I realized, I'm human afterall. It's ok to feel awkward. Ok, I used 6 awkward words. No, make it 7 now.

But still, I had fun at some points and I know there are still people who care, and I should only care about the people who care, because that all matters. Thanks for the text messages, they matter alot and I appreciate them. : ) I FEEEL SO PROUD OF MYSELF FOR GOING!!!! Cause i really do feel liberated, a little, and I was so gutsy. It felt good.

and then I had a super good sleeeeeep cause I didnt have anythign else to worry... UNTIL I DREAMT OF MY AM PRESENTATION WHICH IS GONNA TAKE PLACE TMR AND I TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT IT!!!! OMG I CANT BELIEVE I FORGOT AND IT'S FRIGGING TMR OK OKOK!!!!!!!!! LOVE YOU GUYS MUA MUA MUA

Saturday Morning

I dont get what's with my dad and curry chicken. He likes to coook it every weeekend morning with roti prata. But ok, I am not complaining, I like to eat it too.

Okok, public relations report now.

OK!! MY THIRD POST OF THE DAY : )

My sister bought two pizzas from pizza hut, and WE FINISHED THEM BOTH!!!!!! the two regular ones!!! ok, I ate like 6 and a half slices, and I am suuuperrr fulllllllll

and I want to puke all 6 and a half slices out too. Period.

AND Oh MY GOSH!!! Hahaha, I was like adding random application thing on facebook and alot of people have been saying that the application, "God wants You to know" very accurate one so I went to try, and I got this:

You've been worrying too much about the future lately. So tonight, go ahead, put your faith in God, and just have a peaceful evening and a restful sleep.


:O SO ACCURATE!!!! ok weird.

Insomnia

Omgggg INSOMNIA IS CREEEEPING BACK AGAIN!!!

YANHAN YOU SHOULD STOP HAVING AFTERNOON NAPS YOU SHOULD BE BANNED FROM HAVING ANY AFTERNOOON NAPS YOU SLEEEPY HEAAAADDDD!!!!

Yeahhh, having aches all over the place from being so deprived of sleep, and I'm not deprived of sleeepp!!! I just kinda, like naps. and ok, I used up my last "wild card" of skipping my today's finance class, which means I cant skip anymoooreee. I hope I survive.

I think you're very handsome! hehehe.

SIGH

HI HELLOO

I like how the bright blue sky complements my bright colourful study room. My mom's friends are in my house now, and they are noiiissyy. and I'm stilll here,stuck at home doing my reportS, because I know I have to do them but the thing is, I'm not doing them cause I dont feel like doing them.

My dad's overseas again, : ( I always, always miss him whenever he's not at home, cause I kinda need him to rekindle my 9 year old self and be alll craaazyyy and play samurai and ninja girl and forget the world, just for awhile.

AND SCREW FINANCE SERIOUSLY?!?!?!?!?!?

Today's gonna be SLEEPY SLACK DAY, BUT TMR?

IS CRUNCHHH TIME BABEHH!!!!!

Whooopeee!

Today was reeeeeaaaaaally fuuuuuuuuuuun and so was last night! : )

Omg, and there was this cute guy who kept on staring at us while eating his burger. HE KEPT STARING AND STARING even when we walked out of burger king and we kept on going back and forth to see whether he was still staring and he still was!!!! it was super hilarious as the cute guy was laughing at us and we were laughing at him.

and I bought 17!!! ok, the singapore version one really sucks, but it was colourrfuuulll.

Lazy asssss

I realize I really am pretty anti-social.. BUT IS OK! I am slowly getting the hang of being really lazy and rejecting people to hang outttt, hahahhahahaa. Welll, at least today I'm going out to meeet some of my old friends! Yayyy, that's a good start.

and ohhh MY GOSH!!!!! I have like 6 reports to hand in, and I barely started. I'm seriously serious. Yesterday was an awesome day cause I skipped schooool, and MY SISTER skipped school (she's a teacher) cause she had a sore eye, so YAY! BOTH OF US SKIPPED SCHOOL and just stayed at home together.

I skipped school cause I got to skip both finance class and stupid GEMS personal selling classs. Omg, did I tell you guys my CA1 for my personal selling is to write a frigging 3 page report on a particular salesperson you encounter in any random shop?!?! and I used one page to describe that person's attire, grooming, speech and what nots, CAUSE I HAVE TO DO LIKE 3 PAGES!!! It sounds super short. BUT IT'S NOT!!!! It's extremely evil. But I shan't complain, cause basically, that 3 page report kinda determines whether I pass or fail this GEM module as it's 70%, and I dont have to memorize or do FINANCE calculationsss whille some of you haaave tooo, hahahaha.

It's super windy over here now, like when I open my balcony door, alll the newspaper on the coffee table started to fly everyyywhere like typhoon and when I open the windows of my study rooom, they shut after every 5 minutes. WHAT IS WRONG WITH THE WEEATHER?!?!?!?

Awkward position

Omggg. I suck. -.-

>: /

Ok, so I haven't really been exercising. And I had 4 meals yesterday, FOUR!!!!!!

and I just had curry chicken noodles for lunch. MMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!! I REALLY REALLY CANT STOP EATING when my dad's around, he's such an awesome cook. and HE ALWAYS ask this question every time he cooks, I told you he's like 9 years old at heart who needs someone to praise him.


dad: So am I gooooood?

me: YES! YOU ARE GOOD!

dad: You mean, I'm good or like, really really good?

me: REALLY REALLY GOOD!!!!

dad: Like really really good or like REALLY REALLY REALLY GOOD?

me: REALLY REALLY REALLY GOOOD!!

dad: So, I'm the best right?

me: YES THE BEST LA! THE BEST!

Last day

Last day of open house turned out to be pretty gooooood! I must say people who came for today's studio tour were much more friendly and nice, and I had a great time working with ezzat and jit. The 3 of us got good chemistry, though I only got to talk to ezzat like today? : )

<3

OMG OMG OMG!!!!

MY PA BOUGHT US NEW PILLOWWSSS!!! LIKE THE MICROFRIBRE ONES!!! LIKE THE HOTEL ONES WHERE YOU PRESSS DOWN IT SINKSSS AND THEN IT RISES BACK UP!!!!

YESSSSS SOMETHING TO LOOK FORWARD TO NOW: SLEEP

TGIF

Omggg, second day of open house. $&@!(#*!)*)(@!(

I donno why, but I really don't like helping out for open house. And the weird thing is, I didn't even volunteeer for the tour guide thing and there! they plopped me and a couple of my friends for duty. &(!@)*#(!*( It's where you get to see all kinds of people, from the super nice ones and to the #&@()!*#)!@)*(*!# obnoxious ones. My entire body is sore, and my eye lids are heeavvyy, but I AM NOT GNNNA SLEEP AT LIKE WHAT, 9?!???!?

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

EMP test. OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!! FREAKING 8 LECTURESS TESTED @*&!)($*)#!(!@#

and all the open house duties. greeeeeaaaaat. and yes, going back home early was a big mistake. I TOOK A NAPPP!!!! But it was ohhh sooo gooooood.

Anyway! It was leeyen's birthday yesterday, I hope you had a great one girl! : ) and thanks for the chopsticks from Japan, it's super kawaii neh!

New year's eve

YIKES*@!()$*#!~ it's like the 4th day after my surgery, and the bump is stilll thereeeee ><

oh welll, it's the new year's eve! My mom and sis went out, while me and samurai finished painting our study room together. It's super pretty I swear!

I've stayed at home this entire week to nurse my pooor cheek swell, please heal before school starts!!!!!! I don't have much to say, but I LOVE YOU GUYYYSSS!!!!! <3 Happy new year's eve!

MY DA DA'S BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Omg, YAYYY!!! He bought lots and lots of stufff, as usual, he bought all the spongebob stufff for me and my sister. Sometimes he buys too much, I can hardly use alll of them. :/ BUT OH WELLL!!! He's BACK!!!!! I AM SO HAPPY!!!!

I woke up this morning and got the shoooccckkk of my life. OMG! MY LEFT CHEEK'S SWELL HAS GONE UP TWICE ITS SIZE!!!! and it's hurting cause all the anesthesia had worn off, and it kinda infected my throat so now I've a terrible sore throat and I've my period. and I had to take the "chunk" out of my chunky peanut butter to eat. Life can't get any better than this.

!!!!

YAY!!! OMG MY WISDOM TOOTH IS GONE!!!!!!

I'm super happy/relieved! It wasn't that bad, really. Cause I got like 4 jabs. I just know there was alot of blood, Dr Wong's husband holding onto my face while she was using her mighty force to yank that thing out, alot alot of drilling, cutting of my gums (which I couldnt feel) and stitching. and she attempted to yank that big tooth out like more than 5 times, so you could imagine all the pressue I was feeling, but it wasnt painful. Hmmm. and I named my wisdom tooth Toffee, cause it was like huuugge candy stuck in my gums.

and I ate an entire bowl of steamed tofu and egg for dinner. So healthy right!!!

Oh well, and I got 5 day MC!!!! and spent a whopping amount of $700. 700 DOLLARS!!!!! plus I cabbed home today, so that makes it $709.60. Ugh.

Christmas

You know what I've been doing? My mom, sis and I have been on the couch, MOTIONLESS for the past I donno how many hours, watching this 80 episode HongKong drama my aunt lent me. Yep. I spent christmas watching some senseless drama with the other two women in my family, cause my mom was lazy to drive us to my aunt's place for our annual christmas dinner. But it was ok! Christmas felt like any other day, but it still felt pretty empty-ish, cause my dad's in taiwan. : ( He's coming back soon though.

and I caught up with friendss, : ) : )

The year's coming to an end, and I am in the most confused state ever in this year.

I still kinda like it when my world was round and white, like a fishball.

I am adding my fav. songs to my sister's MP3, cause my dad took my ipod away for his taiwan trip. and I will DEFINITELY be adding me and mad's no. 1 fav. song man,

I will definitely neeeed it to muffle my ears from the evil drillings and gum cutting sound effects on Sunday. Yes, SUNDAY IS COMMING. Goodbye wisdom tooth, I hate you too much.

:O

Hahahha, and so I embarked on another adventure today, FINDING MY KINDERGARTEN FRIENDS ON FACEBOOK!!!!!! I still have this kindergarten group photo taken in 1997, well, I kinda found four of them out of maybe 30? I realize this one guy was in my secondary school all along but I didn't know he was in my kindergarten classs, and two of them are mutual friends with my secondary school friends who are in PJC, and one more who has turned into an ah lian slut.

Oh welll. It was fun nontheless.

Ok, party's over. Work load is like the tiny droplet at the end of a tea satchel held up high, waiting to fallll.

I'm not dead. I am gonna do thiiis shiiiittt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I feel warm and fuzzy, like I swallowed a kitty

Yesterday was even more awesome than awesome! Me, mad and eugene were rushing around the place to get presents for the birthday babies!!!! It was craazzzzyyy, the underpass from wisma to taka was really jaaaammmeeeddd and there was this huge toy fair right smack in the middle of taka and everyone was pushing and shoving each other and ughhh, felt like everyone's evacuating from some volcanic explosion thing.

But yeah! This year's dinner kinda reminded me of last year. For both years, sak had shoe problems, I realize! Like last year, she wore this super high pair of wedges and she had feet pain and I had to swop my flip flops with her and I was wearing her wedges like a lady and jaywalking acrosss the freaking road like a chicken(I hate crossing roads)!! And this year, she had shoe problem again! Her back thing of her shoe snapped. :( And we all went shoe hunting! And ramen ten was quite cozzyyy and comfy (Y) It really felt like family, it felt like I've known these people for 10 years and we're having a greeaaat reunion! It was really nice. : )

Oh man. I really miss tako balls, but at least I satisfiied my craving for milk tea with chewy chewy pearls. and let's take more pictures!!!!! &thanks alia for the pretty hand made pouch <3

Self-centered people

Actually, all of us are self-centered in a way or another. Why are we always complaining about other people being self-centered?! You complain about people getting in your way, cause in the first place you wanted it your wayyy, isnt that being self-centered as well? Anyway, don't worry, I'm just saying this in general, it was a random thought. Yeah, we're weird ironic people.

And on another thing, I'm just sad that some people chose to give up. It's just a such a sad thing to do. : (

A lesson learnt

Never ever sleeeep beyond 2am, you willl find it suuuper hard to fall asleeeep even though you're crazy tired. Well, that happened to me this morning. I woke up like I was drunk the night before, it felt like a hang over and then I had a terrible cold. : ( and today's plans were cancelled because of my stupidity, I'm sorry pris and justin : (

I'm still really really tired. UGHHHHH. SLEEEP EARLY TONIGHT!!

Free movie!

YAY! Today, my sister treated me to a movie, and we watched Avatar. IT'S DAMN AMAZING, PEOPLE GO WATTTCHHH!!!! Kinda regretted not watching the 3D version though. : /

There were many little things that made me happy today, like the aunty who gave me an extra egg for my laksa, and the super super fortunate us who got the last two back and the MOST centered seats. : )



ah pa: ayeee...

me: wah, what happened to your voice man, sore throat ah?

ah pa: ya loh. Please help me telll my fans that I cannot open my concert today, thanks ah. *walks off*

: )

So today was a really tiring day. But it was pretty fuun!!!! Seoul garden with mich,mad,jit,mitch,evan,jon. Hehehhe. Omggg, all the cancerous foooood and crap. Most of us felt pretty grosss and sick after the meal.

And hung around and just had fun. : )

Oh well

Okay, I didn't get it, cause I never got a call back from the client. But is ok! At least I tried, at least I've tried. yeahhh, I really wanted it cause it was suuuchhh a coooool thing to do! I would love to host for unconventional events but I guess fate has deemed it otherwise.

Tmr seoul garden and random shopping (Y) and for today, swimming and staying at home (Y)

Ok he called. It's still not confirmed. : ( Nooooooooooooo, but at least I tried.

I NEEED TO FIND A SPPAAARKK!!!!

I'm really anticipating for that phone call right now, if you know what I mean. COME ON!!! YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO CALL ME, CALL ME!!!!!!!

:o)

My father is living in self denial, he keeps thinking he's a samurai. And you know, he's turning 49 soon, and he's still pretty much 9 years old at heart to me.


Me: ooooh pa!!!! I wannna help you crack the egg!! (I've this thing for cracking soft boiled eggs)

Pa: noooooo, what is that you're using to crack the egg?!? A samurai never uses a spoon to crack the egg.

*I cracked it while he was saying all that, and it was a niiiiceee cute egg, with the egg white lying over the egg yolk, it was perfect*

Me: But whatever, I helped you crack already, so just take it!

Pa: No no no, YOU can take that one ok. A true samurai uses a KNIFE to crack his egg

Me: Ooook, if your egg yolk breaks because you crack it with a knife, I WILL LAUGH AT YOU!!!

Pa: Watch me closely ah

*cracks egg. egg yolk breaks!!!!!!*

Me: HAHHAHAHAH!!!!!!



Hahaha, and we painted our study room today! It's like yellow and this really funky orange, it kinda looks like IKEA hotdogs with the mustard and ketchup. It was suppose to be this really gorgeous shade of red, but my dad said we had to order that colour in advance and so he couldn't get it : ( and my sister has this thing against the colour oraaanngge.. so it was kinda.. weird.


Me: Omg pa, jie jie is gonna SCREAAAMMM if she finds out we're painting this rooom orange

Pa: :P No worries one laaaa, just telll her it's like tomato

*the next minute my sister comes in*

Sis: OMG WHADDA HELLL IS THIS COLOUR?!?!?!?!



ohw ellll!!!! She started to get it okay with it I guess. & we painted 3/4 of the rooom, and it looks really pretty! :D

One day I'm gonna drive this

During dinner

Hmm, today during dinner, my dad talked about setting up a pet groooming shop! I think it would be lots of fuuuun, cause my dad and I looooovveee cutesy wutesy dogs, kitties and little furry things, but on the other hand.. my mom and sis aren't quite keen. But oh welll, that was just another silly idea. : )

8 )

It's the last day of schooooooooooooolllll today! Welll, we've one more term to go till we move on to year 3, something which I don't wannna think about it so soon.

And awwww, thanks tam,jit & leeyen for the super random gift but cute spongebob pencil <3 I love it to bits and it cheeered up my day. and tam and leeyen will be going to Japan today, taaaake care and have fun!

There's alot of other things I wannna say, but i guesss I shan't say it here. I wanna update people and wanna get updated as welll. :D

!!!

I always wanna blog every day. But, recently, I am having trouble thinking of what to wriiiite... OMGG THIS IS A SIGNNN.

I can't blog about the perrrrfect holiday I will be going in december (cause I don't have one), my perfect kawaaaiii neh boyfriend (cause I don't have one), my perfect poopsy Golden Retriever called Macoroni (cause I don't have one), the most awesome computer game I'm playing (cause I don't have one), the glaaaamourous event that I would be attending this week (cause I don't have one).


Sigh. I lead a sad life. I need a seaweed pretzel.

: o (

I suck at making decisionsssss

OMG

yeah omggggggggggg

Aye Rock

I SET UP THE NEW CANON PRINTER MY AH PA JUST GOT, ENTIRELY BY MYSELF!!!!!! :D I'm goooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooood like fooooood.

I feel awesome today too, cause I made a decision based on what my heart said, and not for the sake of pleasing others. But yeah, I'm truly sorryyy.

Life's like this. Uh huh, uh huh, that's the way it is.

Nemo

I didn't regret coming home before I went for the test, because I really needed that 1 and a half hours of sleeep. And, Media Law paper is finnallly ooooovver! No more "fairies like rainbows man. really lovely daisies" I felt happy for like 5 mins, then ok! Life goes on.

I have to admit, there were many things that I got annoyed at this week, but I guess I'm annoying too, cause when I'm annoyed, I'm annoying, how annoying is that? This week really has got to be one of the suckiest week I ever had for this term, though I can't judge now cause friday, saturday and sunday havent passed.

and I really want to grate your scabby feet with the cheese grater, you disgusting creep.

UGH@!#&(

Ok, I was wrong about my phone being niiiice and allll, cause it's sooo nooottt, you stupid screwed uppp POS : (

and now I realize why people havent been replying me, CAUSE ALL MY MESSAGES ARE STUCK IN MY OUTBOX!!!!!!! ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. getting disappointed over nothing, i thought people are getting damn dao (unfriendly) towards me loh, and NOW I KNOW WHY. : (

Ugh

I keeeep swearing lately, BUT IN MY MIND!!! So I don't say it out like turning on the tap water at full blast like some attention whores. I mean, it's fine to say it in your brain when you don't say it out right? :D :D

Hmmm, and i realize I keep blogging about my dad, wellll since most of you guys like reading about him anyway, i shall share with you guys another stupid thing he said today


me: Is that chicken you're cooking?

dad: no, it's chicken

me: ?! YA! that's what I asked right. so it's chicken?

dad: NOOO, it's chicken

me: what?! chicken and chicken are the same!!! so is it chicken?

dad: noooo, it's not chicken, it's chicken

me: okok, whatever, i just realize this morning BOTH of the goldfishes died, how come?!?! I thought only one died

dad: noo, they didn't die.

me: HUH then where are they!

dad: they si diao (died already in chinese)

me: so that means they died

dad: nooo, they si diao. si diao and die different ok

me: &#@!*($(!#@*$!@

Way beyond abstract

People like to put really randomstufff as their MSN nickname,

i realize my cousin's one goes: "Burying yourself in cement with the one you love is so touching"

Eeeerrrrr....

Yeah, I am jsut really bored now :/

Steamboat

Soo yep, we had a random steamboat dinner at my grand's. I realize I willl alwaysss eat alot of fishballs when it comes to steamboat, cause it's one of the things I like to eat in life. I think i ate a whole bowl of tau gua and fishballs and now my tummy feels swirly. : ( Serves you right, yanhan.

Awww, it's really nice to see my aunt's tummy getting bigger and bigger, knowing that we're gonna have a new addition to our family soooon. : )

Awww-zie

Yesterday was a really really chilll day. Went to the airport to pick my grandma up from Korea!! Anyway yeah, we had nothing to do also, so alll of us went! Then little did I know I would meet, Zhengyan, leeyen and yenyu!!!! LOL!!!! It was damn funny.

Then we thought the plane would arrive at 8.45, so we reached there at like 7, then like we realized, the arrival time had been delayed to 9.45!! Crap right. We were thinking of what to dooo, so my dad had a brrriiiliant idea.

dad: Let's go take skytrain!

us: huhhhhh....

dad: Can one. We take from terminal 2 to terminal, then from terminal 1 to terminal 3, then we do this for 10 rounds. Confirm we can spend more than 1 hour. :)

us: -.-""""

Dearest Dad part 2

My dad sent me a suuuper random message this morning while I was in lecture and it goes:

Ah Girl try not to skip Class k. If the F**king hongki can't speak good English ask them go back to Hong Kong. I can buy them air ticket.


HAHAHHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wheeeeeeeeeeee

Omggg I ALMOST SPENT 6 DOLLARS ON A FRIGGING SPONGEBOB PENCIL!!!! But I didn't, whew.

TAKO BALLLS DAMN AWESOME, I HAVE 9 MORE STAMPS TILL I GET A SET OF 10 TAKO BALLS FREEEE :D

Like (Y)

I like the way things are now. : ) Like how we are both mutually caring for each other, showing bits of concern here and there. That's what friends are for. : )

Whewww

I'm tired, but I FEEL SUPER ACCOMPLISHED! AGAIN! HAHAHHA!!! Cause of yesterday's marathon. I think our Thailand board very pretty! (ok la, Vietnam one also. :D) And Ms Sim is the super nicest teacher I ever had this sem. : ) Skipping law tutorial and rushing to print photos at studio and running to take a train to clementi to get fabric and stuffff and rushing back to do up board in 1 hour and rushing to FC5 to get dinner and then rushing to Theatre@Moberly for meeting and then rushing back to Business Block to do up the panel. Would definitely do all these rather than the stupid 8 page report.

FREAKING MARATHON!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But whew, luckily got Tam, Sak and Jit. HAHAH!!! Cant believe the 4 of us coincidentally kena this exhibition thing, and Sak to be in my UCCD class. IT MUST BE FATE <3 HAHHAHAHA!!!!!

And I officially hate buffets. I ate 5 of this crazily oily fatty scallops and fishcakes. UGhhh. UGHHH. And then I ate a bowl of kimchi cheeese noodles just now for dinner! Ok la, I can't taste the cheeese though : /

OOOOOOOmggg

We spent like 9 hours painting the house today. Like me and sister's rooom and my parents' room! My room colour combi is like midnight blue with yellow ( not mixed together and turn into crappish green, separate colours ), and before you go WHAT THE HELL IS THAT COLOUR COMBINATION, it looks really niice!!! and kinda like banana's in pyjamas :D my parents' room was like... white. Yeah I know right. Different generation choice of colour I guess!

I cant sound really excited now, though I ammm cause I am really tired and my arms feel like falling off my shoulders and we just cleared a whooole lot of trash in our rooom, LIKE BAGS OF TRASH!!! HAHAH!! All the weird and unwanted stuffff. I still have my primary school recorder!!!! EWW RIGHT?!?!?!?

But yeah, I am tired, BUT I HAD A LOT ALOT OF FUUUN!!!!! Painting with my sisstaaa and singing to random songs on my ipod. :D

I just feeeel like sooo accomplished tooday!!!! Cause I just did my article for oops magazine, and sent it to weiting :D

Deeeleted

A sign that my dad is back!!!!! Yeah, he was back yesterday. : )

Annyway! I deleted that screwed up post. Cause it's soooo pointless and stupid, and written by a very grouchy tired me last night. !!!!!!!!!! and I kinda suspect someone angry and weird possessed me last night, so if you were talking to me last nighht... MAYBE IT WASNT ME!!! Hahahaha. ok. weird crap.

And I am Goddess, for waking up at 12pm and sleeeping at 1pm again till 4pm. I watched the first part of Up and cried like shit again and then fell asleep. Sleeeeeeeeeeeeeppppppp

8am

HAHHA I CANT BELIEVE I WOKE UPP TO GO TO CLASSS TODAY!!!!

And now I'm back home, and I am suppose to study but guesss what.. I'm not. I jsut finished watching my telly welly.

Public Relations test today at 5pm, wish alll of us luck! :D

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH


I wannna read doremon comics! yeah I shall do that. 8)

: /

I skipped schoool today! Skipped essentials of finance, WHAT A GREAT DAY TO SKIP IT!!!! I wanted to go for Gems, but then when I woke up in the morning only to find, I've gotten my period!! All the more I should stay at home!

Meh

I dont know why, but whenever my dad goes to overseas for work, the house feels empty. No more stupid crappy jokes for now. : /

I was happy last night!!!! You know, no matter how frustrated I felt during bow tie making, I really enjoyed it and every tuesday is a great time to see Alia again!!! <3 and then I did online shopping and bought 2 bars of alll natural soap and some korean shirt thing, :D

Mmm, I'm actually pretty alright staying in Singapore for the whole of december. Christmas carols are realllyyy niiiceee and awwwwwwwwzie. OK OK, I GOTTA GO STUDY CATCH YA LATER :D

Reasons why today sucked

1) the phad thai I had for lunch sucked

2) the weather sucked and I didn't bring my sweater to school

3) the bathroom ran out of conditioner, my hair sucked : (

4) I slept right after I ate my dinner

5) I woke up and started eating Calbee, and I ate like half a bag of the Big Bag unconsciously, I SUCK

6) UGHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhh#I@!&$)(!$*U#P($!_@!

Bryan: Let's play tic tac toe!

*uses his nail to draw tic tac toe squares on styrofoam dinner box*

Me: Omg, stop!!! You're killing our ozone layer!

Sher: Yeah bry, if we die one day earlier in 2012 because of your tic tac toe, I'm gonna kill you

Bryan: Ohh ok. We're gonna die anyway.

Escapade

Yep, so Escapade's finally over! I made lots of friends, and it was really fun. DMAT people are damn awesome and talented, I swear. THEY ARE SUPER FUNNY!!!!!!!! Omg, up till now, I still can't get over this melvin joke. Though I screwed up like both of my beginnings, but it was ok! It's always goood to laugh at myself. And me and sher, has an unbelivably amazing chemistry. hahahhahahaha. Thank you everyone for encouragement and alll!!!!! and I hope the O level students had super super lots of fun, cause it seemed like they did. : )

And then, I took the bus back home at 12.30am, and I thought the lecturers were lying about people sending you alll the way to your door step!!!!!! I really had someone sending me back all the way TO MY DOOR STEP. HAHAHHA!!!! It was damn funnny. Super super groggy bus ride cause I know the uncle was putting his very best to send us alll home quickly.

And then Sam's birthday chalet! Sam, you're not boring ok. -.- We really had alot of fun!! and played truth or truth and I wouldn't loook at some people the same way again. and heart to heart talk with Selene was super super super nice!!!! <3

Alright, till then, BYEBYE! <3

OH OH OH!!!! and I have new balcony flooring!!!!! :D :D

While everyone's going for extravagant holidays, my family's gonna re-paint MY WHOLE ENTIRE HOUSE O_O

Oh dear. I tried fitting in my pair of mango jeans, AND NOOOOO I WAS HAVING SUCH A HARD TIME zippping it up!!!!! NOOOOOOOOO, but whateverz, i don't really wear jeans anyway!

Immensely satisfying gravy chicken and butter salmon for dinnner... Oh noooo. But like what my mom said, SALMON HAS GOOOOOOD FATS! :D

I napped for a goood 3 hour today and I amfeeeeling supeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrr! And sorry that I havent beeen blogging, schoool's boring, nuff said.

Dad #4

After grocery shoppping,


Me: Areee youuu sureee you don't neeed me to help you carrry somemore stuff? I still can one!

Dad: Have you forgotten that I'm the Last Samurai standing?

Me: -.- Omg

I miss free balloon day!

&

And all you could say was sorry,

but it's ok! i never expected you to do anything for me.

My dad told me alot alot alot of things while we were in the car. and yep! I do feeel alot alot better too! I guesss it's just me, I get over things very easily and hop back on my feet and be happy alll over again! and thank youuu people who listened to me, cause yeah I really appreciated it. <3

Today

I feel awful deep down inside. : /

I feel like I've wasted my time on something I thought would happen, and yet it didn't. He's such a sibei biatch for not editting my voice in it. : /

The series of unfortunate events

dad: eh! did anybody eat 2 siewmai when I was bathing?

everyone: huhhh nooo la!

dad: huhh I ordered 12 siewmai and he gave me 10?!?!? ta ma de (damn it), tomorrow I go as a ninja and burn their shop down.

Hair

I went for a haircut!!!!!!! I look like a total nooob now and you know how does a noob look like? A noob looks like me : (

I guesss I shall get used to it and the hair willl grow bacckkk. The hair person was like telling me I neeed treatment for my poooor hair and he kept on tsk-ing while he was snipping away : ( WHICH I THINK I neeed one tooo cause my pooor brittle hair is fallling, I AM BALDING!!!! : ( Sigh, balding poor pregnant me. : ( I'm pregnant cause today weiting told me I look pregnant. CRAPPPP :( :( : (

The weather's sooo niiiceee nowwwwwwwwwwwwww. <3 <3

Haw haw haw

friend says:
haha i just cut botak
and my mum screamed at me
even worse than when i showed her my results

yanhan says:
HAHAHHA!!!!


I really LOL-ed.

Yakult

I swear I swore alot in my mind yesterday. It wasn't exactly the chirpiest day of the week cause of a bad throat. But now it's oook! :D

Shermaine and I had to record our voices for Escapade! Oook, recording was fun yet a bitch. Cause everything had to be clear and end consonents must be really crisp and alll : / Had countless of re-takes here and theree.. but it was fun with Shermaine and the seniors around! We had girl talk today. Heh heh. (Y)

AND I REALLY THINkkk I gained weight already. : / UGHHH I hate schoool because I wouldn't be able to resist to eat during breaks. I MEAN?!? BREAKS ARE FOR YOU TO REST RIIIGHTTT buttt buttt I'll always end up eating.. sommmething. : /

Maaaaaaaaaaannnn

How do you know if a person's right for you? You mean, it's suppose to feeel right and alllll?

Ok, I donno what I'm blabbering.

Ughh, my life's so mundane and boring. C'mon projects, rollll in with your CA1s. I got a feeling I would regret saying this.